There may come a time in your life where you feel the whole world is against you and you feel you are left alone to fight on for what you believe, yet despite all your strivings, good intentions and prayers for help, the situation and condition you find yourself in seems to worsen. You begin to question the very things in which you believe and have so boldly defended. You feel your faith weakening and you begin to entertain thoughts of failure, defeat and surrender to the enemy. If you find yourself in this place, my friend, do not give in to defeat, but rather prepare yourself for a transformation, for in any life that is to mature, grow and progress, there shall be change and a reorganization of your beliefs. This is a time for preparation — for the emergence of a more perfected soul.
“When you come to the realization that your life has stalled, that your hoped-for future plans have not materialized as you had envisioned, it is time to re-evaluate where you are and where you are going. You may look at this feeling of emptiness like a vessel that has been cleaned out and is ready to be filled with fresh water. Change is needed in your habits and routines. A problem cannot be solved by the same thinking that created it and so a new mind is what is needed. Look at the world in a different way and open up your mind to receive new insights and considerations. Start asking questions and be open to the answers that present themselves to you in ways you have not considered. Answers come in many packages. Therefore be more sensitive to the pointers and signposts that lead to the ‘soul-utions.’
“Perhaps it is time for you to take a break from all the perplexities that weigh heavy on your mind. Reversion and renewal may be the medicine needed to clear the mind and to see more clearly where you are headed and where your treasure lies. There is great value in the symbolism of the ‘40 days in the wilderness.’ Sincere communion with your Heavenly Father may be what is needed to work out the confusion in your mind. Begin to live as if all things are in order and amplify the positive while you de-emphasize the burdens of the present. Switch the focus of your mind on the things that bring joy and elevate your spirit to new heights. This is the place where the new mind comes.
“Develop your inner strength and introspection with the help of your Indwelling Spirit. All the pieces of the puzzle shall come together as you lay the framework for unfolding of the new mind. It is within you to discover the power of Father’s will.
“Peace to you, Dear One, “The Circle of Seven.” http://www.thecorrectingtime.org
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Not defeated, but disappointed. An inherent weakness, lacking vitality and missing will, product from multiple deficiencies regarding my life's emotional, physical and mental foundation.
My family and childhood. Old ruins.
Sexual repression and religious contrivance. Minds riddled by memory related complexes. Servile, miserable and deceitful behaviours. Conditioned love out of sheer fear. Adult children.
Missing pieces, mother and father. Dysfunctional all round. My color went missing.
Disrespecting my inner child yet again? He deserves better.
Missing growth, nourishment and development for this life. So, would you give me a fair chance then?
It hasn't changed. Why?
Idly watching. Dreaming somewhere else. Am I different, or simply broken?
It makes sense, but only because they've chosen to. But what choice did you give this child? None, as it seems.
Missing signal, it wakes something up. Yet barely any reflection outside this sourceless echo. Can't quite get there, such beauty hurts me. The beauty you deprived me from. The reason why there's so little color.
Dreams strengthened by fear, turn out to be out of reach. And simple life is replaced by an idealistic illusion of something way beyond my very needs, which are far more simple and closer than what I would have expected.
But that simple life is exactly what you took away from me.
What's left then, besides dreams and hope?
Is this your excuse for misery?
Suiris ... ;))
disappointments only comes with expectation - indeed 'inherent weakness' .... ;))
it's also true that our past never truly goes away - however it never defines an individual ... it's still good that you have dreams and hope .... 'misery'; 'fear'; and etc that you have described are 'symptoms' not a disease
Oh enough already. Half you talk doom, the other half speak of good sentiments. No one actually does anything. Some of us go through life with no companionship, friends, no one to love or be close to. The average person does nothing but work, watch tv, and have sex. Why can't people wake up to what really matters and actually be there for each other? Tyrants are organized, cycles are organized, people are slaves to the falsehoods they worship, and utterly in denial. And the morale of the story is what? Love tyranny, love big government, praise the bankers and the vatican, steal and justify ripping off the common people, and then kill some scapegoat to die for the sins of the world. I guess Reality is whatever you can get away and it favors the evil in all things. For everyone else. But when it comes to me, who insist on the illusion of Justice, I'm condemned by my own karmic debt because someone had to reject me, want me back later, and kill herself. 34 years and I'm tired of this. I've been patient and tolerant but I'm starting to hate God. Maybe there is only judgment for people who believe in judgment. maybe I should become one of these tyrants that kill everyones, has all the money, worships the devil, and gets away with everything. Good creates everything in service, but evil controls its all. That is the order of things.
~Sorry to hear that you are stuck in such a dark cul-de-sac of the Rabbit Hole, Phurael... 'one' doesn't have to venture beyond the first three sentences of your response to see that your dualistic projections are, in fact, a direct byproduct of the forces you believe you're opposing... & have little to do with the members of ACC you're so comfortable judging- "No one actually does anything"? What??? Beyond presumptuous, my friend... & the even more troubling- "Reality favors the evil in all things... Good creates everything in service, but evil controls its all."? Again, sorry that you've allowed the shadows of your 'story' to diminish your understanding of a more complex, and ultimately, Light filled picture. From a certain angle, your cynicism (undoubtably you would call it realism) is understandable... I would never argue that navigating through the final birthing pains of the emerging paradigm isn't riddled with deep challenges... it is! Yet, that's what each & everyone of us agreed to work through, before descending through the veils of duality. Temporarily disconnecting from who we really are... remember?
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ok already .... ;)) breath in positivity and breath out negativity .... works every time .... as all life exists only from breath to breath, the God exist between inhalation (inspiration) and exhalation (expiration)
To build anything needs a foundation - that’s when “to be centered and in the present” comes in - be grounded on your truth, so you can withstand any storm that comes your way.