First paranormal contact...at least I think so

Hi guys I am new to this forum, nice to meet you all. I have been wondering and researching about the truth to this world for couple of years now. It has led me from our corrupt governments to the illuminati and aliens and finally to here. I have always thought I was different from others growing up as a kid to now a young adult. Every experiences in my life was anything but ordinary in a miserable way though. As a kid, I remember being frozen or paralyzed in bed, I was conscious though, but everywhere around me was white if I recall correctly. I don't think I have been abducted though. As I said, because of my miserable upbringing I was filled with greed and hatred. But I realized this is not the way to life, as I've learned to let go of my past and fill my heart with more love.So last night as I was doing my research paper, I was just recounting my past experiences and kind of connected to higher beings, I didn't know if I made contact with the good ones or the bad ones. I just ask them why me, why did I have to be so different from everybody else and have such different experiences, why couldn't I just be normal, because I believe in reincarnation and we are put onto this Earth for a purpose. Then all of a sudden a surge of energy came through me, its the the hair standing on your arms and then that energy jolted to my head. After that, a surge of warmth envelope my whole body, it was like an aura, then an orange like flickered, and my lamp died and came back on for a second as I was scared, I looked back, and there was nothing there anymore. Wondering if you guys have a similar experience that can guide me, because I am totally lost right now. Thank you.

Wing,

I didn't have exact the same experience like you (but we are all on a different path)
but I recognise a lot of you story in my own life... When I was a child I already started to search for the truth about this world: I've been wondering in bed : Is there life after death? Does this all have a meaning? Is there a God? how would he 'look like'? Why this many religions, how does this puzzle works? Are we alone in this universe? ... I had the feeling that at some points in my life I received hints/insights of a truth that isn't told about at school/university/TV...
Adulthood has drifted me away from all this spiritual questions of my youth, but recently I 'awakened' and the pieces of the puzzle finally started to fit more and more... Even this 'drift away'/bad times helped me to comprehend more...
And I can proudly say that the answers I found at the age of 15-16 are still standing (and are standing better than some answers that are told to humankind by religions/science/politics/...)
For example: at the age of 21 I had the feeling I had invented my own religion, and than my boyfriend (which was more spiritual than I thougth) who asked me about it, looked kinda surprised at me and asked where I got that idea from? He started to ask more and more, and than he showed me a book about gnostici/mystici... It was surprising to see how it all fitted... Till than I didn't know that many religions (islam/christians/jews/hinduism/buddhism/sjamanism/...) had also mystical knowledge (suppressed, hidden, secret) that looked very similar to my own ideas...
At that age nice to know that I wasn't born in the Middle Ages, cause I would have burn like any witch at that time... (and I recognised a new guide (himself also searching) in my life that guided me to new spiritual insights)

If I now look back at my life I recognise I have somehow guided myself to 'something' : at age of 14 searching Atlantis in the maps of my encyclopedia (no Internet yet), some weird experiences at bedtime that scared me (and blocked my further discoveries than), what kid of 13 year old reads a 5cm thick book of the legends of the normen about Nirvana? and another one of the Greek legends? (I readed it like fairytales) what kid searches at 14 year in the adult corner of the local library and starts reading about the Bermuda triangel, near-dead-experiences, memories of past-lives with help of hypnosis, channelings, chakras? at the age of 16 I was dreaming in class (for a few seconds ;p) watching a picture of an atom and suddenly I realised a similar pattern in macro- and microcosmos... I have tried to find the similarities between the different religions/legends/myths from the time I heared there were others than catholic church... unfortunately I'm not telepathic, not channeling, not seeing colors in my aura, but...
I found guidance in anything: books, something someone said, texts, nature, weird situations, rarely a dream (I mostly don't remember)... I noticed my thougths seemed to be more than my own words, and I learned to recognise an inner voice: really fast, silent, without words (that's why it is so fast) or images, more like 'instant knowing'... Recently I learned this is my higher Self and since a few months I hear it more and clearer (but still difficult most of the time) and I do have the feeling they like my humour and know exactly what I mean, cause recently I start to feel it when they are laughing (friendly) about my silly (not truely meant) accusations that 'they' know/see more than I do... but this voice has been guiding me well (and when I asked about certain truths, it answered or I had a certain feeling of 'this is ok' or 'there is something missing here')... it's good to learn to listen to this voice or that intuitive belly-feeling...
Never had that feeling that you were lucky again? (a few times too many, I must have had a guardian angel with me,... and I think mine has been busy sometimes ... lol... but they must love it, since they have shown to be guiding me a lot)

