I have a few questions/thoughts that have been on my mind for a while now, and there is no real answer to this that I can seem to find or answer and thought maybe I could get some help answering it here?

The electromagnetic spectrum is huge! Going from Cosmic rays to Gamma rays to xray to ultra-violet to the ‘visible’ to infra-red to microwaves and finally to radio waves. So in reality, we are almost blind to what is actually out there when it comes to the visual spectrum and beyond...

If I am physically standing in front of you right now and you are looking at me, then how you are seeing me in this moment from what I understand (Please correct me if I am wrong) is; Photons of electromagnetic energy (Photons of light) are flowing from me and moving through the space between you and I, then consequently the photons will enter your eye. Once in the eye the photons go through the pupil then back through the aqueous humor, (Liquid area of the eye) then reaches the retina at the very back of the eye and stops, the light from the outside world goes no further. It is then converted into an electrical impulse. The electrical impulse goes down the optic chiasm along the optic nerve to the optic centre of the brain where the signal is recreated from the electrical impulse into an image. The original image that the brain is using (ME) is a postage stamp inverted bent in image from the back of the eye. The brain then takes that electrical impulse and turns it in some kind of magical way into a 3 dimensional multi coloured image that we see as reality. So the image we actually see is not the original image. So if we don’t see the original image then what is actually out there? And if you think about it, we are walking around with the whole 3 dimensional world/universe in our head.... ... .. . ?

Then you start to ask a bigger questions like, who or what are we? What is consciousness? Am I the voice/thoughts in my head? Where is the central point to which these thoughts eventuate from? Who or what is that silent awareness that hears and sees my world and drives me to experience reality? I want the truth to who I am and who we all are as a people and as consciousness.

I am seriously getting sick and tired of all the crap in the world! all the death, war, suffering, politics, inhuman people, deception of our perception, lies on top of lies and the fake reality we have been force feed since childhood. Aren’t you guys/girls feeling ripped off, marginalized wronged or duped? ...It feels like ‘Ground Hog Day’ every day. You wake up every god dam morning, drag your ass out of bed, go have a shower, have breakfast, brush your teeth read the paper and then go to work for some huge corporation whom you don’t even know the name of the true owner. You work your ass off 5 – 7 days a week to attempt to make as much of a comfortable life as you can from the peanuts you earn, knowing the whole system is rigged and corrupt! Yet you have no choice but to work your ass off for the rich elite for the next fifty something years, while trying to figure out what hell is going on in the world, thinking what is reality? Who am I? What am I doing here? Most people around you have no clue... Friends, family, work colleagues are mostly brain dead zombies who have no clue... I mean WTF!? Am I dreaming!? Is this the really that I have to live with for the rest of my life?  

What are your thoughts? How do you get through the day?