how do I find Peace & Quiet amid chaos?

I moved to Los Angeles a little over a year ago. somehow, I got into the most toxic environment I ever lived in. Since I moved out of the first place I have been attracting nothing but negativity and been living in very similar environments with very similar people/events taking place. I have barely slept ever since I got here. My current place has loads of problems with noise and loud neighbors, in and outside the building. I have seen a Shaman who helped me to cleanse my auric field. It has helped tremendously because I don't feel the heaviness I once felt before I saw her. And even though the noise has calmed down by a lot, it is still there. I sleep with ear plugs and still wake up nearly every night because of loud neighbor. Many nights I cannot go back to sleep. I have talked to my land lord so many times that she is absolutely sick of me. I am on a lease but started to look for a place anyway outside of L.A. due to this city carrying so much flowing energy that attracts a lot of noise and instability (barking dogs every night, omfg...). But in places I am looking only a few ads are up every other day (for some reason, most shared rooms/apts are in LA area), and I am really concerned for my health. I have had a lot of other health issues turn up at different parts of my life since I got here and it is affecting my state of being.

I cannot meditate here (maybe once.. twice per week if im lucky), I cannot nap, relax, or just read a book without chaotic noise inturrepting the silence, and most importantly I cannot sleep in peace almost every night.

What to do?

I have been praying almost every day for 10 months, and even though it has gotten better, but yet I am still living in this chaos.

if you can help in any sort of way or have an idea on what I can do to get myself out of this craziness, please reply.

Thank you.

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    • Goddess,

      I eat healthy too! i cannot afford to eat any junk food with as little sleep i am getting. But yeah, i been grateful for everything, and have done a lot of work with crystals. (black tourmaline has helped by a lot! if you have a chance, get 4 of them and put each at the corner of the house or your room if family will freak out. they suck up and/or transmute negative energy. thanks.


      Shelly,

      I'm looking outside of LA near my job kinda, but it's hard because most places are offered in LA and no one takes them cuz they are crappy/in a bad area/ with broken stuff or noise. already looked at 30 places but still i keep my eyes open. and are you talking about http://www.wwoof.org/?
  • Dear Jerod

    Oh my Gosh! I don’t believe it!!! , I am having the exact same problem. I totally resonate with you and sympathise. At times its gets me so down that I feel suicidal. My life is not going well at the moment and the last thing I need is noisy neighbours. I am under continual anxiety and panic. I have noisy neighbours always awake at night and sleep in the day. I have asked them kindly to lower the noise, instead they decided to get back at me by making more noise at different hours esp. when they know I am in. They are now playing mind games! It’s deliberate and continual. I just can’t believe people can be so nasty. I have reported them many times and nothing is being done. I have turned to my reek healer for help and she is trying to clear blockages related to this. Finally today, their landlord should have received a letter not to renew their contract. But I am really scared that they might try to hurt me or damage my car. I live in fear and I can’t eat, I am in continual stress, health is suffering pain, fatigue. I was redundant sometime ago and looking for job but I can’t concentrate because of this. I am not looking after myself at all, sometimes I think it would be easier to die ,I have coped with it for so long living in fear , I just can’t do it anymore. I meditate and ask for help. Today of all days I came across your blog. I just couldn’t that someone on this site miles away was going through a similar problem. I know how you are feeling totally. Just leave, move away because I can’t as it’s my own property. You have to move, life is too short to be going through this kind of stress it’s damaging, MOVE MOVE! If it wasn’t my property I would have moved long ago. I am feeling lost and hoping these detestable neighbours playing mind games will be kicked out but I hope I am not hurt in anyway. So you see others are in the same plight!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • y not sell your place?

      finding a place is like the hardest thing i ever done though..
      • Jerod.
        Finding a place is hard. Get a list of properties and go have a look but check out the neighbours first think positive and make it a fun adventure mentally.With a positive attiude and saying I attract the the right place for me that is quiet and peaceful with quiet loving neighbours. I rented most of my life and was always looking for a place to live every few years. Got fed up of renting so in the end I got my own place. I wish I hadn't as i could have left anytime and not tied down with a mortage. It's lot harder when you have your own place with committments and it costs money to move. being made redundant I can't afford to move yet. Luckily everytime I rented I had great flatmates and quiet neighbours. Honestly, pray and ask for help as that is what i used to do and it worked. When I bought this place i did the same it was quiet but as time moved on neighbours changed. I am hoping that a new job may cause me to move anyway. Be Postive!!!
        Trust God ,your higher self etc , but you must ask for help as you do your search . I can promise you will find the right place , you must trust the universe. I am praying for myself too that the stituation solves as i can't stand anymore even if it means going to the authorites ,in fact i have contacted them.
        Hope this helps. Thinking of you sending love and light as i know how you must be feeling but you MUST DO SOMETHING!!! Nikki x
  • ..tough situation... needs patience and determinations to get through it.... the only thing i can think of now...it to have patience, till u find a place to move out of the noise... there surely must be other places in city much more quiet... or finally move out of city, in another place, more calm.... i wish the best..and good luck...
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