I'm not exactly sure what's what.
I wish I had a video camera and a "friend" to record me, so I can let people SEE what I experience.
SOMETHING is VERY different about me. Like I am TRANSFORMED.
And not exactly "human".
Maybe it is "primal" ... something. I don't know.
I thought, maybe it is a fully awakened "kundalini energy" thing. See, the "reptilian" thing. I've seen it once, in somebody. I think they also call that a "shape shifter". Hmm. Well what I have happening makes me think of "reptilian", but it is more complicated than that. And I thought, "reptilian" can be explained as being a fully awakened kundalini energy. I don't know who to ask, to verify that or not. Somebody's gotta know.
See, a "primal" state cannot have ability to produce technology in me, in my body. The electric / electronic thing. An electronic sound from my throat. A "reptilian" or "primal" thing CANNOT produce ELECTRONIC technology. So that's when I think it must be "alien", which I call "Advanced Life" form.
Anyhow, I started to think that maybe I have MORE than one thing happening here.
It is ... I think ... it is NOT me. Whatever "it" is ... is NOT me.
I *KNOW* I am hostile and dangerous, DEPENDING on the situation, circumstance and other person or people.
I think, is this just PRIMAL AWAKENING and I have some ANIMAL in me?
You should see it. QUITE TERRIFYING AND HORRIFYING FACE, but me ... I like it.
It is MY BEST FRIEND.
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"Our God is a lonely God." ... then I'll tell you the most powerful prayer I've ever prayed (and my prayers do work).
I had been praying for myself, but then suddenly ... I shifted my mind to think not of me but of "god". I thought, I wonder if you're suffering MORE than me, and in GREATER need than myself! So I wondered and asked if it was "god" who needed, and then I prayed FOR GOD.
Worked with INSTANT and overwhelming power. It would take me twenty years to tell the full story of everything that happened after that.
You are very astute in thinking that you have an entity in you. You say you see something reptilian and don't feel that it is you. You say it is your best friend, but depending on how long it has been in you or with you, you may feel its attachment to you. It does not sound like a being of light at all. It also sounds like you are saying you are dangerous and hostile. When darker entities walk in and take residence in a person, they are trying to use your body to complete the agenda they have come here to earth to do. This is to spread darkness and chaos and fear. I would highly suggest you call upon Arch Angel Michael and Jesus Christ and ask them to help you to release this being from you. Demand to the being that it is not welcome and must leave in the name of Jesus Christ in the Highest. I know there are people out there that help remove entities. The Arcturians will also help if you call upon them to help release the dark entity and bring it to the light where it can work out its karma. Pray to the Lord God of Your Being to release this entity and make sure you make it clear it is not wanted or welcome and under no circumstances is it to stay and once gone it is never to come back to you. Ask every being of light to assist you in releasing this entity from you and fill your body and spirit with light. Imagine every cell of your being lit up with the Love and Light of Jesus Christ Sananda and of the All That Is. I will pray for you. If I can find out more, I will let you know.
"When darker entities walk in and take residence in a person, they are trying to use your body to complete the agenda they have come here to earth to do. This is to spread darkness and chaos and fear."
"Demand to the being that it is not welcome and must leave in the name of Jesus Christ in the Highest."
First I want to say, the OP is not afraid of what is happening to him, he's finding entertainment from it. Second, the OP sounds intelligent enough so far, that if the "entity" wanted him to do something bad, the OP should be smart enough to differentiate between good and bad.
Third of all... what is the purpose of "a darker entity taking residence of someone"? There's so much fecked up shit in this world, a "darker entity" doesn't need bother... it can just sit in a corner and watch someone do it's own evil bidding without being "under the influence of a dark entity".
Fourth of all... wtf is Jesus and the angels gonna do? Talk? Asking Jesus and angels for help is the equivalent to asking the tooth fairy for help. It only helps if you believe it helps and in that case, it's all in your head anyways.
Imagine a burglar entering you home. Now imagine telling that burglar that Jesus said to GTFO. Is the burglar going to comply? Now imagine the burglar is a dead ghost person. If our cops can't cuff it and take it to jail... why would it comply with your words?
If Jesus and angels could have any type of influence on "evil people"... there wouldn't be any evil in the world to begin with. Because saying that Jesus and angels can help, is the equivalent to telling a robber, "don't do that, that's bad.. I won't like you if you do that." and that doesn't really do much, does it?
Dreamsicle,
Entertainment or no, this situation is very likely an entity in residence. An entity takes residence because we are in a 3D world and being in a 3D body creates greater possibilities to affect the world in a physical way. If the desire is to do evil things then it has its host as the vehicle to do what it can't without it. Using words of higher vibration can be extremely powerful in assisting in many situations whether one truly believes in them or not. Belief can carry more weight.
In understanding the different dimensions and the ascension process, some of the basics involve moving from our heads into our hearts. The 5D existence is not in the head, so, no, "it's not all (y)our head anyways."
We reach out for discussions for many reasons, some of them not always apparent. Our higher self or spirit is often the guide. My hope is that some of the light suggested in my prior answer is absorbed. I would be interested to hear what your suggestions around dealing with an entity are, rather than stating how my suggestions are not helpful.
