I was asked to explain my experiences with love and oneness, and the answer was so long, I think it would be better as a discussion. And, I would like to hear YOUR experiences with God, love and oneness! Have you ever been in a state of deep bliss, love, and oneness? Well I have. Hear is my story, and I ask you to share yours.
I have had brief glimpses of the bliss and ecstacy, and love, of oneness with God and Creation. They've been mostly when I've been in very deep contemplation and reflection. Or, back when I was a singer, I would come home after a session or event, and just feel a great fulfillment, and great love and bliss, and this great oneness with life. I would feel like, I was divine! Like all of life was divine!
I have to say though, the most powerful experience of love and oneness, that I've ever felt, was maybe like 4 or 5 years ago, when I was at a pretty low point in my life. I grew up in really tough circumstances. I mean, since the day I was born, life had been a struggle. I was abused, we lived in poverty, I didn't eat half the time, I was picked on in the streets for being english, just everything in life seemed to indicate that I had very little worth. I always felt great though, like I was a great soul, destined for great things, I just couldn't understand why my life seemed to indicate the opposite.
I remember at one point, I had no job, no money, I lived in this slum apartment, my girlfriend just dumped me, and I really felt like a nobody, a nothing. I remember collapsing on my bed, crying, asking God why my life had to be so hard. And I'll never forget, I was thrust into this...reality...where I saw life through the eyes of God.
It's really a hard thing to describe, I was thrust into 3rd person, and saw everything as if I was looking down. Everything was divine. I saw everybody as Gods children, simply trying to grow up and find their way back home. I felt like I was everything and everybody. I saw myself, my past, my present, and my future, all in the same moment. There was no time, it was timeless. Everything just was, in that moment. I saw humanity, our past, present, and future, all in that moment. Everyone I knew, same thing. And I really felt like, we are all Gods children, we are all facets of God, just trying to remember that we are!
I felt this great love, unconditional love. A divine love, the type of love God has for us. I felt so much love for myself, for my family and friends, for all the human race, for all of life! I really felt like, no matter what happens in life, it is going to be okay, because God loves us! We come from Gods love, and we will return to Gods love, everything else in between can be dealt with.
And let me tell you, it felt so good. The bliss, the ecstacy, the LOVE was so profound, there was nothing that could compare. No sex, drugs, rock and roll, all things I have delved into already, nothing could compare to that feeling of being in Gods arms and knowing that I am loved by God! Of knowing that I AM God and will once again become God! I was just lying there, basking in it, taking it all in. I must've fell asleep because I don't remember what happened after.
People talk about it, but when you really experience it, it is something that changes your life. Since then, I picked myself up with my own bootstraps. I was already on the Ascension path, but I really threw myself into it. I just wish I could experience that again and get back to that state! lol It comes and it goes, there are times I completely forget about it. There are times when I get caught up in ego, as people here will know lol But at least I have had a glimpse of where I'm going, and what Ascension really means.
It isn't just about powers, it isn't just about Golden Age and Disclosure, it is so much more than that. It is about GOD and knowing GOD within us, and knowing that great love that we are, as Gods creation! Ascension is about knowing ourselves and each other as God, and God as ourselves and each other. And yes, part of knowing God within us, also means having powers and living in a Golden Age and a Galactic society. But God comes first. We can't be "godly" without knowing ourselves as God! We can't live in a Golden Age, without knowing the great love that God has for us, and that we are. So we may as well just love each other, and see each other as God, because that's what we are!
Thank you for your time and if you have read to this point already, kudos! I want to know your story now. When was the time when you felt the deepest state of love, bliss, and oneness with God and Creation? Have you ever felt Gods love within you, so strongly, that it changed your life? Or experienced any spiritual moment, that changed your life? If so, please feel free to share it with us.
May the love of God bless all of us, with the knowing of that love within us, and the knowing of ourselves as God and each other!
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Well thank you, Lea, for sharing. And yes, meditation is a much better way to "get high" and connect to higher states of being! One thing meditation does, that drugs don't, is they make you much more alert and awake. Unlike drugs, where you get so lost in your mind, you aren't really in the moment, and your senses and alertness become dulled. That's been my experience at least.
