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Hello my brother and sister <3

After over 10 years with this seeking for the meaning and truth about everything  i just got a feeling that i wont to write a little about ny self...for you who want to read it, and maybe some people have experince something same.:)

right now i am so filled with Love to you all that it is hard to beskrive in words...

I am a 39 years old man born in Norway, divorced but have 3 boys i have every second weekend.

( sorry if my english isnt  the best but i hope you understand ))

I started to read about Ashtar command for over 10 years ago now. i have always been dragging to that stuff of reading. in the start i read hour after hour with channeling from Sananda, Ashtar the angels etcc.... i remember the teaching then was a kind different that we get today...hehe, now we are so close and the Master really urge us to take control on the thought in the daily life... Now everthing is about to raise the vibration and stay in Love from the heart...when you do that you help your self and all us other here on this blue planet..)

for ten years ago i remember i saw the light for the first time, i was standing out on my balkong in the evening in sept, then i saw like a shooting star up in the big vagon. and only after some secund i saw to more. i never got my eyes to really focus on it but it was really strange. next evening it was a lovely sky with a lot of stars and i was standing there with my smoke ( not weed, hehe ) and was thinking about the light from yesterday. i was a little shaky ( afraid) becuse it felt the light was for me and i didnt have a clue what it was... then just after minutes i saw some light that just fly over the sky. not like a ufo but more like a shooting star....

After a couple of week i had seen the light nearly everyday, and the light get closer and closer after my fear get lesser and lesser.

then one morning 5 a clock a got up to take me a cigarett, ( i never get up that early )) but i just felt for to smoke... when i stood there and looked at the beautyiful blue sky in the morning the light come right in front of me, think about max 25 meters, that was the first time i really could focus on it, it was a light ball i size like a big football, and i could hear the electric sound it make when it come in my 3D world and then it fly some meters and went away in to some other dimension i thought..

Then after some days in late evening some strange thing fly in front of me not so fast, but now i belive it was a merkaba, like that soul wanted to say bye bye... ( i asked a sjaman about this and he say that was a soul that never had lived a dualitet life like us here on earth, and that we had agree that he could be with me in some way, and wake me up then he/she did....

After that i still read a lot about Ashtar etc... but i some time i could just do like everybody at my work , drink and more drinking...smoking different things...a while i tried cocain, speed etc....but i never got so very deep into the drugs..becuse of my children and family....

i allways now in my heart about the LOVE and all the help we can have from the guides, masters etc.... but i did only go there when my life felt VERY shit.....so like many lightworkers ( i think ) many had/have problems with drugs/alkohol or other bad habbits...

i have been worked in sale, and have allways been very good with my speaking, and say the right words...but i also ALLWAYS have had a BIG heart for the weak, animal and even bugs..hehe.. when i was 6 years old people teased me that they wanted to killed a bug, i fight for my life to protect the bug...that was my feelings, today i understand why :)) 

the light came back for 3 - 4 years ago, i was so tired to work with sale, just hated it. then i got devorced, i drunk to much ( not everyday, maybe 4 - 5 days every 14 days) but my body get so f....ing sick after drinking. many days, and my energy is so low for many days. so some day i smoked weed. ( still do, i smoke for 2 -3 days, eat a lot of shit food becuse the blood sugar is going down when you smoke, thats why you want to eat everything you shouldnt it. then after the 3 days in just doing nothing, i  feel i have to get in touch with my higher energy again, and have to use some time to get up again... this i have been doing for a long time......before ( a little now to )) i have felt sad to have to quit to smoke, drink and eat meat. But now i feeling it is easier and easier to take it all away from my i must have it in my life...

Becuse when i am nice to my body, then i also have LOVE thought for everybody, nothing can compare with that amazing feeling. like you want to kiss everybody who is around you, and you see the beauty in every person and living thing. 

July 2012 i talked with Ashtar, Susan is the voice to Ashtar from ashtarontheroad.com i was so happy to talked with him for a hour. he then told me that everything thats is about to happen this months this year 2013 was first planned to happen in the same time in 2012....but like he sayed timeline can change, it is up to us here on earth to manifest it. but the cabal had more power then , before 21.dec 2012 cabal could make time travel and change the timeline, and what they did many time. but after 21.dec 2012 the Cabal couldnt do more time travel like they did before. The Portal was close, Universal Law,  So now there is nothing that can stop heaven on earth to come to ALL of us.

Ashtar told me that i am a member in the Ashtar Command, like many of you lightworkers. i was really from Pleiadian and my name there was (in earth words) Ma Na Kor and i was working like a peace ambassador. he told me that i had went on a school at the Arcturian planet, have been there for 50 to 100 year before i went in to Ashtar command.... 

He told me about some mission i had done like a ambassador, one time i had went to a 3D planet , similar to earth in some way he say but not exactly. on that planet they didnt have any more food left , they really starved. but my job was to go in first and talked to them that we are here in peace and to help them, make them understand that we have the tecno to help them grow food. One another mission i had done was to mediate between to planet that was in war against each other..and similar stuff like that was my job there.....

now my job and blessing is to be here on earth and work from my heartmind <3

I have been seen ships for many years, the last two years i seen them every night when the stars are there to.in the sky the ships blink to me so fun...sept 2012 i sold and gave away everything i had and whent for a 5 months trips in vest africa and europa...meet people and really got a heart to heart connection with a lot of them,,,,so amazing feeling......i was showing the ships to the people i meet in my trip...in Marocco there was people who never had heard about ufo etc....they didnt se tv etc...so they was really amazed about the light that fly over and blinked...and also my little light have been with me this last years so beautyful light....i belive the ships can hear my thought becuse so many times when i went out and think about them its only take minutes before they fly over...

i have to say, that when i sold and gave away everything i had, i had to go trew many fears off course. one of my biggest fear, one i have had from child is what other people think about me,,,,but after i had talked with my ex and kids, we talked on skype in my travel. i wanted to show that everything can be manifest with your thought and feelings.....and it is amazing so easy it is, but in the same time so hard....but for me it was easier when i had nothing, no fear to lose anything...best feeling ever :)

And everything have come to me just when i need it, never failed <3 amen for that :)

for 3 months ago i also meet my soulmate <3 life is so blessed 

I looking forward to join all you soul in the first wave in ascension, and then we will work togheter to get the rest up with us :) but dont worry like Ashtar told me. when we are ascended master we can travel up to 5D whenever we wont, and back down again to 3D to be in service for all that is...

I have seen so much amazing thing, but if you want to hear just send me a message

I can feel so strong now the energy that comes from the prime creator to help us to lift us up, open your heart and take it all in, even when you feel crap like a lemon, just talked with your angels and ask for a healing to make you better.....it will happen fast....))) but some times we feel so tired that even to ask is hard.....hehe i now... been there many times, but when i first close my eyes and ask Michael for healing and energy you will feel it VERY fast...

Love and light 

Finn-E

Ma Na Kor