I can keep going on, it amazes me how well I am guided... and how long is has taken before the puzzle started to really mean something to me... (it is going faster lately)...

This week I had also some weird (and bit scary) experiences before I fell asleep... if you feel fear, than ask it to appear more nicely (if it has bad ideas, it will disappear)... But a month ago I allowed my 'helpers' to help me... and... I had the feeling that some invisible wings were laid upon me to keep me 'mentally' warm... and I felt warmth and love... and I felt tears, but I let it go... cause I knew it was ok, and I needed it to let it go... I can advise anyone such a nice hug from his/her guardians...
Recently, when I woke up and stretched myself, I had the feeling that I was stretching my invisible wings too ! (really weird, but I like the idea, and when I'm stretching my arms now... I'm imagining that I'm stretching my wings too lol)

So... that were a few of my 'strange experiences'... I hope it helped you a bit... (you're not the only weirdo here, ... psst... there are more than us two... shhhhh)
Lots of people are experiencing weird stuff (and more and more are)...

maybe someone else had the exactly the same experience, and can help you out a bit more...

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wingng007 November 22, 2009 at 6:04am

Thank you for your responses my brothers and sisters.
fabricio garcia November 22, 2009 at 4:38am

sorry for my english i am stiil learning, i have almost the same experince like you when I was a child i had 3 experinces of been frozen or paralized, I was conscious also but i hear a noise instead of light, the first to times was very scary,about the aura we all have it, evrething in this fisical world is light, all humans we are capable of seeing the aura, you need to start practising in the webside there is courses, me personal i seen the aura sesnse i was a child, we are not different from the rest they have it to the only diference the havent have this experince yet remember evrething you do make it with love thaths the real wisdom,love and light to you my brother
Trag Black November 21, 2009 at 9:48pm

things are heating up for everybody right now. most lightworkers i know are experiencing a multitude in phoenomena this month... however, the channelers are all still wrong!
- TinyWing > Trag Black November 21, 2009 at 10:23pm
  
  the dates seems wrong
  
  but be honest: when you are trying to eliminate an opponent, would you put your tactics and dates on the Internet, where everyone can read them?
  it must be a delicate operation to give us faith so we can keep our balance at this times, while secrecy is needed for those eliminations...
  
  and: I don't have experience with channeling, but... aren't we all feeling the energies giving us a hard time sometimes this last days? I think 'correct' channeling must be a difficult job now...
TinyWing November 21, 2009 at 1:33pm

Wing,

I didn't have exact the same experience like you (but we are all on a different path)
but I recognise a lot of you story in my own life... When I was a child I already started to search for the truth about this world: I've been wondering in bed : Is there life after death? Does this all have a meaning? Is there a God? how would he 'look like'? Why this many religions, how does this puzzle works? Are we alone in this universe? ... I had the feeling that at some points in my life I received hints/insights of a truth that isn't told about at school/university/TV...
Adulthood has drifted me away from all this spiritual questions of my youth, but recently I 'awakened' and the pieces of the puzzle finally started to fit more and more... Even this 'drift away'/bad times helped me to comprehend more...
And I can proudly say that the answers I found at the age of 15-16 are still standing (and are standing better than some answers that are told to humankind by religions/science/politics/...)
For example: at the age of 21 I had the feeling I had invented my own religion, and than my boyfriend (which was more spiritual than I thougth) who asked me about it, looked kinda surprised at me and asked where I got that idea from? He started to ask more and more, and than he showed me a book about gnostici/mystici... It was surprising to see how it all fitted... Till than I didn't know that many religions (islam/christians/jews/hinduism/buddhism/sjamanism/...) had also mystical knowledge (suppressed, hidden, secret) that looked very similar to my own ideas...
At that age nice to know that I wasn't born in the Middle Ages, cause I would have burn like any witch at that time... (and I recognised a new guide (himself also searching) in my life that guided me to new spiritual insights)

