Last night, I kept waking up (which is unusual for me). I can't remember what time it was, but very early in the morning (approx. 2am) I woke up, and my head was telling me to go into the back garden.
When I say "my head"... I mean the voice that I have internal dialogues with. Which I always assumed was just ME. My brain is always firing a million thoughts at once, it gets a bit chaotic and hard to focus sometimes.
Anyway, my head, or the voice in it, was telling me to go to the back garden. And I very nearly did. But I decided not to, because I was incredibly tired, and because I thought it was just my head telling me to, and it seemed silly to listen to it and wander into the garden for no apparent reason.
When I woke up properly today, I wished I had gone. Just in case.
Has anyone else had a similar experience? I'm hoping it will happen again, and that I'll trust myself enough to act on it next time.
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Interesting experiences we are all having, quite fascinating. I have an inner monologue but that other presence doesn't really have a "voice" ... hard to explain but it's an inner knowing with me... it shows up when I have an impulse to do something like drop by a friends house, to find that she desperately needs my help... or words will just pop up randomly, I know to just pay attention to things that don't come from my inner dialog. This is how I access the wonder of coincidence...which has been getting stronger and stronger.... its wonderful. I truly feel safe and protected by this inner knowing, a feeling of being led to where I need to be....
Thank you for sharing Achilles! I do agree with Shaishannah...when we are tired or relaxed..we are more open to recieve communication with other...beings. I know the same feeling...I have gone out into the garden at night...the sky fully clouded...I closed my eyes. Minutes later I felt the creative impulse to open my eyes...I did...the sky had cleared just above my head and I could see the stars. Many times now...and on that night...I have seen a tiny faint light...like it was meant for me...unless you were really looking carefully a the sky...stargazing...you would miss it. In my heart I knew it was a star ship...then my mind argued...how can you be sure? So I thought...what are you? And right when I questioned the tiny light it flashed brightly at me.
Next time you get a feeling...and you will...it's like a call...if you answer...you will receive a gift. You are not mad. You could consider it to be your higher self or a guardian angel that is trying to tell, give, share something with you...and it pays to pay attention to these feelings...thoughts...intuitions. I love you brother! Peace, joy, love, laughter within.
I agree, there is definitely insight to be heard. If I make the time to listen properly, my inner voice often gives me profound advice that I didn't know I knew. It speaks with a patient understanding of my Self, but sees right through my ego and offers solutions and wisdom that make perfect sense.
For many years, I have struggled with feelings of low self worth. The main thing I am learning at the moment is to believe in myself, trust my intuition, and not to be afraid of the future anymore :)
Peace and love x
That's real nice Achilles :) I too feel much the same and am now believing in myself more, and my trust and faith are strengthening so much as a direct result it feels great.
Well when I was in between the place of being asleep and awake about a week ago I heard a direct voice that was not mine so a real new and exciting one for me. It said "I have something I need to get off my chest" it properly woke me up then, and I am yet to find out what it was lol. Will let you know if I ever here what it was that was on who ever it was's chest :)