The thing is, I have no idea.My only passion in life is animals and travelling, I love new people and new experiences. To afford this, I have to have a job. The jobs I chose are..the easiest ones to get. Everything else feels out of reach, I dont even know what else would be OK to chose. This sounds like I'm complaining, but I am only asking. I have had a dousin jobs since I was 17 and to every single one of them, all diverse, I have not looked forward to getting up in the morning. I have always been thinking; is this it? People actually stand working several years here? The routines! AH.
I've heard I'm caring and a people person and even though I love reading psychology and understanding humans, I hate to care for them in real life. I'm an observer, when someones in need, like my job where they use peoples bad conscious to work more hours, I dont feel guilty. I believe every being has worth and that everyone is based and made out of eternal love, but it is as if I don't feel pitty for anyone because I know we'll be safe in the end. Not a day goes by without complete frustration of how stupid human beings are. At least some of us! I told my best friend that I believe we are all energies - and she turned on me saying that's impossible, that my whole believe in the Universe is wrong. This hurts coming from my best friend, I probably shouldn't read too much into it, but it felt like she was going againts the core in me. And how can people STILL, in 20-freaking-10, not even realise we are ENERGIES?? I thought I was going to explode. My god we are slow!
So... the job feels empty, it feels like I'm going nowhere, even if I could any job in the world.. nothing would be right for me. What's wrong with me? I completely realise how spoiled I must sound saying I hate work, but its not about laziness. I am just so lost and always have been. I take the same jobs because it feels safe and I need the money, its a sad situation to be in constantly.
Tell me about you job experiences, did you ever get a wake up call, a calling at all? How can I know my path, how can the whole cycle of work be seen in a higher universal perspective? Is there any use for my inner Soul if I continue to be stuck in a job where I'm needed - but at the same time where I absolutely don't care about anyone?
My uncle and grandparents started working at 7 years of age, they where happy as long as they just had a job! I feel guilty for how I spend years of my life confused while I feel my family is 'waiting'.
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I had my 84th birthday last June.
So far I have never had a "day job".
My only advice is to find something you really like to do and do well that brings you joy.
Then find out what people need and want that what you do fulfills.
Put the two together and go for it.
LOve, B
www.donbaaska.com
Love, B
for now im looking to find a part-time internet job, just to get some money for to get around...
The only work that is good is the work u can do without to get even a single $ from it...
if u like to do such a job, then this is a good job for you...
if u are working just because it gives you money, then this is an unhealthy job.
This is also one of the reasons i support the Venus Project ideas....
work will be obsolete in the society that it is talking about....and everybody will be as he/she is
really mend to be...pursuing his/her own personal interests, cause we will move beyond the survival mode that we now have... ;)
the only good work is the work that keeps u interested in doing it...whether u get 1, or 100.000 $ from it...
or for to put it better...our hobbies should be our jobs... ;)
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