I Hope You're Angry At Us.

I want you to be angry at us. You, who expects Indigos to save the world. I hope that you're angry that we haven't picked up your slack. I hope you're pissed that we aren't bending over backwards to meet your expectations of who we are and what we're to do. I hope the anger burns you up and buries you alive. I want you to suffocate under the weight of the disappointment you have in us. I hope you're angry that we failed to believe in your conspiracies, lies and other bullshit you swear to be true. I hope you're frustrated at your failed attempts to manipulate us into submission. Look at us with the eyes of a skeptic, oh, please do so.

I want you to get fed up with waiting on us. I want you to give up your hope in us. I want you to think, "Well the Indigos aren't saving us, so who will?" I want that sense of hopelessness which follow such thoughts to swallow you whole. I want your desperation to be saved to abuse you viciously. I want your panic to rip away the security blanket you thought we were. I hope fear courses through your veins like a terrible poison, stripping you bare of all your illusions and preconceived notions.

And when everything has been taken from you, I hope you get up. I hope that by this point, you're standing on a firm foundation of truth instead of empty dreams. The truth of who you are. I hope you view yourself as the person you wish we would be for you. I hope you say, "Fuck the lot of you! I'm tired of waiting, I'll do it my damn self! I don't fucking need you, never have!" I hope you will never wait for us to join you. Never wait on us for anything. I want you to be totally caught up in helping to save the world, so much so that you forget that we even exist and all you see is humanity rising.

"Well health, I just do what animals do lol Drink water, stay active, eat whenever possible lol Or when I'm hungry. And that's basically it, I mean health isn't some far off thing, it's actually quite simple, and would be simple if we weren't living…"

"Now I'm real and honest, and not someone prone to fanciful delusions, in fact I didn't even want to accept it, and told them to get lost lol When they came "down", again not physically down, more DIMENSIONALLY. If that makes sense, this is hard to…"

"I was sort of taken aback, because I never experienced a presence so succinct lol Which I COULDN'T SEE, and it was driving me nuts, I was like SHOW YOURSELF lol Who is this. What do you want with me, I'm just here playing basketball lol

And…"

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Ana June 26, 2013 at 8:23pm

While the message was tough, I agree with you.
Delilah7777 June 6, 2011 at 12:31am

I'm not mad at you, but of coarse I don't have to be mad to try and save the world - some things are within my infleuence - and some things are beyond my control :)

I never wait on anything, I just live in the moment, and look to the future with great hopes and expectations....
Amba June 5, 2011 at 6:26pm

I say Amen to that , for God had to break us down and absolutely "destroy" all that we thought we were before remaking us anew
J~{Shaar'Ah'Ai'La}~ June 5, 2011 at 9:31am

Powerful!

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