Thank you for sharing, and it must be a joy to work with children, I love children, they are so innocent and pure, and they just don't care lol They will say anything. I'm sure your children are a blessing, and I hope you continue to soar along and fly on your path and continue to get high, by really being high! Well, some honey can help too lol
Thank you for sharing all your experiences! <3
I will tell you that I have had many small magical moments...the one that stands out is when I was meditating about 10 years ago...looking at the flame of a candle with my eyes closed. The light got brighter and higher and I thought someone was raising the candle up higher. Then there was this bright light...so inviting and perfect and awesome and beyond anything we know here on the planet...I felt myself drawn to it...but I stopped myself because I didn't know if I could come back if I went into it...so I stayed. I have literally seen the light...I know it is real. I am thankful for this.
That's the kind of threads I prefer.
A little more than one year ago life brought me to point where I would consider taking sacred plant teachers (entheogens, psychedelics) to go further along my awakening path.
I had about 12 sessions max (a mix of Salvia, DMT, Iboga, low doses of mushrooms). Most people judge these plants as evil drugs but they are truly mind expending if taken seriously.
One time, I set off to partake with the spice (dmt) and was blown away from my body. All limits that I have here on earth were gone. I knew everything, was everything, felt an incredible feeling of freedom and joy. But it just felt normal, the way I used to be before this earth experiment. I knew I would not be allowed to bring the feeling back while living in my body but a least I can remember my thoughts and realizations about this.
When I came back into my body I felt weird and diminished being back into this limited meatbag.
Another time I decided to partake with the intention of speaking to the GFL administration and verify the seriousness of these Light E.T.s by myself;
Smoking the spice, I was instantly brought to a light ship made of energy. I asked the beings to take me to the boss of the ship, so I floated around this beautiful place and got to meet the administration. They already knew what I would ask and told me that the great show is on earth right now and that's where I need to be.
It somehow reminded me of what is happening on earth and what will come for us. I knew again I wouldnt be allowed to remember everything when I would come back in my body. So after this telepathic explanation from the being, I was sent back to my body and found out I/it was crying tears of joy.
I also reached a state (without any entheogens/psychedelics) of extreme synchronisities, well-being, and spiritual upliftment that lasted for a couple of weeks. Unfortunatly I was put on meds for bipolar disorder but that's part of the game, I still have a lot of synchronisities to remind me that everything is/will be fine and that I am heavily guided through-out everything and every moment.
My problem with drugs, though, is when people get attached to them, and need them to get to these higher states of awareness and being, and can't get there without them. Naturally, we are supposed to get there naturally, by our own development. We aren't supposed to be dependent on drugs for it, and block our natural development into higher dimensions of consciousness and being. And drugs, if used too much, actually serve to block these higher states, instead of take us there. Or they can mess with our minds so much, we start losing our minds!
My friend Trevor is a great example, he became addicted to mushrooms, and he took so much, he eventually "lost his mind". Really. He babbled incoherently, he barely made any sense, he was so lost in these higher dimensions, he didn't even know where he was or what he was doing. His right brain was so open, so much...it became totally out of balance with his left brain, and he had no sense of order, or structure, nothing, he was just lost. We had to help him walk, sometimes. And he eventually got put in a psychiatric ward. Now he is out, and clean. But, it was quite a thing to see a human in that state, and that's the danger of excessive drug use, well one of them at least.
In any case, I thank you for sharing your experiences with us, WeAreOne.
Indeed you are guided, my friend, as are we all. That is quite an experience you had there, did you really meet with the GFL administration? What else did they say to you? And I don't have anything against experimental drug use, I've done it myself. I took Salvia one time, at a party, when I was 18..and nothing happened lol It did nothing to me, plus I didn't like it, so I never tried it again.
