I found in this Earth an old friend few months ago.We are friends since our birth event but not here,just in astral plane.I found him using internet in social network for artist I like to use or used to like,thinking in remove my profile and all my legacy there,he did it two weeks ago for his personals reasons..
Is hard to explain but only I recognized he by the his real name(for me),aura's power and colors, even his body scent,he just recognized me as his friend from the astral plane didn't knew my real name or about my aura projection,just had a feeling of frienship and love about me.
We live so very far 'here' from each other and we both with no perspective to visit,as humans here we started to chatting in skype,was fun and I learned too much,remembering things with him and guess he also learned something with me,he were attacked by obscure forces several times and I took part of this attacks,meditating,praying and using my flames to protect him,trying to create a shield of light for him.
He speak english and I portuguese,I don't have too much practice in verbal comunication in english(maybe I'm too shy..) but I can express myself fluently writing...the sad part some mistranslations occurred and I let him upset,was a cultural thing,I said something trying make him laugh,had the opposite effect,he felt deeply offended,later he forgave me..everything was going ok,nice chatting,so as our unique option,skype turned something like our room,our 'home',some day he didn't felt well and I have the hability to eat energy and aura which is damaged and needing to being healed,I treated he and I told about my hability,somehow something started to set us apart,and said to my friend I was vampire,a bad person trying to kill him draining his vital energy.He blocked me of his life,I felt my soul burning in hell for all this,I felt so wronged,wasn't fair to me,I done nothing bad for him the contrary was helping him...
Reunited again after trying to reach his soul even sending text messages on his cell phone was his turn to ask me to forgive him,that's ok for me,I said 'Don't give up on me' he also said the same and more,my friend said evil beings was trying to prohibit our friendship and love here,is true.
I guess now evil forces had achieved what they wanted
:( blocked again,I even can't feel his presence,I'm super worried,he have a frail health,I fear for his life and,I don't wanna miss my beloved friend again or maybe forever, theres anybody who could help me,sending praying for us,I'm feeling so bad and he also is.I dunno know what to do.He have a profile here but seems inactive for few months.
Humble heart..
Are we paying for some crime?
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I have full control about my hability to eat light,I just did it once...problem solved about it.
My sadness was from yesterday, I said something very wrong without noticed,broken his heart,but I can't find in our conversations what did I said so wrong to him,I don't feel guilty,but deeply sad when I saw he's blocked me from skype and energy comunication,that's all we had to keep in touch.I'm here for him,my heart my soul is always wide open to receive my dear friend again...but now I'm lonely here..love him so much!
Thanks for your concern,pray for us!!
I guess I didn't explained myself so well, about energy absorbing at the first event he didn't knew about it(he do not felt me interfering in his aura) I told him and he said only with his consentiment,till here thats ok...
I didn't told about our last meeting yesterday, maybe I said something who broke his heart or something but I can't see where is my error...I'm too confused,sad even can't eat or sleep.
As I said I'm not a vampire or a leech,yeah is true I EAT literally energy through the fifth state of matter LIGHT,but I give some of mine in return.I have too much and it can't stop growing so I have the need to share for who needs,cuz the person is only weak or sick,just don't take of, I replace offering mine.
He is my soulmate,some of my 'guides' told me when I was a child,my earthy name was given by my parents not as coincidence, if you search about the myth about Romulo and Remo will see,my name comes from Janus Quirinus or Quirino,was a god,from Latim Quo Viris,two men together,or two men sharing the same body and soul,I always knew he is my other half and I've searching for him in this earth till this year in January...
Just need a heavenly touch in his heart,and angels,something from the creators to protect him...a pray..thanks for concern and advisement.