Is anyone else waiting for their twin flame?

It is my understanding that I will be meeting my twin flame on the 21st of December 2012 when the world ascends into the fifth dimention.To be honest with you, having to wait for such a long timehas taken a very heavy toll my life. Not only do I have the frustration of having no form of emotional or physical intimacy with someone, I am unable to have close friendships also. When you become close friends with people, you inevitably get to the topic of relationships. Of course, I have a massive blank spot there in my life with no way of explaining it, and I cant exactly tell people Im waiting for a twin flame who is waiting for me in the fifth dimention. That is WAY too much to handle for the average human being.It is naturally taking its toll on me. Apparently any iterim relationships will "interfere" with me reconnection with her, so I really dont understand for the life of me what they(people who are constantly interfering and controlling my life from the 5th dimention) expect me to do. Im unable to function as a normal human on the planet so I might as well consider ending it.The worst thing of all is that I might not even meet her, that is if I dont ascend which is looking very likely at this point in time.I just really wanted to get that off my chest as it has been really bothering me for a long time.Is there anyone else out there with this problem?I hope to hear from some of you?

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  • Thankyou Kiara, I hope I do too!
  • 1HappyKelly, I dont know why you think I am well on the way to ascention. To be honest with you I feel quite depressed and helpless in my life at the moment and my vibration very low. I dont see how we could be ascended already if we are still in this aweful place, which is still firmly controlled by the illuminati. All I can say is that I really hope something happens really soon.
    Ill be prepared from the 11th of November this time, hope it doesnt dissapoint!
    Thanks for the info regarding the Etherial... I didnt realise it was the same as the Astral.
    Thanks for the links also, will check them out!

    DRACO
    • Oh Draco... I know its hard to imagine from this angle... but we are much larger and more complete than some of these doom laden channelings would have you believe and we are complete and without flaw.  I believe you are ascended because you have balance in your chakras, I know this because of the way you speak (write) and the fact that you have higher reasoning balanced with emotional maturity, which is a hallmark of an ascended starseed or "old soul".  Basically, you already know this stuff and I reminding you of it, your intincts aren't wrong, keep going with them- they led you here to this site. 

      You feel like garbage and as though you have low vibrations because you are in the soup called earth ascension and you are becoming more sensitive.  Meditation and time spent in nature will help you through this bump, but I think you will feel better shortly.  Calleman's Mayan Calendar ends Oct 28- I believe this is the peaking of human evolution and consciousness... your mind and heart are OPEN and that is all you need. 

      This could be me imagining it all (though I doubt it, lol)- but time will tell, and my vision is one that is positive and uplifting and joyous. 

      • 1HappyKelly, that is very relieving news about my Chakras. about two years ago I had been told they were very unbalanced, yet I dont know what I have done to balance them again.

        I certainly feel the lower vibrations of this world dragging me down more than ever before. I spend as much time as possible in nature, and feel much better for it but always feel down when I get back to the city.

        I hope I do feel better soon, but I dont know what is going to happen that is going to change my life and get me out of this situation. I'll be looking forward to the 28th of October with great interest!

  • Oh you have a lovely spirit, Kiara- thank you for sharing.  Sometimes I wish more were like you :)
  • On the mark, James, as per usual lol Unconditional love, is the name of the game. And, if we don't have unconditional love for ourselves, how can we have it for other people? How can we expect a twin flame to come love us unconditionally, if we don't even love ourselves unconditionally? That's why I said before, and you said here, and many people have said...don't depend on anything. Don't look for anything outside of us to give us that completeness...that state of love and divinity and magic...that is found within us only, by connecting to God. God is your true twin flame, the true love that you are destined to unite with! Focus on that, and you won't need anything else!
  • I have no idea what you are going on about.  Please do not misinterpret what I am saying.  You are judging me for something I did not say.  Please reread my posts on this thread and you will see exactly to what I am referring. 

    I REPEAT I have NO judgements on your life... please give me the same respect.  I have in no way insulted anyone on this thread nor judged them... in fact I stated directly that whatever works for you is fine. 

    This is a spiritual website, we aren't going to agree on everything but do not see enemies where there are none. 

  • Thanks for your thoughts and insight and for sharing your story. Yes, not all have the same longing to reunite as not everyone is ready to make such a commitment. Personally, I have had very much the same experiences as yourself. I have always struggled socially and even to just have normal friendships. I very rarely ever attracted any opportunities for a relationship; in fact there was probably only two or three in my whole life, only maybe one of those came even remotely close to happening. People would say ridiculous things like my standards are too high??? I cannot understand this thinking at all- how could they be high enough? How could one compromise themselves? Sorry, but I wasnt willing to sell out. There were many times when I felt I was meant to meet "the one" at a particular time and place, but it didnt happen.  I thought it would, and was consequently very upset by this. Finally a year or so ago, I found out about my twin flame. To me, this explained why I had so much trouble attracting relationships. It is almost as though "she"(my twin flame) in collaboration with my guides has been working behind the scenes to make sure that I didnt get involved with anyone else. Sometimes it was almost blatently obvious something was interfering.

    I for one have never had any conscious conversation with my twin flame; when you did, how did the voice sound? Was it like a voice in your head? Im not sure how to communicate with my twin flame, or if it would be a good idea to do so at this point in time.

  • Hi Dawn, thanks for the thought, I agree that I would rather be alone that be in a relationship for the sake of it.
  • I was supposed to meet my "soulmate" a couple years ago.

     

    I remember him from a past life, he remembers me, he left this town 6 years ago, and there were many obstacles between us.

    Without that desperation of not feeling complete, I wouldn't have found spirituality, without the idea that my happiness and future were depending on someone, I wouldn't be the emotionally strong and independent person I am now.

     

    For so long I thought I might not be worthy of him, but now I am thinking he might not be worthy of me, and all I am is what I have to offer, and I have a lot to offer, so much that maybe it can't be exclusive of one person.

     

    There is beauty on being one.

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