A question has been asked of me on another discussion, 

"I know that you will help me with this question. 
How does it feel to suffer and CRY in SILENCE?

Love and Light."

I bring this question here because I felt the argument that precipitated the question had no place being fought on the discussion.

The argument deserves a discussion of its own.Where all concerned parties can come together and address the situation like the light workers we proclaim ourselves to be.

With integrity.

Accountability.

And love.

Which thus far, in my opinion,has been sadly lacking. (anger directed in silence is till anger).

Let this be a discussion where the issues can be addressed in the open.

Where truth will provide the healing that all parties so desperately crave.  

So that we may all move on from what is nothing more than an ascension symptom.

The unlocking of the door of power. which brings with it the consequences of the fear that comes when ones dark is initially enlightened.

Those of us who are here at ACC, at this time, have made the decision that we are embarking on this next phase of this journey together.

We survived, and moved forward from the insanity that was the norm on this site barely six months ago.

And we've turned this site into a place of esoteric wisdom and spiritual evolution.

Consequently it seems counter productive that we would choose one incident, at this moment time, to fracture us. 

Let us see this incident as step to a state of greater love.

And so, I choose to answer the above question here. 

Because I feel it is most pertinent to the issue,.....

"I know that you will help me with this question. 
How does it feel to suffer and CRY in SILENCE?

Like you are all alone in the universe.

Like no one cares.

or understands.

It doesn't feel at all.

It is a state that has been labelled depression. (Incorrectly, in my opinion. It is rest from overwhelming emotions).

And it is experienced as numbness.

A blanchange of fear, anger, sadness and grief that becomes so overwhelming it eventually disconnects you from your body. So that you no longer have to feel it

Everyone who walks the path must eventually cross this hurdle.

Because they have to take a leap of faith from the safety of not feeling, to the potential risk of feeling.

And the good news, contrary to popular belief, 

is you can go inside, 

Face your darkest fears, 

And the numbness, and tears, and suffering in silence diminish over time.

Until finally.

All that is left is love.

It is important to remember that the path from numbness to love, leads you through anger.

 A feeling that begins to emerge as the Kundalini awakens, and takes out of the base chakra's survival mode and activates the sexual power of the sacral chakra.

A feeling that one in depression has typically spent a life time repressing.

Because of what that feeling represents to them.

And after a lifetime of numbness, anger feels really, really good.

and it is easy to think "Eureka. I found it. The Holy Grail of Spirituality".

This is power. (and it is)

It is here where we need to redouble our resolve.

And continue doing what we have been doing.

Because anger is only the doorway that leads to love.

The game from here is to keep working. to combine this new found power with the heart wisdom of compassion.

and this can only happen by exploring the identity of you stored within your solar plexus chakra.

Herein lies the problem.

The issue that precipitated the shut down is one of identity.

"Who I AM got me into really big trouble once upon a time. 

So I'll keep Who IAM under lock and key.

And I'll be safe.

This is the process.

And you can fight this all you like,

Claim you've already got there.

But if you had we wouldn't need to be having this conversation in the first place.

Trust me on this.

You asked me the question.

I've given you my answer

God speed all of our return to the moment where we can say.

"I AM overwhelmed with Magnificence.

And the Love of God.

Love, Light, and Power".

WE ARE DIVINE SOVEREIGN MAGNIFICENT BEINGS OF LIGHT