Spiritual Forum

Hello everyone.

I have not been an active member here or on any social media lately for a long time.

I have mostly been in under intense meditation. Especially concerning events that have kept me off world by focus and vision.

Yesterday and the events that took place the day before was a wake up call for me, personally. AS well as many of the allies that surround the true nature of peace and prosperity.

I must say, that I am deeply disturbed at many levels with the result of what people are feeding into his win for one man and a shared set of values. A win should not mean more than just that. And yet for some reason, I see this being treated as if he's suddenly able to perform the feat of an exotic god.

I ask myself, why can't we have the same support for our missions? And why should it matter who leads or takes the charge forward in this way this deeply? Rather than being happy with participating in an inviting space for anyone able to contribute who wants to be able to openly do so free of ridicule?

To me it seems as though a lot of if not all of our embodied progress we have made so far, has been at the expense of our own sacrifices and earnings for a collective who still does not understand us in depth.

As far as I know, our challenge ahead, will be 3fold for I have witnessed 3 divergent pathways that have since called us to participate within them since we started to come in mass to Gaia.

1. Being frequency holders. Not just for our own values, but also to stand for our integrity from within the light we bring. Do not let another diminish your power.

2. Avoiding places of high conflict. We are no strangers to misaligned communities on this planet and elsewhere. But what is new and unwelcome here, are the pathways that purposely isolate and abandon the people whose opportunities and resources aren't as vibrant as others. Favoritism in this way is a sign of deep unrest, at the level of intentions brought to anxt rather than fruition.

3. Preventing needless self sacrifice as an empty status for an unfulfilled cause. We all deserve the same rights as each other is able to work towards collectively. We deserve no interference or denial in this way as we continue to pursue our personal dreams at an individual level which is meant to be heard and respected along our path.

Quite frankly I am disgusted in the political intensity that pride alone is blind to orchestrating, when there is heavy favoritism going on. And the fact of the matter is that, this lowers the frequency space for high consentration of disclosure efforts, because they at the other side of physicality are focused on trying to simply be heard. And when the veil is involved. And states of unembodied soulful unrest are at play, we start to see fractures in our aligned frequency gates which block our access to spiritual ascension.

There is a difference in the state of purposeful flows of information happening when our state of embodied physicality is being challenged where ever points of division directly occur around us. Everywhere you go, you see people mocking, attacking, trolling other people for their interests and to me I find that not being okay.

This is not about having an ego trip, being self centered or even selfless for that matter. Not when the very fundamental aspects to people's identity are ignored in favor for others that are enforced.

I know it is hard down here for anyone simulating love and peace, to be forced to uplift those who are anything but peaceful or loving by their actions towards anyone else who doesn't think, act or trust like them. This level of violent cultism is the reason we were sent here to change this from within. And so far I have been seeing a total lack of respect on this front by our allies meant to bring us forward into a light of welcoming kindness, not one of blind faith admiration for populism by fear mongering.

For a long time, I was okay with knowing this was just a matter of give and take. Where the progression of events would even out the corruption in time, and we would see a populous return to its ascension by the values contained through peaceful dialog with others be they of known familiarity or not.

What has actually been going on here, is exactly the opposite. And the internal guardians of this realm space, are doing everything they can, to insight all out soulful ddisruption where ever possible.

Why is it up to us to fix what we can't escape from ourselves down here? I am against the notion in its entirety that we are better off because of a particular decision made by a 3D personality whose fame begates their popularity by status alone.

If such an opportunity is not available for anyone else to experience, why are we so fascinated with the idea that one person is only able to achieve happiness whereas anyone else isn't strong, good or caring enough to follow in the footsteps of those who outside of this realm, have achieved such a state of things long ago.

If I were to speak to anyone about how life exists outside of this planet, it would be on the basis of what matters most at the soul level of growth, appreciation and understanding. Do not take pride or pleasure in what happened throughout our cosmic wars. For they do not represent the vibrant intentions that have united us beyond the conflict zones of a few.

They have been known to be very volatile even to their most ardent of supporters. Costing the many around them a sacrifitial position in a continuous power struggle nobody asked for. And this includes being responsible for the well being of self aligned interests, inside of which exists a place of little to no representation for the shared communal goals of anyone else, when the alignment and anchoring of which states of being is directly based around a core frequency space unable to grow or evolve acordingly to that of any outside energetic force beyond any conflict zone located herein which we are apart of dismantling.

And so this leaves us with the same fight we have always had on this planet since we stated embodying our very own lives here. The weapnization of heart messaging at the expense of value contemplation alone. What progress have we actually made to this effect? In other words, what you have equals all you have to stand on so you can get more, instead of being able to thrive with all you got as is.

Until people are willing to address this key issue head on, we are going to remain trapped in a realm space that fights us at every step of the way. Weaponizing love and compassion, for weakness and targets for abuse.

This exact level of indifference is the reason we have yet to ascend this planet. And no starseed, no lightworker, no person of greater higher power wants to remain in a pit of unwilling soulful guides for our empathic frequency space will not support the apathy sewn through division and condescension.