If I now look back at my life I recognise I have somehow guided myself to 'something' : at age of 14 searching Atlantis in the maps of my encyclopedia (no Internet yet), some weird experiences at bedtime that scared me (and blocked my further discoveries than), what kid of 13 year old reads a 5cm thick book of the legends of the normen about Nirvana? and another one of the Greek legends? (I readed it like fairytales) what kid searches at 14 year in the adult corner of the local library and starts reading about the Bermuda triangel, near-dead-experiences, memories of past-lives with help of hypnosis, channelings, chakras? at the age of 16 I was dreaming in class (for a few seconds ;p) watching a picture of an atom and suddenly I realised a similar pattern in macro- and microcosmos... I have tried to find the similarities between the different religions/legends/myths from the time I heared there were others than catholic church... unfortunately I'm not telepathic, not channeling, not seeing colors in my aura, but...
I found guidance in anything: books, something someone said, texts, nature, weird situations, rarely a dream (I mostly don't remember)... I noticed my thougths seemed to be more than my own words, and I learned to recognise an inner voice: really fast, silent, without words (that's why it is so fast) or images, more like 'instant knowing'... Recently I learned this is my higher Self and since a few months I hear it more and clearer (but still difficult most of the time) and I do have the feeling they like my humour and know exactly what I mean, cause recently I start to feel it when they are laughing (friendly) about my silly (not truely meant) accusations that 'they' know/see more than I do... but this voice has been guiding me well (and when I asked about certain truths, it answered or I had a certain feeling of 'this is ok' or 'there is something missing here')... it's good to learn to listen to this voice or that intuitive belly-feeling...
Never had that feeling that you were lucky again? (a few times too many, I must have had a guardian angel with me,... and I think mine has been busy sometimes ... lol... but they must love it, since they have shown to be guiding me a lot)

I can keep going on, it amazes me how well I am guided... and how long is has taken before the puzzle started to really mean something to me... (it is going faster lately)...

This week I had also some weird (and bit scary) experiences before I fell asleep... if you feel fear, than ask it to appear more nicely (if it has bad ideas, it will disappear)... But a month ago I allowed my 'helpers' to help me... and... I had the feeling that some invisible wings were laid upon me to keep me 'mentally' warm... and I felt warmth and love... and I felt tears, but I let it go... cause I knew it was ok, and I needed it to let it go... I can advise anyone such a nice hug from his/her guardians...
Recently, when I woke up and stretched myself, I had the feeling that I was stretching my invisible wings too ! (really weird, but I like the idea, and when I'm stretching my arms now... I'm imagining that I'm stretching my wings too lol)

So... that were a few of my 'strange experiences'... I hope it helped you a bit... (you're not the only weirdo here, ... psst... there are more than us two... shhhhh)
Lots of people are experiencing weird stuff (and more and more are)...

maybe someone else had the exactly the same experience, and can help you out a bit more...
- angelus > TinyWing December 25, 2009 at 4:03am
  
  jejejejeje i felt same things about the intuition, and understanding about the situations around you with another perspective... like a calm voice inside you that talk to you and bring you peace and understanding
  
  ... and also to know me (in my dreams) like a being of light.. with wings also, and so much big than my physic body
  
  you`re not alone!! jejeje and thanks for your confessions
  
  =)
  - angelus > angelus December 25, 2009 at 4:07am
    
    you listen this inner voice much clear when you are in calm!!!

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