Over the course of the past 7 months, I hit what I can only call a 'spiritual emergency', It was very hard to get out of, and sometimes it still feels like a decline where I have to come out of myself, and to identify the old paradigm, but.. in an attempt to REMEMBER who I am, I seem to have overridden some part of my brain where remembering is now just a function of memory, and that memory strikes almost instantaneously, without warning, it could remind me of ANYTHING, and it takes a peace and balance and an undisturbed environment to come to a place of non-random memory triggers. It's a near spontaneous flash of memory! Is it a reminder to get rid of negative energy? perhaps an indication from my higher self to clear out negative energy?