I feel so strange, allmoust as i am to burst, i want to crawl out of my person, agony and exstacy takes turns to wash through me, it begun 1/11 reaches its peaks at midday and fore the third day in a row, and finely withdraw (but not completly) around sun set.I feel like i am going nuts, but there are no logical reason, nothing in my fhysical surroundings that has been a catalysism to this.Ok i know that this is about the 11.11.11 energies, the lifting,Illumination and so and so, but i am still human and i feel alone and i am worried about if this will continue that it will make me fall.I know that ewery single blockade and rests of my undealed things are Smashed out in to my awaked minde, and i am struggeling to stay sane while i am doing ewerything in my power to egnolish, and capitulate to the thruth thouse gives me, but it is all happening so fast and i need You, all of You to reach out to me, and all of you others who are in the same situations, we are maybe able to help each other to go thrue this.I can allmoust hear as the universe screams to me HURRY HURRY!!! And i just Panic, i pray and i try to be centered, i focus on my experiences and meditate, but it is not easy when someone constantly charges me up with thousends volts of energy.I suspect this will grow and grow until 11.11.11 and not be setteling until 2009.11.29 (who allso adds up to 11.11.11) If this is the beginning.... See you at the other side:-)

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  • Just allow and offer it up...:)..Its part of the journey, no judgement!! You are doing a great job...:) whatever you do and however you are doing it...there is no judgement because you belong to the Creator who made you, who experiences life through you...He/She lives in your heart and you are in his/her heart... there is no judgement, only Love....:).:), its us that judge ourselves very harshly, its up to us to decide to stop doing that, it does not do us any good.... Breathe and lighten up, start counting your blessings...
    I find Gratitude very helpful when my thinking, judging and resistance creates suffering in me and I start to attack myself, because it shifts my mindset and thought patterns and lifts my vibration.

    Blessings to you...:)!
  • I have noticed that around midday i feel this vibrating (could be likned with the vibrating sound of hummmmmmmm) sensation go through my body, i am suprised when i look at my hands because i expect it to be visual howe trembling my bodie feels, it is a sensation of high voltage in a broad line down my neck, and then several times is my astral body toughed on the left side of my head.It continues from 30 minutes up til 3 hours.
    I have problems with staying compleatly atuned to my physical normal daily life, and normally i am well grounded just simply by dealin with my daily life as as mother of 4 while doing my own on going education exercises.
    I find my self werry confused and air headed on and on.
    Somtimes am i so dissconnected with my physical bodie that i have truble to "crawl down", it jused to be a problem for me 12 yers ago, when my channelings wher new stuff fore me, but i have learn how to Get Down, and howe Important it is to Be Inside (and not flee the fields) to be able to reflect upon my personas emotions.
    Are there anybody ells who experienced this kind of things lately?
    • Howe nice of you! Many thanks Erika:-)
      When i read your reply, i realised that we all evolves in our personal order, individually and not nessecerly following the same steps!?
      I came to be awhere and in contakt with my "I AM" about 12 years ago, i have had my channels open up in atleast 10 years, it came natural to me because my mother had an open channel and third eye, remote sighting and all that stuff, so to me that was ok.
      I have learned that some people are good at baking, others to sew ore do the mathematics, and some people can Do the E.S.P thing. But that does not in any way say who the ESP person Are ore makes that person better nor verse.
      It is a releif to hear about thouse symptoms you and i reffered to, you see i begun with my empathic lessons.
      Thouse experiences of feeling the others in my owne person was the ones who triggered me finally opening up my channel to the "Universally Internet"( my made up name to describe what i link up to)
      But before it was compleated i had to meet my highest fear and ower come it, that why i know WE ARE SAFE!
      I think that i can learn a lot from you, thank you again Erika!
      Respect to You from me/ A-k
      • 11.10.11= 11111 I became ill, Wery ill unable to leave my bed through out 11.11.11. Today i am weak and able to eat a bit, ewery inc of my body screams.
        I am not afraid of this process, i am worried about not becoming the one i was supposed to be!
        I have reached this day of my life because i have made Several promisses, and i have to becom my wery highest intention to forthfill them all, i know in my heart that i have been firmly forced, towards each and ewery step that i was ment to take, that i have had all the support that i needed to achive the lessons i was handed...
        But i am worried that i will dissepoint the ones who i made my promisses to, that i wont reach all the way, that i just wont get through.
        And Yes i pray to Prime creator, Jeasus, Michael, And all light beings, i pray to all who work in the benefit for The Light, that i will be able to clean it out and finely Become My highest intention of this excistens.
    • Let;s say i feel like a yo-yo latelly. Or i am spaced out or i am flat on my face feeling like a ton off pounds of pain and missery.Started myself on Bach-flower essences to get back in balance again. Seems to be working,at least i sleep better.
  • Yihaa! Now i know that at least i am not alone! The previous weeks in october was like being high on the heaviest speed:-)
    No i Dont do drugs, i am a drug moust of the time:-D
    And in the past weeks have i accomplished more than moust people do in 6 months=-P
  • Same here,tought i had it all figured out and under control...but i am being wakked around pritty hard these last weeks.This body seems to become to smal to,and this waking up at 3:30 every morning is getting on my nerves.I tought it would stop with the time change...geuss not.And ofcourse i do not like it when i get pushed around and have this hurry hurry feeling...lol.But we are working on it.
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