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    Marique > Jason February 21, 2009 at 2:42pm

    I think you may be right about the astral trip maybe, or sleepwalking. At any rate I did some thinking about what it could mean. When I was repeatedly taken they used to tell me that humans were going to help them save their race, and that is why they were making genetic alterations creating hybrids and that I was chosen for a reason and that I should feel honored, (which I certainly did NOT feel at all honored, cursed was more like it.....). They told me that their kind were no longer able to reproduce through years of genetic changes and that is what they needed us for. Sad but true. At the point they were taking me they did not seem to be having great success with the genetics experiments. So maybe that is what their cry for help was in my dream. I think I at some level I feel so sorry for them and that maybe in my subconscious that I have like a "stockholm syndrome" thing going on. It was such a love/hate thing with me the experiences I was having for so long. Who knows.....Fear can create some pretty strong currents. I think maybe the dream was my way of letting go of the fear and opening my heart to my captor's plight and letting go of my anger. Hard to say. I think my feelings during the whole time I was having those experiences were similar to abused kid syndrome, the more I look at it. the intense Love/hate/fear/love cycle. Maybe I am back to the love cycle about things....definitely a better place to be spiritually.
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  Seraph~o~ Ereinion March 1, 2009 at 1:27pm

  Marique
  Sometimes dreams can be just dreams , but yours was one of a great preminition of things to comes it was a message.
  I believe you were being contacted by benevolent greys.Alex collier as well as other noted UFO contactees were told
  about the greys and thier situation.Thier situation is that yes they are becoming an exinct race they have been trying
  to save thier race for thousands of years and have turned to the cloing preocess to keep thier race alive. The clones they produce are simply worker clones to help in thier efforts to find ways to save thier race. And from your dreams it seems that this is all too true and now looking to turn to us for help,But the sad thing is our world is a savage one and they wouldnt get help they will be treated as lab animals.Dissected and examined for our own curiosity and gain. This is exactly what happened at Roswell years ago and even today.The ones from your dreams like as I was saying were workers and their ships were unarmed and merely scouting for materials, And from your dream of them splashing down
  they were shot down out by our own military forces.I dont mean to sound upsetting but this is a harsh reality, not all off world life will be met with open arms.Some time soon there will no choice . we will arrive .and take our people home
  meaning those who are of the light and the one who dwell with the dark ones will perish .Take heart and continue in your message of love to the world and those around you . Do not fear everything is going to be fine.
  love and light
  Blessed be
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    Marique > Seraph~o~ Ereinion June 10, 2009 at 2:47pm

    Yes, I have to say that my abductions were very unsettling and extremely confusing in my life, but for some reason I feel bound to the species that kept taking me. It is a thing I cannot truly describe, kind of like a love hate thing I guess. I think in retrospect that those confused feelings I have for those that I had encountered, the fear, the not understanding, the mixed messages I received while dealing with them somehow all came together for a reason I have yet to understand, thus my dream....... They are a part of my reality and I deal with that every day. I believe we create our reality so therefore my dealing with them must have happened for a reason of my choosing before I incarnated into this 3D existence. I have somehow come to a place in my heart that I feel great sympathy/empathy? with them and I cannot hate or fear anymore. Things were shown to me by them when abducted, things I cannot fully remember, but somehow it was very important. Things about what will be happening on earth very soon, and my part in it. It is overwhelming sometimes these memories that sit just on the edge of my consciousness. It is something I know but just can't fathom completely. When the time is right in my life, I think I will awaken to knowing the whys of this path I have been on. I pray for them daily and for myself also that I can more fully understand my part in this. I choose love for myself and for them. I am realizing that it is ok to not fully understand things, and to just keep striving for knowledge and grace. Thank you for taking the time to read about my dream and for for your loving comment.
    
    Love to all
    Marique
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    Marique > Seraph~o~ Ereinion March 3, 2009 at 10:37pm

    I do see the point that you are making. We humans tend to kill, or treat like lab rats anything that we do not understand, it is true enough. I have promised my friends here that I will not talk endlessly of my abductions and the horror stories I have repeatedly told, and I honor that promise. All I can say is maybe in some deep place in my soul I have forgiven for all I have went through and now feel compassion for their plight. I was so easy for me to fear when in a position where I was defenseless and my own wishes and physical wellbeing were no respected, I was in short in a repeated lab rat situation just like the one you mentioned. But maybe I have moved into a greater understanding of their fight for survival, and thus the dream. I remember the movie ET and it stuck with me for so long, and I cried for ET so lost and alone from his home. Maybe that part of me with compassion surfaced in my dream but I will never know. All I know is that something changed in my heart. I just know that I have survived my experiences and I carry forward and refuse to fear any longer. I do believe that which does not kill you makes you strong.
    
    Thank you for taking the time to read and respond to my dream. I appreciate your insights dear friend. And what you have said may be so true.
    
    Namaste
    Marique
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  Light.Essence February 20, 2009 at 11:22pm

  I have been having many dreams as well, actually not so sure they are "dreams"? :) I have recently had very VERY lucid dreams of meeting and talking with Atmos, St. Germain and most recently two feminine entities of unimaginable love and comfort, Khajit and Mira... Mira actually inspired me to post today's mission! She reminded me that I don't "let go" enough and that the only thing holding me back from love... was ME!! My first instinct was to deny it, of course this was my ego talking, then I realized... she was right! The KNOWING of this truth was liberating to say the least, it set me free in many ways. I have been wanting very much to have a conscious/physical contact again and was feeling like I was doing something wrong because it had not happened yet. MIRA told me that the reason for this was that I had to raise my vibration on a genuine and honest level, and that as I increased my vibration they would come to meet me halfway! In my heart I was not being totally genuine with them or myself, and she made me see this. All the comments and nice pics will not make it truth if it is not radiating wholly from the heart. I promised her and Khajit to focus myself, ground myself and make a whole hearted effort to live what I believe, and not just try to believe it through actions alone? I know this probably doesn't make a whole lot of sense since mere words can not even begin to explain the connection and the truths of it. I guess what I'm saying is that I realized that though I thought I was "awakened" I was still falling short of pure heart and still had distance to travel yet. I hope to find this place within myself and I have made it my mission. I believe the KEY is to start within and work outward, how can I expect to me a beacon of change if I have not made sincere attempts to BE the change within myself first?
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    Marique > Light.Essence February 23, 2009 at 2:38pm

    I know what you mean about not being sure if things are dreams or not. I think the veils are getting thinner and we are experiencing all sorts of new communications and ties with entities and energies, our vision is changing due to the raising of our vibrations. I so agree that we need to BE the change that we are beginning to wake up to. It is one thing to discern a truth and think, ah ha, I get it now, and it is another whole process to incorporate our ah hah moments into our live's experiences as a whole. It is an ongoing process. It is climbing stairs......I so understand what you are saying here.