Although not a regular poster to these forums, I generally check in from time to time to see if anything of interest has been made available. Those that I do find interesting, usually contribute to my knowledge of the Universe and my place within it. With that being said, I figure it only fair to provide something for those dear readers who should happen to glance at this post. After all, it is only fair right?
Within the past couple of days, the quest for knowledge of Extra-terrestrial beings has been rekindled, with the obtainment of my new Cruz E-reader. This was a birthday gift from my very loving boyfriend, with whom I live with. With that I have been able to begin reading books in bed, since I find it very annoying to do so with a computer, it proves to be very uncomfortable at times.
Please understand that with the following statements, that I am in no way claiming any source of superiority over the uninitiated spectator. I do believe that all human beings have had some sort of contact, be it mental, emotional or physical with intelligences who reside in a different sphere than ours. Some people remember these and go on to follow the puzzle for their lifetimes, while others find it traumatic and forget, and yet others simply accept it for what it is and move along.The last thing required in these days, is another individual who proclaims another message of "Peace and Love" or " You're In for One hell of a ride" type of deal.
Any communication I have had with my guardians(as I've come to think of them) is purely objective and will remain omitted from these writings. Simply put, I really am in no need for someone to think that I have all of the answers to this cosmic journey we are all one, and to proclaim a blind allegiance. I will share one thing, and this be the only thing, that I have come to learn in my 29 years of inhabiting this biochemical body suit. The most powerful tool you have at your disposal is your will and independence. Whenever you give this up to another, bad things can happen.
Case in point; a few weeks ago this person had a vast majority of the U.S. population convinced that the world was going to end. Jesus was going to return and those chosen few would be raptured and the rest of the world would fall into a series of natural disasters until October 21st, when it would be consumed by fire. A few of these followers gave up all of their worldly possessions, quit their jobs and spend all of their money spreading this message. The date in question came and went and these folks were bewildered as to what happened. The preacher recanted his prediction and now claims that October 21st was the actual date. Well, at least we have some time...
But, I am off track as to the original intention of this post. Within the last few days I've digested about 3 different books on the UFO/Visitor phenomenon and in doing this old memories were brought to the surface that finally made a connection. At the time these memories seemed unrelated, as memories do, however looking at the larger tapestry the pieces are finally beginning to fit.
Yesterday I spoke to my biological mother via text message because I had an inclination that a piece of the puzzle could be fitted in. I had done this only after connecting the other pieces and I figured why not see what she says. So I asked her very bluntly if anything weird had happened while she was pregnant with me. She had said no, but with further digging she told me that two years before I was born that she had witnessed a UFO. She saw another UFO around four years after my birth. It has been suggested that E.T. contact occurs in family lines, so I really was not surprised to learn of this.
My first encounter happened in a dream like state, when I woke up on the classic steel examination table. My perceptions were distorted at the time, and all I really saw was black shadow types with some sort of tube attached to my head. I clearly heard them say, within my head," Can you hear us?" At this point the pressure on my head grew to an unbearable level and I blacked out. Coincidentally after that I began to experience random whispers at night, within that semi awake, just about to go to sleep state. I've never been able to decipher what was being said, and I'm sure that a medical professional will attribute this to being tired. I've also experienced since that 'dream' severe pain over my entire body. The pain begins in one section and spreads all over, like all of my muscles are tensing up and relaxing, this is ongoing and happens occasionally.
I've since had dreams of the Grays, even one time being given a personal symbol, which I'll never forget. I grew up in a really rural area, on a dirt road with 6 mobile homes lined up, decently spaced apart, I suppose if there was ever a perfect setting for the UFO phenomenon that this would be it. There have been a few times when I was laying in bed and I heard this very loud humming sound. Once it sounded as if it was coming from the field behind my bedroom and the other time it sounded as if it was slowly passing over head. Another incident included a series of knocks along side of the home, as I sat reading one night. They started at one end and worked their way systematically across to where i was sitting, when they just stopped.
My mother, aunt and a friend of mine took a trip to Daytona one year to use her friends condo. Nothing really out of the ordinary occurred, well minus the gypsy who said I was going to have many children. One night I was watching the night sky and noticed a white light moving over the ocean, right near the cloud cover. It caught my attention when it stopped and hovered there. On a whim I mentally asked "Can you hear me?" and the light moved. I figured that this may be coincidence so I said "If you can hear me move to the left" and it did. I asked the same question but this time asked it to move to the right, which again the light did. After a few moments I said thank you and the light went out. To this day it makes me smile.
A few years before that, I was outside around 4pm in the afternoon would be my best guess. I was walking up towards the mail box and as I came up towards the main highway I looked up and saw a disc shaped object. It was solid black except for on one side was a yellow section and on the other was a red section. I watched as it rotated head over tail, silently moving in broad daylight. I simply raised my hand and waved. I went to go get my friends to show them, however once I got back the object was gone.
In more recent times, I've woken up at least once with dried blood droplets on my covers. I continue to wake up with light scratches along my back from time to time. The most recent involves a mark on my arm. I was at work and noticed a burning like sensation on my arm, up near my shoulder. I got home and noticed a place where it was appeared I was scratched. It seems to be where the top skin layer was simply removed and then closed up. Usually scratches have some sort of top scabbing associated, however this has not scabbed over. It simply is getting smaller.
A few months ago my boyfriend and I were looking to move from the current place we were renting from. I was terrified since my credit is basically swiss cheese and no apartment complex in their right mind would approve me. But I figured to trust the grander scheme of things and just sort of went for it. He and I looked around for a short time, staying at an extended stay type of deal for about a week. We applied at this current complex and I waited for the inevitable denial letter. However, we were approved with me as the primary name on the lease with no security deposit of any kind. We also moved in at a lower rate. The only catch it appears is that we are on the 3rd floor...with a fireplace. The normal person would think "hey great deal..no body above us to make noise" I didn't pay much attention until last time when things began to fit together and I thought "Oh great..nobody above us" Well at least they have easy access now.
In reality I'm not too disturbed by anything these days, although I still have an unnatural fear of the dark and slightly panic. I sleep with the tv on and the bedroom door closed, because in my mind it makes me feel safe. I've mentally said to them before, if you're going to appear to me, do so in a non threatening way and gradually. I really think if I saw a Gray in normal waking consciousness I would panic. On the flip side, I've never been injured and always put back, tucked in where I started. I look up at the night sky and sometimes shed a few tears. I feel a connection with them, my Guardians..perhaps some day I'll be able to face them openly.
I know that we're all extra-dimensional in nature and that the bodies I see are simply a tool used, however that does nothing for the more primitive brain. For now I read about them in books, sometimes get the nerves to watch a documentary or something on youtube. I know they look after me, and in some sense even care. To what extent or motive is not entirely known.
If you have any questions or would like to share your own experience, feel free to email me. I like hearing others stories to know I'm not entirely crazy.
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