For the past two months, there have been hectic energy shifts going on in my body and my surroundings. And this is also the time span when I became more and more emotionally unstable.
In the beginning, I would shed the occasional tear, but it wouldn't last for too long and I would be up and running and happy, being my good old self again as I have always been since I entered the spiritual path; loyal to my beliefs and my work, and armed with lots of light, love and inner peace.
But as time progressed, the 180 degree turns from being contented, happy and cheerful to being confused and sad became more "hectic." Whereas in the beginning I could feel so-called mood swings coming and I could prepare for them and therefore deal with them much easier, they now hit me full force and completely unexpectedly. For example, I could be listening to some awesome, happy music on the radio while doing some reading or household chores, and within a fraction of a second (and I mean this literally!), I would burst out crying.
In the beginning I knew what the emotions that surfaced were all about, but now I haven't got a clue any more. No idea any more about what I am releasing.
I still pat myself on the shoulder and am grateful that I possess the ability to let the emotions roll instead of bottling them up inside me, but this sadness and the crying are becoming more and more severe and the periods I have them seem to get longer and longer. And while I could always balance these emotions out by having long periods of happiness in between, the "sad ones" have now drained me to the bottom, physically and mentally, so that I really can't experience much joy any more, as much as I try, nor am I motivated to follow what I would love to do. For example, more than a week ago, a handyman did the last jobs in my Reiki room, and all that is now required is to do a little bit of touch up work for it to be "perfect." I've been sooo looking forward to that moment, but though it wouldn't even take me half a day, I couldn't be bothered to do it.
The symptoms may sound to you like moving into depression, but I know that this is not the case. I eat properly, and have enough time to rest and sleep. I've prayed so many times now that my batteries may be recharged. People on the spiritual path always tell me that this is due to the shifts I've been experiencing, and that I need to be patient, but for me this just feels as if I'm not living any more, but just walking through life in a zombie-like state. I've also protected myself with light and a lot of crystals, and I really feel that I'm not being attacked by negative energies.
Yesterday, during a hypno-meditation in the morning it happened again. I have become so sensitive and sentimental that when the lady described a beautiful dessert, the moon was rising and covered it in silver light, I was so overwhelmed by the BEAUTY I envisioned, that I started crying uncontrollably again. And though we were taken out of the hypnotic state properly, the emotions continued, draining me more and more.
I have enough of this. This is not me. So what on earth can I do to get out of this state? I really don't know.
Love and Light
PS: If the Universe is working on me, shifting my energies, I very much appreciate it. But then - couldn't they do it in a more gentle way?... (just joking)
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without you, there would be no life.. anywhere in any Multiverse.. at all..
Namaste my friend .o)
Namaste.
Intuition is telling me that its very similar to that,whats going on,but in a big way. There are ALOT more reiki people active on the world right now,and lots of them are beaming that energy into the world. All day and night. And as any good reiki channel knows,when you set the intention to send,your energy hits the mark. And thats just the Reiki people!
Plenty of you have been reading the channellings from the Archangels and Masters right? They have been telling us that this new energy is being beamed here,from all over the joint,from the highest source.
Similar effect to a one on one healing session,is happening to the entire populace. The energy is there,and when you open up to it,it floods in.
The amount of comments here verify that its not just you going through this.
Healers and empaths are more prone to these emotional effects. Telepathy is a gift when understood and can be a curse when it is not. The healer type often has their feelers out,sensing whats going on,in recieve mode. Sensing the community,sensing their patient to diagnose where the energy needs to go, and they draw it into themselves. Its really common among those with the wish to help and serve. Its a beautiful thing,but can be double edged,this sensitivity. Alot of the time we forget to tune into the higher energies. You can simply change the channel if you are the receiving type. You can tune into your angelic self,your higher self,and the other type of positive spiritual broadcast that is available.
Another way to turn it around is to BLAZE your aura outwards. Become like a sun.....beaming energy outwards with such intensity that inward bound stuff doesnt even touch you.Picking up the light from the source and radiating it,instead of sensing and picking up energy from anywhere. After a while you will develeop your filters and understand more why you feel the way you do at any particular time.
I embrace you.
Hugs
We will be here for you when you do :)
The tiredness,the low energy,over emotional,dizziness,seeing things,theres tons of manifestations and no....its not menopause,its not your cycles lol guys are getting all this stuff too. Its not the chemtrails,its not the microwave belt,its not some dark astral parasite,its not you stage of llife. Everyone from little kids to the eldery are getting these effects.
Its something to do with the crystalline and magnetic grids of the planet that we are all submersed in,the physical energies are literally being changed. The energy of the world feels very much different to what it did years ago,everyone notices it. You see how every few days someone will post an I feel different,something feels different today thread. Its like the chakras of the planet are opening up. High frequency spiritual energy is being beamed onto this planet and changes stuff,just like a Reiki initiation or healing session moves the chi around and can make you feel a little off foar a while,its very simiar to that,whats happening to this world.
Its not limited to earth either,the sun and the whole physical plane is being lifted in the same manner. Ask around.talk to ordinary people about it and see that its not just you that is feeling these things.
I just saw your comment about what stones to use.
Rhodonite,Pink Calcite,rose quartz,Rhodochrosite will all help to soften this energy.
Its been said that when we are in pain,we are much more in tune with our soul. There is an energy within that state that allows you to connect more fully with your presence,we tend to listen to the voice within,when we are like that,in that state of despair,the point of giving up.
Emotion is the gift of life here in this plane. Its juicy stuff. If you cant stop it,try and relish it. Your heart chakra is probably opening up more fully,if you havent felt these deep full body overwhelming emotions before you can now say that you are a richer being for having the experience now.
They are rich,juicy emotions.....the language of your soul,and its beautiful.
It happens alot when people are channelling,or opening up to it. It does pass once you integrate it more.
Sweet Sweet Emotion. The thing we all try to hide,the thing we have all held back for millenia. Let it flow. Its the love in your heart,and thats what it feels like.
Let the tears nourish the flower of your heart,they are filled with the essence of life.
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