We are not here for the interest and benefit of being pets in a zoo - be it human born or astral made. We are here to uplift the souls who understand what this means, and not to embody the very essence of distain for our fellow friends be they in need or not.

We all suffer in a physical space that this planet holds. I am truly sorry that we are witnessing the erosion of our planetary cosmic values at the expense of this one place, which is throwing everything at us that it can, to make the rest of the cosmos seem unattainable by frequency or by intention to reach out to in our time of need. And I for one am getting so damn tired of the dream states keeping me up at night, where the collective frequency space around this realm, is forecasting nightmare after nightmare where our projections of compatible frequency spaces are being compressed, shoved away, ignored and bullied out of focus.

What is your mission on this planet? Are we here to support a movement based around a federation of providing even the basic shadow codes that our light based brethren commended since the war ended? Or are we destined to repeat the mistakes of our flawed cosmic past, because those who need to be placed in power to fix them, aren't able to ascend due to the vibrational trap that has become our source of enlightenment?

Where have our nature spirits, healers, guides, guardians, and unembodied representation gone? These are the souls who have started us on our path not towards greatness for its own sake, but rather to achieve great things through our collective communicative self worth. And to me, I will always cherish those memories back when we could find a way to make it on any planet, in any realm, where the concentration of all who exist there, weren't seen as a populous to turn against each other. But who would instead, desire change to be a relative affair for everyone to experience in their own way. And there is a clear difference being someone you desire, and desiring someone else you aren't to get there.

I am becoming increasingly disillusioned with both angelics, celestial kindred and demons alike as a whole, for they have only been beings of many false promises for our needs. I know the beings we work with and face aren't gods, but they have achieved more than we can in a realm space this caught up in its own affairs, to even think about the ones going on beyond it.

If we're at a point where we're now having to guide ourselves, straight out of the mess and look for rescue that everyone else started to embrace long ago. What does that say about our target audience anyways? And for that matter, who are we becoming in the face of our ongoing challenge to restore the frequencies on this planet of energy we originally, at least some of us, hoped to gain respect for as a whole?

Is this not why we are here? This place should matter as a place of learning and growth, and all I see are people thriving on survival and knocking others down to get to all they have and where they think they can afford to support others in need.

So tell me, please. Where do we go from here? Are we that faithless in our own frequency, that we're forced to count on another who would choose disinterest of values not of their own creation to be our best alternative? That is not what I signed up for, when being advised by the Sirian council, that Gaia, and our planet we share now, needed our help.

I feel the corruption has gone too deep with the populous here, and that it has to be reset some other way beyond the means of embodied change from within. I see a lot of eforts being useful in this regard, but we are still unable to direct any form of meaningful dialog in the way that is needed so we can ultimately ascend to better realms able to host those of us looking for what that means beyond a body in this one.

Have we ever had any allies in our corner directly, and not in their own? I really would value your input in this way. I am feeling quite lost and wishing we had more to live for than borders, corporations and expectations that go far beyond just simple law and order, and the respect of sharing in what you've been able to afford again, at the expense of those who weren't as fortunate.

That is not the culture that exists beyond this realm, and it is something I long to return to very soon. I don't know how to feel about my mission anymore, and this is the first time I've ever felt like I've lost hope in being heard, and it isn't a fun experience to go through.

This isn't about the election, or Trump. this is about us. About our voices, and not those who have made it in this realm who are on their way out after having a good run here twice as long as we have been alive. And who clearly have had more going for them at the younger generations expense due to this, and I find that hard to grasp. For opportunities elsewhere, aren't based around how much earnings you keep by any sort of token based system beyond this realm.

So when you take all those experiences away, what are we left with, exactly? What's there to change, when all we're doing, is appreciating someone else or wishing we had someone else represent us as opposed to us doing that on our own merits?

And then adding fuel to the fire, the second they don't do what is asked of them, we punish them by electing anyone who blindly obeys and listens to us to do something we want to be able to do but can't because they support the merits that very system protects against?

Who is on our side to ensure we the people are abe to have our own spotlight? If everywhere else can directly contact any being in the cosmos...what are we actually here to change then, on a planet that won't even care to see beyond the will of some out of body caretaker rather than even wanting to be their own and connect with others beyond 3d?

This honestly makes no sense to me. I thought the goal was to help people do that, so we could have friends in more than just one world and not be so alone. But clearly, the majority of people here are too focused on being worried about who does what around their physical environment, to even respect that others different to what they want to remain being used to, even are able to offer if they were sitting adjacent to them. Because they'd just dismiss it as being irrelevant or attack it for getting in their way, like they have been doing to us. Pushing the energy spirits far away from here.

As for me, well I'm almost at the point where I am done caring about the mission. I've seen enough of how things operate on this planet, to want much from what Gaia has to offer. I clearly see the flaws in our community alone, where we're simply broadcasting projections at each other that none of us directly were involved in creating or investing in with our own energy beyond being an amplifier. I just thought we had more to give than that, but I guess it is what it is.

Sirian Starlight