I don't know where else to put this so its going here because I'm kinda asking for guidance.
These implants are driving me INSANE. I'm SO sick and tired of not being physically able to write anything creative. It has nothing to do with writers block or anything. I can have the idea in my head, I know EXACTLY what I want to write, but I physically cannot move my hands to the keyboard to do it. It isn't natural. I can only manage to write if I don't think, which equals crappy writing most of the time. The implants are very specific about what behaviors and things they want suppressed, enhanced, or modified. On one hand that's good because I'm very observant of myself and so found little loopholes I can exploit such as freewriting, which is the writing without thinking or planning. Problem is is that the implants were also programmed to do whatever they possibly can to make me stop writing ever. I get hit with intense headaches and urges to just get up and leave and not write and not even think about writing which clearly do not come from my own mind.
If you do not know my story its pretty simple, back in 2008 I tried seriously writing a story that's been in my head for my whole life that I've since learned was actually past life memories. I suddenly got implanted one night, got knocked out with some memory eraser thing and all. Woke up with an intense fear of exposed windows, especially at night, several unexplained cuts, loss of time and a very noticeable implant in my neck. This got me on my whole awakening journey here.
Since then these people, likely the NWO have tried their DAMNEDEST to keep me from doing anything. Doing everything short of killing me which I figured would have been the logical tactic because all these implants, monitoring and etc obviously seeks to put me in the equivalent of a vegetative state so at that point why not just kill me? They even have a scanner thing now that will disrupt my projections if they get too deep, vibrates on the top of my head as a tangible sweep like from some sci fi show. The implants can deal neural shocks if I start meditating and get to a certain brain frequency. And there is even an implant of sorts designed to suck my energy away so I can't even practice magic anymore and am always fatigued. And just the general mind control thing which is unpleasant and annoying.
I think at this point I have a total of 3 implants in my head now all at different parts of the brain. I'm not even gong to attempt to prove any of this to you because I'm far past the point of caring about what others believe on this and related issues. I want to fucking be rid of this shit and I have no clue how to do that. I do know that in the past I ran my energy so strong that it shorted out the one implant and caused it to malfunction, although I can't get my energy anywhere near that level anymore thanks to their vampire implant as I'll call it.
I know that realistically NO ONE on here is going to really be able to help with this but hey I could be wrong. I'm just writing this rant out of frustration of the situation and especially of bthose who tell me "oh just eat some of this" or "stop being lazy you're the only one who can help you" or "you're crazy" or "pray to the angels to save you" or "well that's impossible because there's no such thing as bad aliens" because those people have no clue what they're talking about.
I really hate these things.
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Yep. I know all about it. Little you can do. The gov't / black ops military is implanting and doing very very very sick disturbing experiments on Starseeds, remotely through space-age technology. Among other things they are doing near death experience (NDE) experiments on you and electromagnetically mapping your communication with celestial beings. I can offer some advice if you like.
After I get the larger assortment of my Power, I can make those implants disappear.
And I would be willing to do it too, I would just need to keep it in mind (pun not intended) when the time came.
Would you like me to help you when that time comes?
You fighting against them is exactly your problem. You give them energy.
I did not even read your post. I can see shouting and anger and that's enough to say you may or not have implants, but that does not matter either, since the psychological aspect is a major part as well. The battle is not so much with implants or these things as much as it is with yourself.
However, there are many people who claim they can remove them and I know of a few reliable places who do this. You first must be willing / wanting to change and get the help you need. When the implants are removed it needs to be filled with love. Once that is achieved you can begin to receive positive implants from ascended masters which will help with new habits and so forth.
If you do indeed have alien implants (that's what they most likely are) then they do indeed need to be removed.
I know what you're going through. I've been boarderline loosing it. Now I know my power, and I ain't afraid to show it.
LISTEN TO SHOWTEK OR SOME OTHER DOMINATING MUSIC AND GET YOUR SKILLS BACK :) I'M FIGHTING BACK!
It's hard to understand we have crystals in our head.
However, it's already known for a very long time, but held in secrecy.
If you are interested, check the attached pdf file out. ;)
crystal-in-the-pineal-gland.pdf
Every situation with this sort of thing is really different. One might be afraid of going to the doctors, because there are most doctors out there today, that questioned as to how the Implant got there, and why it was implanted for in the first place, and it would be really hard to explain to a Doctor as to why there was an Implanted Chip put in.
If it is buried really deep within the Brain area, the only way to remove something like that, might be having one of the Guides that is around, to remove it while you are sleeping or something like that. Who knows though, we really don't know how something like that can be removed, without looking at different possibilities first.
I mean each situation of this is so different from one person to the next person, that might have this. I know there are some Starseeds out there, who have reported to have Chips implanted in them while they are sleeping, and they don't even know it is there, until they see something appear before them, like how Riez had mentioned with the Military people showing up as a flash outside of the window, and some Starseeds after having this happen to them, have seen MIB appear to them. Men In Black, wearing suits and sunglasses. A lot of Starseeds though have different experiences in something like this, so it is hard to say how deep the Implanted Chip is, unless the Starseeds themselves can either see it, or feel it.
I know though with the MIB, are the main ones, that Starseeds have visit them, after having a Chip implanted, or even if they are just awakening as well, sometimes they have this happen to them also.
In Reiz's case, he has stated that he has been finding loopholes in getting rid of the programming part that has been implanted already, which is really good that he is finding loopholes and ways to fight something like that, but if he were to go at this point, to see a Doctor about it. I don't know if they would even be able to find the Chip that has been implanted. It depends on how deep in the brain area, the Chip was implanted in the first place
This is why some Starseeds out there, panic when they have an awakening, because they are scared of getting chips implanted in there system, and really today with how the Government has been working in the 3D, can one really blame a Starseed for being nervous about something like that.
MIB's though are the only main ones, that I have heard that erase memories, and end up visiting the Starseeds afterwards even, to keep an eye on them, to make there the progress in there Awakening moments haven't progressed any
Military people though, wouldn't surprise me any either, if they to have visited Starseeds who are awakening also
Bless the Nite,
April
i have seen vids of people who have gone to the doctor and had their implants removed, you just have to find a doctor who will work with you instead of send you to the psych ward. if you can feel the implant and know exactly where it is and it isnt deep they can remove it right in the office with local anesthetic and a scalple. if it is deep in your body then you would have to be willing to undergo a MRI, to find out if there is really something in there
90% of humans are susceptable to hypnotization and there is rumors of haarp or other devices used in a mind control grid to control people, this could also be the root of your issue.
LoL, No that makes sense, that it wasn't happening on here at all. I see what you mean though by having it being something more physical, and yeah have heard some stories about that as well, where people will see things like you had mentioned in there room. Rather in most cases though it was in there hospital rooms a lot of times, and they would see almost the samething you had mentioned, expect with some of these stories, it was more like the MIB stories
With having the memory erased some, and then having people show up at random in there room, or outside of there room like you had mentioned
In either case though, it does happen a lot with Starseeds out there, that have been awakened for awhile, and no not just with being in the same room as someone else, but else where as well
All depends on the situation I guess, and what kind of experiences they are having
Bless the Nite,
April
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