There's this thing I don't really know why it happened or what could've made it okay to treat me like they did but it still burns inside of me. I want to forgive them and chauk it up to a growing experience or some cosmic life lesson but I still don't fel right about it. The most I'm going to say since everything anyone does is read and documented (yaaay internet) is they know what they did to me.. and they did so with no regard to my free will, my right to exsist, nor my consent to what happens towards me. All these beings just stood around and watched them do that to me with no emotion, no one tried to stop it, no one cared that I was being attacked in that way, and I know without a shadow of a dobut that was real. What good is the one's who are supposed to protect you when they let something like that happen to you and feel nothing. Not anything. I may have done all kinds of things given the fact that we all incarnate countless times but whatever is happening to humans under the radar without them being able to remember it half the time is so not okay. Not too many people can relate to what I just said but it can and does happen. It just still hurts. And there's no one else I can talk to about it without them dismissing it b/c in their hearts they can tell it can happen to anyone including them.
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For everyone who replied thank you for doing so, life is complicated we know. And I appreciate the honest feedback that I get in return. It is always possible to learn something from events in life even when they suck. The purpose of the question was just to find out if there are others who may have come across the same thing in a differnt way. By no means am I saying to hold on to those dark feelings or experiences. However I let as much as I can go every single day and if I can gain a new understanding about something I try to. This discussion is now closed but I'm sure I'll have many more questions as always. Love you guys.
not me ever but this guy in this video has and he has proven to be truthful as any he go's over that in this one
Thanks obi, :)
As far as fighting goes I'm not defenseless but I'm not attacking anyone that doesn't threaten me in some way. If you leave me alone I'll do the same. It's that easy. I'm not afraid of anything living, dead, or otherwise and they know that. The things that I'm talking about aren't in it for fear they do it b/c they can. Their not stupid enough to come around when I'm fully awake or lucid b/c they know I'd kill them all without stopping until there's none left. And I still will if and when I find out anything I'm not accepting of. I'm one of the nicest people you'd ever want to meet but every being has a red line. Mine is really simple. Treat me the way you want me to treat you or else.
I wouldnt say i know about being tortured... but i sure fight for myself when things negative have approached me
i do know sometimes negatives will try to harm those in sleep this doesnt mean they have absolute power or authority over you, they are trying to feed off your fear and scare you.
Just stay strong. They usually also try and scare those who are coming into their truest being.
Protection before you sleep is always an aid.
If you are talking about your dream state, you are supposed to be in control of it. I once dreamed of a vampire that is supposed to be immortal and everyone is afraid of him. He tried to attack me so I chopped him into pieces. I asked for forgiveness afterwards but I said that it is just a self-defense. Always believe that no one can hurt you and that will happen.
I have been attacked by the Aliens..I have been raped, poked,probed, and they even have the ability to go inside of youre body and move things around. The Aliens can just appear and disappear..and they have the ability to be invisible..For example..you may be sleeping and Feel something Touching you..you look around and no-one is there..or you may catch a glimpse of the beings and then they are gone..Most of the time..they erase youre mind..you will only have bits and pieces of memory of what has been done to you...The Being that have messed with me..love to mess with my Head, Ears, and Eyes..they have done something to my Right Ear and Left EYE...when these Beings Rape you..you can feel them touching you and get the sensation of being raped..I dont need to explain that any further..you will feel Violated and who can you tell or call for help...The Aliens have messed with me like 16 times in the past 5 years..since Sept-2006..I have not been Messed With since Feb-2011...These beings also have the ability to Drug or Poison Humans..this is a method they use to subdue you..so that they can do whatever they are attempting to do and leave..basically they are just experimenting on all of us in one way or another...The ones that have messed with me are not Good ET's...I know that there are Good ones..but that is like 25% compaired to 75% Bad..I have no use for them..Personally I am waiting for the Damn things to arrive on Earth in their ships...they can fly their ships and beam themselves down here to our Earth...they like to hide in the Clouds and they can by-pass Military Radar..and the only way that we are going to be able to stop them is to take them out before they enter our planet...My best advise to you..if you are being bothered by these beings..get a DOG for the inside and outside of youre Home..and let the Dog run loose..do not tie them up..If these Damn Beings come around you..the DOG will start Barking and going into Defense Mode..you may not be able to see the Being..but something is around..you will get to the point of being able to Feel these Beings when they are around..youre instinct will be to get out of whatever area they are in...There is no-one to call when these things attack..the damn Police are useless..the Defense Department is not going to do anything..so basically you are on youre own..and its pointless to try and Prove anything to someone that has never been attacked...These beings also have the ability to jump in and out of other humans..if this occurs..you will notice a eye color change in whatever human..their eyes will change to black and then back to normal..or one eye will change and the other will stay the same..these beings cannot stay in the human body but for short amounts of time..it is not the humans fought that this is happening..just be careful of whom you are around..and if you do not like someone for some reason..just get away from them..listen to youre instincts!! I hope this helps you!! Sincerely, Amy in NC
Thank you Amy, dreams are one thing but I get it. Sometimes we can end up in the wrong realm instead of the dream realm we think we're in and really bad things happen. I should know. They need billboard signs for it or something. Any of the invisible things that were too interested in me were that way in that state before I fall asleep seems to be when their the most interested from what's happened to me. And a dog may be exactly the idea I needed. I absolutely love them and they always always always want to be there for you. No matter how bad my day might have been I've never had a pup who didn't want to make me smile as soon as I got home.
God Amy that's terrible. I thought I read somewhere that all the bad eggs had been chased out or will be soon. Sometimes I wonder though how can you tell if it's an alien or ghost? Anyway I'm in nearby Roanoke and if you need someone to talk too I'll be here, feel free to email.
You have my sympathy,
Dennis