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  kahlila June 29, 2010 at 6:33pm

  ~hey Cedric!~ have you been watching the World Cup? lol.. just kidding! i believe that to experience anger is just as powerful & necessary as to experience passion or love! they are ALL one in the same, as our emotional bodies are so very intelligent and will not be suppressed or dissolved out of importance. they are as legitamate as (our) children, & must be allowed to work their ways up & out, as needed! one of the double~edged swords, or one unfortunate aspect of a so~called modern, mechanized, or advanced society is that there seems to be no time made, or respect given toward the importance of rites~of~passage (as indigineous peoples recognize(d) world wide!). i see the consequences of this (as do we all, i'm sure) all around me~ especially in an urban metropolis such as where i live! maybe, try finding an acceptable outlet for yourself to vent this energy (which it simply is: energy!). try not to judge or personalize your anger as being "bad" or, even, necessarily indicative as a need for something else to occur. recognize and respect it (certainly, try to understand it's origins) but acknowledge and respect your current emotion as one of many faces that your emotional body puts on & removes as your traverse the adventure of this reality.. of course, anger can be destructive (as well as creative!) & i think sometimes it's the guilt we feel- even subliminally- around "being angry" that can hide from us it's transformative potential; so we certainly must be careful about projecting our own hurt onto others (as we've all been victims of this common symptom of sorrow, & it doesn't feel good). we must own it. understand it. tame it. love it. even, let it happen; and let it go (although for some, it may be the realest feeling they have, therefore, they may hold tightly to this one..).. anyhow, there is a great strength inside each of us, longing to express itself, & anger is just one part of that warrior~spirit that is our own best champion..
  ~such excellent lyrics!~ xo
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    Cedric > kahlila June 29, 2010 at 10:14pm

    I have been folowing the world cup...lol...And also analizing my angers. I have seen that a lot of the anger is just repetitive from old thinking and also copies of my parental and family way of dealing with anger. If i stand in front of the mirror i can pick out the moments i seem to act out as my father or my mother and even other family members...in all of this i seem to not see myself in all that. This brings me to something else i have always wondered about...why do i feel like kids are a extencion of nature to balance the wrongs in the parents? If in a couple there is to mutch matcho stuff going on it seems the first child will be a girl. It also is the same the other way around. Wherever the balance is wrong kids,dogs,cats,and other beings seem to come along to try to balance things. Now back to this pantomime of anger that i seem to produce not even having a clue why i do it. Like when i get angry and let's say scream...at the same time i have a voice inside me wondering why in the hell am i screaming for? It makes no sense what i am doing. Unless like i mentioned before i am cleaning up stuff from family and even cities and countries....?
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      kahlila > Cedric June 30, 2010 at 5:55pm

      ~ I have seen that a lot of the anger is just repetitive from old thinking and also copies of my parental and family way of dealing with anger.~ Cedric
      
      i've been down this road time & time again. all too familiar with that geography! i so commend & respect anyone who takes on the difficult task of understanding the origins of their feelings & actions! it's not an easy row to sow because it means recognizing the obligation (to self & others!) to be responsible (or, as some choose at that crucial crossroads, not..) for your own actions & reactions! & thereby, having the courage to break the chains of a emotional, psychic & spiritual slavery! this (r)evolutionary act is profound not only on the individual, but has a ripple effect on assisting the entire world toward greated knowledge & awareness! i think anger too, like many things, is multidimentional (in other words, can manifest through various guises, actions/reactions, projections, etc..) & to recognize that one is acting out in anger is to begin the process of controlling rather than being controlled by.. whatever! for this revelation of being transcends just anger, but applies to all emotions, & psychic influences that may seek to dominate us~ even subtly.. the fact that you are able to seperate yourself from your emotional reaction , & become your own observer is huge! ~rock on in your evolution bro!~ xo
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        Cedric > kahlila June 30, 2010 at 6:18pm

        Shure will do...I have been my own observer for a while now and man is it something! I observe myself and think, what on earth is that? That ain't me! That ain't what i recall as being me. And then comes silence, where i am always me. I had a few dark weeks lately more to do with changes of country and attachment to other thinking and acting. I tought i had to change into a native of the island to be able to live here, but i do not have to do that i just need to be me. Me the universal one, the one that is home anywhere, because there is no place where i am not. I also thank the positive talks that i have been part of here the last few days. So thanks everybody.
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          3rfl3nfqndi4s > Cedric June 30, 2010 at 6:40pm

          U R GREATNESS, Cedric.
          
