Help please

I feel although i can not cope, do not be of concern as to if i am frightened, please do not feel that way, i find it hard to explain, i feel i am lost in the light, sounds strange i know, maybe i am just overwhelmed by its power. I cannot control it and i know not what to do.I am finding that i walk this earth now almost in a dream like state, like my head is packed with fluffy cotton wool, it is a beautiful feeling, but it is getting more and more difficult to jump back in the box, back into the illusion, it is hard for me to even bother to pay my bills, they really have no place with me, but i do eventually get round to paying, but, i am no longer worried about paying, i am not afraid of what the outcome may be if not paid, i can either exist in duality or singularity, singularity seems the norm now, but i am asking myself this, does singularity have a place in this illusionary world of ours. if i cant get back into the illusion, then what is to become of me lol.I am writing as in a dream right now, a little concerned because i feel stuck in it, maybe i am just rambling, "a senior citizen moment"people around me seem concerned and ask if i am ok, i am ok, i just feel so so tranquil, to tranquil, it seems to be happening to fast for me to control now, or am i going mad.Peace and much much love and light to you all

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  • Wel i geuss now we remember how babies feel when comming into a new world...it is unconfortable,we are not understood,we do things the wrong way.Sometimes we have a twinkle in the eye other days we scream for hours. In the beginning we hear noices and see schadows not understanding what they are. But in time we grow and see and understand and finaly we are on ouwer way to do what we came to do.
  • ~ "keep it surreal!" ~ (sound familiar? lol..) don't be skert! you are so not alone in this dream. ..merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but.. & by the way, don't believe the hype; there's no harm in going mad. just make sure you get a round trip ticket! ~ :0) ~ have fun on this journey, enjoy the sensualities of the dream! xo
    • Shelly, I also had a bad day yesterday felt very sick and slept on and off, I got up at 5.15 am for some reason , I shall be so pleased when we come out of this, and can stand back and really have a good look at what we have acheived,lol.
  • As far as bills go,I have got a pile of them, every now and again I have a quick look at them.Look at the amount of money I owe,realise I can't afford them.and think as long as I have got Gas and electric and food,the rest can wait. Oh and my Internet thats crucial!

    What you describe the way you are feeling,I think it will change as most Ascension symptoms do eventually.It sounds like a bit of brain fogginess that you have got.

    The only worry I have got for you is the people that are concerned for you.They don,t really understand the Ascension process and they might start wondering if you are having a mental breakdown,and get the health care involved.I had an experience of this when my anxiety was getting so bad,I ended up going to A&E and told them I just wasn't feeling myself.I mentioned to them about Ascension and what I thought was going on,and I could tell they thought I had totally lost it.Especially if you are speaking to Doctors who don't have any knowledge of Spirituality or what the planet is going through.

    I decided after that there was no real use talking to people who don't understand,so I almost had to give myself a bit of a shake and try and act as normal as possible.Just to stop people being concerned about me.It certainly makes life alot harder when you are misunderstood.But saying that if the feelings do not go away it might be best to have a word with someone in the medical profession,to put your mind at rest.

    I am sure it will only be a short term thing though,Take care and let us know how you get on.
  • Yes, I had the same problem when I first woke up. I was caught in what I could call a "mini enlightenment." You know how sometimes the beginner's mind will make learning strongest? Well, I had that, and I was really vibrating high for a while. During that time, however, I was at odds with my family and boyfriend a lot, because they couldn't understand where I was coming from. I, too, experienced great stress when I realized that I couldn't continually dwell in the dream. My job intruded, and so did my family. There were many factors that forced me to try and integrate normal life and spiritual life-- and this caused a lot of stress, essentially tainting my high vibes. I must also admit, though, that I was being naive.

    My situation doesn't match yours, I know, but I feel I can relate.
  • Why would you want to get back into the illusion? There are plenty outside of it for you to talk to.
  • I truly believe we are Spiritual Beings having Physical experience.
    You are allowed to pay your bills and put a toe in the world of materialism if that means you will be able to keep your body sustained to support your spirituality. After all you need this physical body at this time to do spiritual work do you not?

    I hope you get well and on a more relaxed path.
    Much love.
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