Recently after a huge crisis I had all was answered. Apparently from what some et told me they wanted to test me and so they allow everyone interested in me to try me.
They say that now everything is ok but well I dont agree.
Now I have learned how to really turn off my gift of seeing et and now I only listen to them.
But I dont want all this I just to be a normal girl.
So I asked the doctor to give me medicine for this. I am taking currently risperidone wich does nothing to me just bad effects I took it since 2005 and now they gave me "lorazepan" in spanish, 2mg per day.
The entity I talk to say this is going to do nothing on me.
ok bye bye and thanks for listening people
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is any side affects that bother you, you must discuss with your doctor. Different people react to different medicines. The really dangerous side affects for each medicine is noted on the description that is almost always given with every medicine..
Risperidone is used to quell the affects of "hearing voices". If the voices don't bother you, and are not so disturbing you are unable to function then risperidone has a strong side affect. It can made your head feel funny.
If you are seeing and talking to ET here's a suggestion--- Don't BLAB about it to just anybody. Why do you want to disturb people with concepts that are disturbing to them and beyond their comprehension?
A word to the wise--- Silence is golden. Tell your councilor about anything you wish to share-- they will accept understand and try to help you.
Lorazepam is a common tranquilizer and is used to relax and help stop panic attack and symptoms.
I have some on hand and very rarely use it and take only the smallest possible dose----0.5 mg. Even rarer I might take another 0,5 mg if the smallest dose doesn't help. I have panic sometimes and get physical symptoms. My heart races and I feel very uncomfortable and I get shakey and scared. A small dose is better than the suffering symptoms of the panic for me.I'm not worried about using my "gift" .Its used to relieve anxiety. It defintely has a habitual affect and will put you to sleep in a high dose.
People use it recreationally as a high affect. I dont want that --- just to relieve the symtoms of the anxiety which can be disturbing. I only rarely use it-- can't even remember the last time.
Every chemical has good and bad affect. The basic criteria is does the benefits outweigh the slight inconvenience.
Don't base your decision on anything some dork tells you. Decide with your doctor , and if they can't give you satisfaction
find a doctor who can.
i see it is important to you to be a normal girl, and that you feel good about your gifts.IF there is someone you can talk to about your gift while you are on medication then you might not give the doctors all the power, and someone to talk to about the medication so you don't waste your time on Lorazepan, and that is saying if the enitity turns out to be correct. i think the most important thing is where are you the most happy and healthy. be honest with yourself and your heart, and try to come to the most comfortable place.
to answer your question, i think medications can turn off some gifts, but sometimes they dont because you where very imbalanced and couldn't fully see clearly and then after you take the medication you can see clearer.