Ascention and indecision.

I agree with what Cedric said about feeling like the pressure is on. I think that is ascention related. I too have been having the same feelings of undecidedness (not sure if that is a word, but how I feel, lol). I am split two ways about where I am in my life geographically but cannot decide what to do about it, so I do nothing and then wonder if I should pack up and return where I came from, but it is really complicated and I will leave it at that. Also I am in "undecidedness" about some of my relationships and where they should stand in my life. My inaction has got me rather stalemated because I am so undecided about this ascention thing....Will it be soon, should I just go on autopilot and wait for it to occur, should I make major changes that I may still be around to regret??? In short, I feel in limbo making no decisions at all. I am in a place of frustration with life at this point. Maybe I just want ascention NOW and feel it if happens I will not have to struggle so just to get by day to day. I feel like a kid frustrated because "Christmas" is not here and I feel it should have been here "yesterday", haha. So yes Draco, you are so not alone in your indecision....I am right there with you and I am sure others are too. I am just adding it to my ascention "blues" and frustration list. I tell myself to lighten up, brighten up, love it up etc. but finding it is difficult at best.....I guess I am way too human....I keep hearing about all these changes that are "supposed" to be occuring and I just see more of the SSDD (same shit different day...quoting Stephen King in the book THE DREAM CATCHER.)

Yes indecision is getting worse these days. I geuss we are because we do not want to make wrong decisions and mis the boat. Right now we are being pushed to make decisions based on feelings and love rather than out of survival. And here the problem starts, i for one am not used to the so called irrational love decisions of the heart. I always chew on things with my brain, this leads to waste of time and loss of oportunity. I realize this but even then it is hard to let go of it and realize there is need for a change. This is one of the main traps in life, the feeling you will be hurt if you decide things with your heart instead of your brain. we think we should think with the brain first and then translate this to the heart so it can act...this does not work. It is the other way around we should decide with the heart and use the brain to translate it into being. Is it ascention that pushes us to have this experience? I do not know, renaissance also pushed us but still we are here, and not ascended yet.

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DRACO July 2, 2010 at 3:29pm

Hi, thanks for the words of sympathy...I hope something changes for the better soon in this world. JK Rowlings story is inspirational, something for me to aspire to!
DRACO June 30, 2010 at 3:24pm

I think for the most part I have been following what my heart has told me to do, but it has landed my in severe financial trouble because of it. I have to wonder, is this really good for us? Do my guides and angels really want me to suffer like this? Because right now I am suffering like I have never suffered before and it seems like I have been completely abandonded by the universe. It just seems like there is no end to it all?
Cedric June 29, 2010 at 10:42pm

With me it seems to be all or nothing, verry litlle in-between. Althought for me in-between is empty-ness. And once i am in i seem to stick around doing nothing...:))
Marique June 29, 2010 at 2:39pm

I agree with what Cedric said about feeling like the pressure is on. I think that is ascention related. I too have been having the same feelings of undecidedness (not sure if that is a word, but how I feel, lol). I am split two ways about where I am in my life geographically but cannot decide what to do about it, so I do nothing and then wonder if I should pack up and return where I came from, but it is really complicated and I will leave it at that. Also I am in "undecidedness" about some of my relationships and where they should stand in my life. My inaction has got me rather stalemated because I am so undecided about this ascention thing....Will it be soon, should I just go on autopilot and wait for it to occur, should I make major changes that I may still be around to regret??? In short, I feel in limbo making no decisions at all. I am in a place of frustration with life at this point. Maybe I just want ascention NOW and feel it if happens I will not have to struggle so just to get by day to day. I feel like a kid frustrated because "Christmas" is not here and I feel it should have been here "yesterday", haha. So yes Draco, you are so not alone in your indecision....I am right there with you and I am sure others are too. I am just adding it to my ascention "blues" and frustration list. I tell myself to lighten up, brighten up, love it up etc. but finding it is difficult at best.....I guess I am way too human....I keep hearing about all these changes that are "supposed" to be occuring and I just see more of the SSDD (same shit different day...quoting Stephen King in the book THE DREAM CATCHER.)
Daone June 29, 2010 at 2:28pm

Oh, it's just a sign for you to let go and start trusting your own intuition in these matters. Right now it sound's like your ego/brain is in charge...that indecisive bastard heh he he

Once you get a hang of it you just go with the flow :)
Cedric June 29, 2010 at 1:49pm

Yes indecision is getting worse these days. I geuss we are because we do not want to make wrong decisions and mis the boat. Right now we are being pushed to make decisions based on feelings and love rather than out of survival. And here the problem starts, i for one am not used to the so called irrational love decisions of the heart. I always chew on things with my brain, this leads to waste of time and loss of oportunity. I realize this but even then it is hard to let go of it and realize there is need for a change. This is one of the main traps in life, the feeling you will be hurt if you decide things with your heart instead of your brain. we think we should think with the brain first and then translate this to the heart so it can act...this does not work. It is the other way around we should decide with the heart and use the brain to translate it into being. Is it ascention that pushes us to have this experience? I do not know, renaissance also pushed us but still we are here, and not ascended yet.