Greetings and welcome to my introduction!
My name is Egil Sivertsen, I'm 18 years old and live in a small town in the westcoast of Norway. I'm interested in philosphy, games, extreme sports and all knowledge that can help me understand the secret's of life and how to use it for the better good. But before we continue, know that I would never have had reached to this point of understanding, if my friends, girlfriend and family hadn't been there for me when I needed them.
Not longer than maybe 2-3 years ago, I used to get into all kinds of problems. Problems that often included drugs, family even violence. I felt only depression, anger and uncertainty, and always had to blame someone for all the bad thing's that happened. I was raised whit my father and whitout my mother who left when I was maybe 8 to 9 years old. At this age it is very difficult to trust someone when your told 2 different stories from 2 of the most trusted persons you know of, mom and dad. So from this age and forth I was afriad and could only trust myself, and blamed my father for my mother leaving us. I was scared all the time, angry and fellt unsafe. But in my family everyone has something in common, they are all stubborn untill the end! This made me secure of my choices and I fellt that every challenge I overcame, made me stronger!
I became interested in dreams, astral projection and meditation when I was 17 years old, and began to understand the great values of life and it's lessons. This became of interest to me as I have had different experiences whit DMT, short for Dimetyltryptamin wich is a substance that is created in the Pineal Gland or as others would like to call it, the Third Eye. How was it possible for my psyche to create an imagination of something I didn't know existed? I fellt infinite love and understanding of all-that-is as if ALL was ONE, and I knew everything that there was to know. This opened up a different view of thing's and I could make an above-from-perspective and unfold understanding of that I didn't realise or know even existed! Wow.. Pretty impressive, I just did something that I have been told all my life is impossible!
This made me get to know my inner-self and to understand the laws of physics from an un-chained and open-minded perspective. The feeling of knowing that I form my own destiny, and that my actions actually as an induvidual does any difference made me feel true understanding of love. And as time went by I understod more and more about the choises I make and how it affect's all that is around me, both in a positive and negative way. It also made me understand on how to reflect and learn from my past, and made me realize that I was a loving person and that I could make my environment a positive and loving one. This matters alot to me and to other's either if they are aware of it or not. This is something I feel everyone deserves to know and to be aware of, it could change the life of everyone in an exciting and positive way as equals. Either your caucasian, african or asian, either your a muslim, christian or a jew, it doesn't matter! We are the same, we are ONE!
Thank you for the time, and hope this is of help to you!
Whit all my love, Egil Sivertsen! =)
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Indeed! It's harmony at it's greatest experience! The only thing that went bad, was that everyone tought I was crazy afterwards.. But some of my friends, now think that I'm actually very right, and that I told the truth in the beginning.
I think it was alittle to much of a brainshocker to them. When I told them about the experience and how I came to realize that it actually only is a state of consciousness that everyone can achieve trough meditation & relaxation, they tought that I had sideeffects from the trip.. Yeah, yeah! Well, I got alot of time and patience and I tought that time would show them, whit alittle of my help.. ;) And it did eventually :) It's the last weeks that they actually realized it aswell :) More proof of the energyshift or coincidence? =)