If an evil entity could "inhabit" a living human... what are the rest of the dead people doing while this is happening? "Uh, sorry folks, we're dead. It's your problem now, we just don't give a damn." ---??????
If an evil dead person could inhabit a living person, why wouldn't a good dead person? Or at least, why couldn't a good dead person who is more familiar with that dimension, do something about it? Like have conversations with the evil dead guy, or distract it... or even, "push it out" of the living human? Or get a mob of "good dead people" together to tackle it? I would think if this was actually a real, legitimate thing... all the dead people who have family and friends nearby, would jump on the issue and try to solve it for the sake of the community. Unless they just don't give a damn anymore. And if they don't give a damn... and the "evil guy" does as he pleases and gets away with it... we've got more problems than we've realized... because if "good dead people" don't care about the living anymore and are just like, "to hell with all of you"... what does that say about our state of minds after we die?
People are responsible for their actions no matter if they think they are "inhabited" by something or not.
Like a werewolf. If a werewolf knows it's a werewolf, and it's going to change on a fullmoon, the right thing to do is lock itself up (properly, not some dumb movie thing where it's a shitty job and it gets loose).
So if someone knows that they have a tendency to do things and they have no idea how it happened, then they should be smart enough to do something about it and take precautions. Like put them somewhere where they can be monitored.
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And, if "evil dead people" could inhabit living humans... then that would mean that "good dead people" could also. And if that's the case... then why aren't all these "good dead people" inhabiting rapists and pedophiles and preventing them from doing something bad? Because they can't? Or because they don't want to? It makes sense it's because they can't. And if they can't, evil dead people can't either. Because if they don't want to, that means they don't care. And if they don't care... that means either the afterlife really sucks... or they are no longer human enough to have compassion... and both scenarios sound to me that dead people shouldn't be regarded as a source of wisdom (referring to asking dead people for help or advice).
Also, if evil dead people make the living do bad things... what about the living people who do bad things on their own? How can you tell the difference? Or are they secretely being manipulated by an even smarter evil dead person because it's not detectable? So does that mean that living humans just aren't capable of doing bad things, it's always evil dead people causing it?
And if that's the case... then I guess most teenagers are inhabited by these evil dead people because teenagers (I used to think it was hormones, but silly me) can be down right vicious. Specially teenage girls to their mothers. And some of them grow out of it and grow up to be fine functioning, productive members of society... so either the evil dead person got bored of them... or good dead people did their work behind the scenes without the living human being any wiser for it (which is how it should be I think).
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In conclusion, people do not get inhabited. Sometimes shit happens in the brain that may make them seem different, but it's not because of another spirit.
And an individual is responsible for their own actions, "inhabited" or not.
Hmm. Interesting info. I will say that while looking into a mirror (new "behavior" for me in the past two months and it's got me VERY curious as to how and why I'm doing that), a face I could see, which was quite terrifying, said: "you're looking right at me and you're not even scared". NOPE. I'm not. I happen to like "it", whatever "it" is. And "it" is NOT the only "thing" I have going on.
I also noticed that one day, my eyes APPEARED to be turning blue! My eyes are hazel, brown-green. I thought, maybe I *DO* have some of this "shape shifting" stuff going on. Then I think, shape shifting is probably the equivalent of psychiatry's "multiple personality disorder". Hmm.
Oh yeah, and THIS is absolutely mind blowing for me. There was one day that I was looking in the mirror and my eyes were FIXED. I could turn my head, but my eyeballs stayed fixed, forward looking, and did not "roll". I don't know what would "cause" that. It was AMAZING. They've since "freed up", so to speak, and when I turn my head my eyes WILL "roll".
Good to see you more peaceful. :)
I'd been wondering how you were doing.
Thank you. Yes, this week I am doing MUCH better, in my mood, energy and attitude. I know the extreme NEG will be back, but this week I'm more at a balance.
Excellent to hear.
And you're probably right. The extreme neg will make a comeback.
Just that next time, it won't be quite as extreme.
And when you come out the other side of it, you'll have found even greater balance.
And so it goes....
Just hang on tight.
LOL! I got that SAME message (mentally) in the past 24 hours: "hang on tight" aaah!!
Actually, a few semi-non-related things I want to put out there:
1. thought last night of being here at the library today. in my thinking last night, i thought that when i walked in and sat down, that the lights would flicker. THEY DID.
2. just before walking into the library, i thought of somebody who i have not seen for a while. i thought, "i wonder if he's still around, i haven't seen him in so long". i left the library to go home, to get a book. on my way back, i walked into the VERY person i had JUST thought of!
Now, my question is THIS:
AM I *MANIFESTING* AND *CAUSING*
OR
PRECOGNITION
???
p.s. - what i say is GENUINE, REAL TRUTH.
i'm not lying or making it up. it is REAL and TRUE that YES, in my mind, i thought of arriving here at the library today, and that when i did - the electricity would "surge" and the lights would flicker. i was NOT surprised when it happened. because things like this happen ALL THE TIME.
and when i saw the person i had just thought of, not even an hour before, i was like AAAAAH!
i'm telling THE TRUTH.
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