I had a question,
My dad died 2 years ago of Lung Cancer...and i was wondering if he is in the light?
He was not a person who lived in light.. he was very abusive towards my mom and he did allot of ugly things to us.. I know he did not die in peace... he died mad, frustrated and was very aggressive on his last days of death.
I still could understand why he did all the things he did here...I forgave him long ago and i was wondering.. if someone did all those things on earth and did not awaken....what happens to them? Is my dad in the light? I wonder if he is.. I want to know. how do i know?
Namaste
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Peace, love 'n' light to you Anja,
x
I am going to Light the candle tomorrow, today i am a little tired and have a migraine.
I want to light it when my energy is the brightest so i can give him all the light that i can.
Thank u so much, really.
Much love to you. :-) xoxo
Im going to take you a step deeper,
We came from the source incarnated on Earth right?...now we had many lives we had to reincarnate to evolve better and brighter on Earth... now... if we die why we dont go back to source if there is where we came from? With that i mean as in if we came from the 5th dimension why when we die we dont get that energy back? is it because of the vibration and experience of the 3D earth ? why doesnt the karma then stop? Or we have taken up so many reincarnations that we need to reincarnate till we do it better? It is very confusing... some of us came from the 6 dimension, some 7th dimension but if we never awaken here on earth as our contracts, we then lower our frequency to a lower one than we previously had before reincarnating?? Why? So one can come from the lets use the 6th dimension and one reincarnates on earth with the possibility of lowering one self forever ? and then we have to reincarnate and reincarnate etc etc till we get to our "natural state" which is the 6th dimension? This is like a game to me. I thought when one dies one sees everything clearer and one is again on a higher dimension...but it doesnt seem like that. If one fails lets say.. fails as in never awaken then we get stuck on the "grey world" and we have to have mediums etc helping our spirit go to the light.. now that is weird... i thought we all go where we came from... but we still have the possibility of getting lost in other worlds.
Wow! I don't think that I am qualified to give definite answers to your questions at my present state of consciousness, but I will try to share some of what I can and reccommend some sources that I have confidence in.
Let me start with my own experiences with contacts that I had with my Father after his passing. He wasn't as abusive as you described yours, but he did spend nearly two decades in mid-life as an alcoholic. He didn't abuse anyone other than by the self-abuse he did to himself by drinking which, of course, affected all in his family. No violence at all, just drunken oblivion on his part. He "dropped out of life and into the whisky bottle for many years, but sobered up and gave his family 15 or so years of his love and good-nature before passing in his late 60's. Part of this must have been the horrific experiences he endured as a US Marine for 4 years of combat in the pacific during ww2 as a 18 to 22 year old. If anyone had an excuse to want to drink some bad memories away, those men (from both sides!) had it!
After he died, I saw him 3 times. The first time, he came to me in a lucid dream obe and very cheerily in his good humor mood, said:" Don't sweat this dying thing, kiddo, Its a piece of cake!"
The 2nd time, he was different. It was a bout a year later and in this visit I sensed that he was not just his earthly personality, but also, his "higher spiritual self' was there too. I felt the emotional pain that he had gone through while reviewing his life, having to understand how he had harmed his family with his drinking was clearly giving him a lot of grief, but being re-united with his divine higher self gave him the support to behold the truth of his life's mistakes in the glare of reality. His words at this time were:" This whole thing here that we call life on earth is nothing but a school". He had gone through what is called "the life-review" and reunion with his spiritual self and was quite different from the way he felt in the first encounter. So, to answer one of your questions, yes, we do see things clearer on the other side and it isn't always pleasant to put the truth in the light, but the part of us that is a part of God remains a part of God, always. The separation is the illusion.
The 3rd, and last time I saw him was a few more months later and, once again, a different situation. This time, I travelled in a obe dream-state to see him. It was spontaneous and, I guess a final release and cheerful goodbye. I found myself backstage in an enormous hall. There was a podium and a host who noticed me approaching from backstage. The host or master of ceremonies was suprised to see me and asked me who I was and what I was here for. I told him my name and that I was the son of my dad, giving his name also. The host thought that it was a rare and special thing for me to show up there and paged my dad with the microphone. Looking out over the large floor in the high-celinged hall, I could see the perfectly- arranged chairs and walkways and a tiny far-off figure making his way to the front. It was my dad and he was fit-looking and cheerful, wearing slacks and a camel-colored jacket with an insignea-crest on the pocket. Not a thread or hair was out of place and he seemed like he had been on a long happy rejuvenating vacation and was ready for more adventures! I am not sure, but i think that this place was a veteran's hall where the souls who endured that war were in fellowship and I was allowed to visit because of my relationship to my father. Any, I wasn't there but for a few minutes, long enough to exchange greetings and then, he went back to the seating area and I was gone. I haven't seen him since and he may be re-incarnate again or somewhere else, but I feel blessed to had had such closure and I feel confident that I'll see him again, but as someone else, somewhere else. Don't know when or where from this worldly state of mind, though.
In your post about "not feeling.....", one one of my replys I left a link to : eckankar.org In all of my years of spiritual seeking, I haven't found anything that has as much validity, truth, and vitality as it. That is my suggestion as a place to look for answers to the questions you posed here. All I can do is offer my suggestion that you look into it with an open mind and see if it resonates in truth for you. I believe that you may find answers there that are better than anything that I could put into words in my level of consciousness at this time. sincerely, John
Thank you so much!!!! ahhhhhh......you almost made me cry...,
You left me really speechless.... My mom also told me that my dad was asking her to light a candle for him and my mom believes that my dad is still trying to hurt her even now that he died...and i think that is way too much..i dont that is like that..she is just traumatized about all the things.
Sigh,... Thanks Anja really....You are a very beautiful Soul...i appreciate your reply.. Thank you <3 I will light him a candle... Can i light the candle in my room? or where? xoxox
Thank you Soulz83 .. yes I do anyway my sister, all the time.. my communication with them is very opened, its just missing them is really the biggy but thats part of the process and all in its perfect place.. its like a long distance relationship where you can only talk to your loved one on the phone.. but there is no distance in Love... every word you have written here rings true to me and I know ...
thank you again... I Love you :o)
A message from the guardians.
For Ali, your father has moved onto the next stage, which is one of learning and spiritual growth. His spirit carries with him the remorse from his past and wishes to let you know how much he loves you and wishes he had not taken his frustrations out on you and your loved ones, but must continue on his journey. Whatever pain and suffering he may have caused you, know you are forever loved and eternally embraced by your guardians, you are never alone. Call on us, we are always with you. There is no judgement, every life contemplates on their own actions, and we are here to assist. As death never truly exists, just the continuing on of the growth of the soul. When he is ready, he may move on to challenge himself in a new life, a new existence, somewhere some when. Know that he will be waiting to speak to you one day, himself and you can talk this over yourselves in the loving arms of the etheric realms. It is truly wonderful to speak with you, you most beautiful soul, we love you so much, and are always here to offer you our help, whenever you need. But know that you are always where you are meant to be. You chose this life before you came here, you are on your own soul's mission, and you can't take a step wrong. For your life is yours to live it, with no judgement but of yourself. Listen, and follow what your heart tells you, what does it TRULY desires.
Much love, Your Guardians.
you are sooo spot on with all that you have said.
love 'n' light,
x
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