From my heart, in my heart, i feel sorrow.
Its related to my post about "wonderful with 2012 but forget the FANTASY of highly evolved beings".
I said in it that post that it is moving energies, that is equally true on my own behalf.
It wasnt ment to hurt anyone, but i got this inspiration to type it. The inspiration came from a place of love, but also from a place of ignorance within me, that is to put it more precisely a feeling of restlessness i carry.
That is not to say there wasnt any valid points in that post, i think there was/is.
I truly want this world to change. I am so tired of the old, the corruption.
I love you guys, you are my friends on Earth, my allies, my best friends from far and beyond.
Dont let some words on a screen put you off from me, or ever feel it was an attack from me on anyone´s behalf (well, partly it was on ignorance, but never on anyones value or validity etc).
Dont forget to see that i am that i am, my choice of name is not a coincidence - it is who i TRULY am. I am also a human, with my human history. I want to connect with you here, i want to engage in a warm aura, a warm atmosphere! I will fight for you, i will fight WITH you, and i will DIE for this - as we all have many times already in our past!!
Now our REAL goal is not fighting each other, although arguing and showing different perspectives to one another can be enlightening!
THANK YOU, for everyone, who "enlisted" in my previous post´s! We are all really on the same side, when it comes down to it! Thank you for allowing co creation with me, in which my boat was rocky!
We come from different family of angels, different lights, different set ups - But i will NEVER again (and i havent really) let down my belief in anyone of you!!
We are the way showers, we who find one another on forums such as this.!
I´ve been alone, in so many life times. I´ve been killed and deeply hurt. I am on my rising again. I want you to know that, and please feel that. I want you to know this is an indication of us ALL!
If i have to ride through the fields of darkness, all over again, i would not hesitate to bring YOU guys with me to Bring the New Dawn of enlightenment, FELLOW BROTHERS AND SISTERS!
I am a physical manifestation of a divine being, tho i still havent totally figured out totally my connection with the Sun. Some channels have called me Solar Angel. I dont know yet what best way to term it except that this name "Sungod Singer" i´ve been given from above, down to here!
Never doubt in me, never doubt i carry the sword of Arch Angel Michael, the golden pencil of Arch Angel Gabriel and the golden rays of the being we call "sun" - even when im in self conflict some where along my human identity! That much of who i am, i know i am! Take that with you when you think of me, know even the sun has angels placed on earth - and in my heart i love you so damn much!
Be patient with me! I will only post here on where i can speak clearly from my heart and soul, without too much interference from my human drama!
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There is nothing but love in my heart for you and for all my beloved Lightworker family. You yearn to protect, for that has been our way for so very long. I understand. We all joining hearts and calming the chaos moment by moment.
Today I exited my work building at 3pm and looked to see 2 military jets spraying chemtrails.... again. I stopped spoke out load to the GFL and asked them to get here right away and vacuum this poison. I said this is Orange County, California! There are children visiting Disneyland! No Poison-Please! I entered my car and drove to pick up my mail. On the way home from there I was sitting in traffic and watched the sky. The chemtrails were disappearing in chunks here and there. By the time I reached home only the tail of the planes showed evidence of the poison clouds. I asked for the planes to have engine trouble and return to their base and for the pilots to acknowledge that these orders to poison us are not lawful order and to "STAND DOWN".
We do not know the power we have! Months ago I was the chemtrails and photographed them and worried and sent the pictures to my family in a worried panic of "what are we gonna do?".
That was the wrong answer.... it just spread helpless fear. Now I raise my Divine Heart in calling forth the help that waits to swerve into action on OUR BEHALF. Or in other words... I TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS!
SO LET'S ALL MAKE A COMMITMENT TO - TAKE-CARE-OF-BUSINESS -
In this there is LOVE & SUCCESS & HEALING!
Disclosure = NESARA.............. We Win!
http://the2012scenario.com/nesara-or-the-abundance-program/nancy-b-...
Hugs with Love, Susie
Ignorance run's the world, Its not your fault. I.... and im sure of alot of other forigve you.
Ahhh...Sungod-Singer...no worries! Actually, your post helped me re-evaluate my own experiences and feelings that are mounting at the moment to see the forest from the trees. Constant self-reflection is never a bad thing in my opinion, and I'm glad when people like you can come on this site to challenge what people take for granted...for it's a beautiful yet difficult way to learn. I only have appreciation for your comments and your willingness to lay bare you feeligns on a very touchy topic. Peace my friend,
*~somesayimnot*~