Hi, I'm new here and I have personally been struggling to figure out who I am. I know that I am a starseed, a crystal child, different... I did the Starseed activation suggested by another member of this community and I know that I was activated but I am still completely lost in trying to figure out WHO exactly I am. I know who I am physically, how i fit in with my family and my immediate family but beyond that I am clueless. theres something missing. like i lost all of my memory but i know that there is something more to me that i just cant quite figure out... i was just wondering if anyone else feels the same way or has advice on how i may go about trying to remember my true identity.... :( its really frustrating to not remember who you are...

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  • I would suggest finding a place that fits you at peace. Bring with you these things. A small coffee can, some flowers given to you by someone other than yourself, most preferably from the loss of a loved one or dear pet, some oil(no fragrance if possible), and something the light it on fire. The place would be best in the woods and bring someone to video tape the event so that your word of what happens is not fragmented.
    When you light the fire you might want to attach the memories you had with said lost one to a small tree limb with leaves or neddles on them. Do this three times. Then say a prayer and enter a meditative state. This may take up to five hours at the longest.
    This is how you summon The Mist. It is the pure culmination of the tangible light. Do not run when it approaches, do not utter a cry of sorrow or joy, let it come. When you feel it is time to leave pour the burned remains of the flowers on the ground and walk away.
    If done properly the sound of small birds is heard and the words of the dead are transgressed. This is how you summon the dead properly without the use of dark arts and dark magic.
    I hope it helps.
  • :) i can tell im gonna like this site. everyone is so kind lol.

  • Hi RainFire, Thanks for being here and asking the question. I share your same question, and am appreciative of posted responses, they're quite helpful, and wanted to say thanks. I believe you will discover your answer and much more. Wish you much positive energy, light, and peace on your journey of discovery, truth, and knowledge.

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