I've taken mushrooms, maybe 2 or 3 times, and there is a drug that opens up windows of perception. I remember taking it at a party, and I got such a great understanding of everything, and I really understood so well, how everyone is looking for purpose. Everything we do, is just a search for purpose, to make use of ourselves and find meaning to life.
I took acid one time, at 16, and that was quite a trip. I remember the words REALITY REALITY keep going over and over in my head. What is REALITY? And I realized, there is no real reality. Everything is just a temporary creation. I thought of the room, and how it is all just a creation of human mind, from the furniture to the arrangement of the furniture. The house was a creation, which won't last forever. Human civilization, all of it, is just our creation, from our ideas and feelings, it has no real reality, it will come and go like everything else. Even nature, and ecosystems, aren't real, they are creations as well, creations from the mind of God, and ultimately, they too, are finite and temporary.
I remember stripping away all the layers of "reality" until I envisioned being in this desert, with nothing around me at all but sky and sun and sand, like in the Matrix "the desert of the real world"...but even this, wasn't truly real. So I realized, the only real true reality...is nothing. The only thing that is truly real, and constant..is the void of nothingness, from where everything comes. And this nothing, is all potential waiting for God to manifest it based on the ideas of his knowing.
When I was a child my mum remembers me talking to her at the age of 3 asking questions on why the world was as bad as it was and telling her I was going to help make it right. It shocked her as she is still to this day not awake so to have her 3 year old daughter say these things at such a young age was a bit of a shock.
I was very poorly on and off and would on a few occasions see the dark lodge in my room as a very young child walking through walls trying to get me. I would be screaming as three trolls came in trying to get me until my mum would run in and grab me in her arms. I remember this so clear even today. Very scary for a young child. I could also lay there as a child and when going to sleep would work through various layers and colours of stars very pretty. I remember being frustrated as they would always end up violet stars and I liked the multi-coloured ones lol, but could never get back to them once I got to the violet ones.
With like you a pretty rough ride through childhood I shut down a bit and 10 years ago heard of chakra work so I decided to give it a go but it bust me open so quick the intensity scared me with my awakening. I could feel spirit, web like feelings all sorts that I went to a meditation group to learn how to open and close and work with chakras properly. It was then one exciting journey that taught me loads about light, dark, healing and synchronicity became a daily occurring event that would always blow my mind. My health changed, I dropped all bad habits, worked with many people to the best of my ability and development at the time. Talking with God and feeling life's sacredness in my whole being and soul is just an amazing perk that I feel blessed to have back that was always with me as a child. Self work has been intense but I would not change this and am willing to continue and embrace it for as along as it takes (even lifetimes if need be) as the light is my life and there is no other way to me I would wish to live now. I am grateful everyday for the gifts they have given me and my family. This is a very short version but I hope it's enough ;)
Wow, well thanks for sharing your story with us, Louise. 3 years old? How did you know lol How could a 3 year old know these things? I guess it is true, babies know much more than we think they do. And I can imagine being a little boy, and seeing trolls coming through the walls trying to get me. Yikes..lol Scary thought, it must have been frightening.
And yea, I've heard that too, if we open up too fast, it's too much for us. That's why we have to have it in little doses lol I remember a few weeks ago, I had this great glimpse of what I would feel like as my future self, and the grandness of it was very intense. Spiritual growth, and being a truly divine being of the world, is a very big thing, and most souls just aren't ready for it.
I appreciate you and your path, and I applaud you for developing a personal relationship with God! It's the thing I feel is most lacking in this Ascension community. I think most people take this Einstein like view towards God, where they think, yea God is there, but still far away, more impersonal than someone that you can actually talk with. More of a mental concept and a "thing", than someone you can have a heart to heart relationship with.
I applaud you for your self work, for breaking your bad habits and getting back to health, and I applaud you for your recognition of the sacredness and divinity of life! Especially little children! It has been an intense time of cleansing and purification for all of us. Let's hope that it is over soon, and we can return to the purity love and innocence that we are, as children of God! There is no greater source of love, and strength, as knowing you are close to God. I'm sure you know that :) Thank you Louise for sharing yourself with us.
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