Claiming respectfulness on matters of human dignity is one thing, the other is dealing with own issues when it comes to even mental interferences with other human entities. It is not only about meeting another one personally - it is enough having a kind of mental encounter as it always happens in internet forums. With mental interference I mean the avalanges breaking loose each time different humans come into whatever contact both, physically and mentally. Then something between heaven and hell is taking place developing different shades of colour which influence each universe of each participant.

Generally each manifestation of life of each participant of living interaction is influenced by individual life issues. That means they experience others as mirrors reflecting exactly our live cases in more or les brilliance. Thus the other one becomes either our hero - then he is showing us how great we are - or our worst enemy - when he reveals things in us we refuse to see. The mirror mechanics is the quantum mechanics of life keeping the whole system of life a living one. By mirror mechanics the "know thyself" becomes real and vivid. Like a surgeon with a sharp knive life itself is going to work healing itself first by revelation of of what really is. Mirror mechanics reveals what really is in ones lives. It is not the simple shit we have learned in school: applaud and criticize, but rather: letting be and happen.

Internet forums are a romping ground for sensitive and "inward" people who love to enjoy a certain anonymity. Even in here (AC) there are certain individuals refusing public access by demandig"you must be friends".

I for myself still undergo a process of healing from a stroke, and generally my life feels like shit very often. I go not out as I used to do, I do not date ladies as I used to do, I have only a basic money leaving me no room for certain things I loved including new books. My health is fucked up.  All in all very frustrating.

Nevertheless I have found a style of living with hope and joy. I don`t know what life is still about to reveal, but I feel ok right now. And I understand the rules of interference of own issues while encountering others. I have become an internet forum man, at least an AC man.

I only need to observe who is in here at special days - Eastern, Xmas etc. I ask myself - why the hell they are in here today? Have they not better things to do than sitting in front of a screen? What are they looking for? Exchange of thoughts?

Or is it love they hope to find? Hell, in my opinion one must go out, far off a screen to find love, for this needs eye contact and talking, personal and direct talking. It needs the danger of getting refused directly, the danger of feeling alone even among a crowd of people.

In certain ways a virtual place like an internet forum is made for those who fear any danger of personal encounters. On the other hand the case of own issues is not done yet. It comes along in new clothes. The lack of physical appearance is compensated by new psychic games. Own issues are still pushing ones own life expressions. You can`t beat someone up physically, bu you can insult him. The virtual room gives you access to fight things which are in fact your own affairs. The virtual room enables you to develop dramas with the virtual other while the virtual other is in fact only a fiction - you THINK the other is this and that way. The virtual room has only enlightened your loneliness and sadness. Your psychic volcano errupts not by the physical presence of another one (asshole), but by a simple sentence on your screen. You have been trapped in the dungeon of your drama loneliness. You need drama in order to feel alive. In fact you are the asshole and feel it, but you blame others to be assholes. You have perverted the holy mirror mechanics.

I feel I could puke while reading about banning certain persons in here. I feel sick discussing shit like this.

Is it really that hard of simply sharing experiences, impressions and things we love? Is it that complicated to understand mirror mechanics, even in a virtual internet forum? How can someone really feel embarassed by lines on a screen? Who can really insult me by a line of words? Please think: NOBODY!!!

Let Ben Arion do his work, which is not that simple than you might think. And do your best to share good stuff and start the fuck thinking before you process your keyboard. Is that too much I expect???

Happy new year to everyone from Germany!