          I am becoming deeply involved in the sharings of Abraham-Hicks, and the Truth that stands out to me and resonates most passionately with me right now is that "we are here to have fun"!!!! and that is soooooo what i've been feeling the need for for at least the past year. Just go with the flow rather than paddling upstream. Light-en Up!!!
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  Cedric June 28, 2010 at 6:50pm

  Glad something came out of this impediment i have...lol.
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  3rfl3nfqndi4s June 28, 2010 at 2:47pm

  Hi, Cedric. I second what James said......I've missed your posts, as well.
  
  I've been experiencing somewhat the same "feelings", which feel like anger, but, wondering if it's not what is called "righteous indignation".......because of the various situations in the world.....or possibly suppressed anger, which is surfacing. I've reached the place in my evolution where I question EVERYTHING, because I feel we all been so naive for so long.
  
  Another point is.......if one is empathic......which I feel you are.......then possibly you are picking up on a lot of others' feelings on the planet. I know that I can't always tell if what I am feeling are my feelings or someone else's, and since we are all one, does it matter whose feelings they are?
  
  Another question is this: Is it really anger or just passion, which is required to be the creators and manifestors that we truly are? I don't know about others' experiences, but, my conditioning has been that anger is "wrong". But, is it really?
  
  I am in the process of letting go and examining ALL my past conditioning of which I am aware. It's a slow process, but, I feel well worth the energy it takes to dispose of all the societal conditioning we've all been subject to.
  
  Plus the fact that there are some really powerful NRG's coming into the planet today, as Mother Earth evolves from 3D to 5D. When one thinks about it, that's a very big leap for her, and we are experiencing it with her.
  
  Basically, I am just going with the flow, and frequently tell myself "this too shall pass", so that I can remain centered and not lose it.
  
  Loving blessings to you, Brother/Friend.
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    Cedric > 3rfl3nfqndi4s June 29, 2010 at 1:35pm

    I agree with you. And it seems i can not contain it anymore. Not because i want to hurt someone but because i do not want to hurt myself. I remember being told when i was a kid that it was bad to be angry so i used to get angry and contain it inside me. Like this i did not hurt others, but i paid prices for this behavior especially with my body. Now i just let it go, because this is new to me i seem to feel bad about it and also surprised i do this. I still am carefull not to direct it at anyone, altought it always seems to tutch people close to me anyways,
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    Amelia > 3rfl3nfqndi4s June 28, 2010 at 7:18pm

    I know that I can't always tell if what I am feeling are my feelings or someone else's, and since we are all one, does it matter whose feelings they are?
    
    That is an interesting question. I mean, are we just supposed to ignore the emotions just because they don't originate in our bodies? However, that doesn't necessarily mean I should embrace foreign emotions as totally my own. I should probably seek that happy medium in which I can observe my emotions and others' without growing attached, which I guess is everyone's mission is life, so good luck.
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      3rfl3nfqndi4s > Amelia June 28, 2010 at 7:53pm

      Thank you, Amelia. As I observe my-self and my-Self more and more closely, I am learning so much.....just through observation alone. As far as I am concerned you mentioned the key words....."without growing attached". I have analyzed the most prominent feeling I am having these days as "detachment" from everyone and everything. Interestingly, I am feeling more and more True Love through the process of detaching. I can literally the Heart place expanding. My dream is to get to the place where nothing and no one affects me emotionally. And, yes, there's a biiiiiiig difference between apathy and non-attachment.