Spiritual Forum

hello, my name is john, you've known me on here as jimclarson, asara leo, and missingno and then back to jimclarson. last year in the spring of 09 i first awakened and got into the hollow earth theory which eventualy lead to topics of lemuria and aghartha as well as learning about the political and conspiracy awakenings regarding reptilians, draconians, nibiru, anunaki, nwo, masons, fema camps and all that other jazz that you need to know as well to stay informed. early on when i awakened during late july, early august [i forget] i had learned about the phrase "ashtar command" so i googled it to find out more and was led there through google, right there in the first results. i read some, saw people posting channelings and ufo stuff, and it was enough to get me hooked. isigned up and noticed a chat bar, i click and entered and randomly started talking away. again very self centered and in my own head, talking about whatever came to my mind, being stoopid, whatever, i also met a few people, most of which i regret to have come to know. people who claim spirituality and divinity, but in reility they have their drama fights on here and all that and its utter bullshit. alot of fake arguring bullshit that these people get their jollies on taking others along with them for the ride, they get them to feel its normal with lingo and clever wording/phraseing and word emphasis/tone, all this adds up to a nice person who doesnt know better to be strung along by it and in the end feel disapointed and bad, and the others who dragged them through laugh behind their back saying, "what a shmuk". these people are what i call the ashtar assholes, this is not everyone here, as im sure the vast majority of members here are inocent learning/budding starseeds like myself. but to those who do this know who they are, and this message is for them exclusivly. these people, the ashtar assholes are masonic club members who are into metaphysical stuff for personal gain and manipulation of those and whats around them. whether itr be for higher rankings in the masonic lodge ~cough~:comander:~cough~ or their own desires of vibe highs as psychic/chi/emotional/spiritual/sexual/emotional garbage dumping vampires. again its all based on the person and im not naming names, but heres more. the dark luminotti dont want a spiritual awakening on planet earth, so whats the best thing to do? create structured areas for starseeds to awaken to, and create the pitfalls from the awakening, because if you cant stop a mass spiritual awakjening on earth, the most you can do is corrupt it to the point it screws itself up outof utter confusion. does a sheep walk down the sloughter isle if it knows at the end of the isle its meeting its doom? i think not, it fights. what are the dark luminotti and the elites doing to us now? keeping us brainwashed into think normal day atrocities and public social stards is norml, and reinforce those standards with glamorized movie portrayals. so okay, how do they deal with the ones whove broken free of that cycle and are now realising their potential as spiritual beings of unimited power? create a whole new set of false road signs and complicated detours/booby traps and confusions, but designed around the premise of the awakened individual. again, keep us calm and happy, so that when the time does arise for us to think on our feet, we're all love love love. which is another thing i wanna touch on...

love love love. a new concept thats been floating around this site in the background in which many many woman sleep around with many many men. this is very harmful for a spiritual awakening because it gets our root chakras all entangled up with other people and totaly screws up the energy system as far as a productive healthy awakening goes, i beleive that spiritual sex is to be engaged between two partners who have a twin flame or highly soul mate dynamic relationship and is to be enjoyed between those two. theres a few individuals on here, again no names who make me sick with the kindof shit that has been done. and i fucking hate the idea that any any ANY underraged individuals may habve been hurt in trhe prosess of this. i think its sick and wrong and i think the people who commit these crimes are sick and fucked up individuals. also, if you wanna think for one minuite that daily drama and "im gonna kill myself" manipulative decitful get my way bullshit is in the realm of divine spiritualy then your horribly wrong, also, if your this way, with genuine intent to improve, thats one thing, but to drag others along is fucking bullshit, theres many many many people you ashtar assholes have hurt along the way, and i dont wanna see it go any further, i have frends who have been hurt badly by you guys, and worst part if your all into this energetic stuff as well, difference is though is that you use it for ill will against others, and wanna carry your fights through the ether and dump them onto others who dont know any better then to think its their own, and im fucking sick of it, ive had enough, i REALLY REALLY HAVE!! so if you wanna go carry out your own problems and insecurities onto other people and be assholes the rest of your life, fine, but leave me out of this, and know this, karma always finds its way into every noiok and crappy of reality, no matter how hard you try, you will face your karma eventualy. so with that, i end my post, and i demand, demand, demand, never to see, hear, feel, experience, any form of your energies, thoughts, problems, intents, wishes, or any other form of consious energy sent in me, or my frends ever again, i mean this with the purest and clearest of intent, and i demand that you ashtar assholes, masons, lizards in hiding, vampires or any other ascosiations of such be any where near me in the guidelines set a few lines up. this is my last straw and ive had it with all of you, it angers me trememd  the things that have transpired and i want you all to back the hell off. find another way to cope with your insecurities but finaly leave me and my frends outof this. i dont expect this topic to get much attention, but i ask that the ashtar assholes to whom this is adressed pass this amonst themselves and read it thouroughly. this is john. and this is my statement.