I was intentionally ignoring this to see if it would go away, as if it were just a phase of something but it's only getting worse. I know it sounds quite crazy and I know and understand how everyone feels about the 'wait' for disclosure to come about. So false hope is something I certainly don't do, otherwise I would have posted this a while ago.
Ever since my birthday at the end of last month, I was given a graphic's tablet as a gift which has significantly increased my skill in colouring on digital programs. Art is a passion of mine so when i'm off in my world doing my art i'm completely zoned out into that happy space.
There's supposed to be some sort of science behind it , something to do with brainwaves? Being in that zone has increased brain activity somewhere. Anyway. It's getting to a point where it's kind of annoying. I'm more excited and happier using the tablet because it improves the quality of my work so much, so this happens only while i'm using the tablet, not when i'm using traditional media like pencils and ink.
I just finished another peice a moment ago and I think at some stages I was zoning out, like I was high. Bright colours were flashing in my peripherals and a strong urge well, voice if you will is sort of saying "it's happening now". During the colouring process of my artwork I get major flashbacks to segments of a dream I had some years back concerning what I understand now is like a 'first open contact' scenario.
I get weird deja vus like i've already done what i'm doing right now at the moment, only it's not the kind of deja vu where you've got the familiar sense of "i've already done and seen this exact moment before" this deja vu is like "I'm going to remember and do this later when I reach this point in time again." -Please explain I don't get it either but that's what it is.
What's weird about this whole thing is i'm getting flashbacks and i'm kind of getting this voice that's now saying things are happening now, only I can't relate any feelings to it. I don't know if that's because i'm blocking myself in fear of finding things are still far off from happening or if it's really because there isn't any emotion or feeling attatched to the flashbacks. I just can't find what my gut instinct has to say about any of it so i'm very confused and I feel like i'm going crazy. I'm wondering if anyone else is encountering strange things like this.
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This is normal as when you tune into your "happy zone" you are in harmony with your creative self and forces. Creativity has very high vibrations and that is one of the times when you open a gateway to the higher realms and that is the message that is being conveyed to you.
If you don't understand it right now or if you can't make a conscious connection to what it might be, then just continue on with your daily life as the time will come and you will connect the dots, then you will know and a light bulb will go on in your head.
Hope it helps Reanne,
Love & Light
=)
I think it is speeding up so much and we are cramming in as much as possible so we are ready for the next phase whatever it maybe.
Love peace and blessings.