Paranoia / Strange Fears

I have a few very strange fears that makes

living uncomfortable.

I know I'm going to get a lot of replies from

people going "Just stay in love and light and

everything will be happy chappy" which is BS,

because I don't know if they've ever stared their

worst fear in the face and tried to be happy

about it. It's not that simple.

These fears are beyond just 'fears'. They're paralyzing

and my adrenaline kicks in overdrive and i'm put

in to survival mode where any rational thought is

lost and my instinct is going RUN RUN RUN RUN

RUN RUN!

And it was only a commercial jet flying over my house.

I have a fear of planes, and other machinery that flies,

and has the probability of falling. When any jet flies

over my house, there's a thought in the back of my

mind that it's going to fall and crash in to my house.

It's the sound they make also that makes it worse, the

louder, the more terrified I get. But I have no problem

flying on them and even consider take-off fun. My friends

held me down one time when a large jet flew over and made

the house shake. If I'm not able to run outside and watch

it fly over safely, I get even worse.

I have one other strange fear, but it comes from an actual

experience unlike the jets, which I've had since birth.

To this day I still can not figure out how it got to the point

that it did. I am almost sure it had to be set up, but I don't

know how or why.

I came home from school one afternoon to find the house

completely shut and a strange smell filled the house. We live

in a very hot and humid climate so we never shut all the windows.

I didn't like the smell so I decided to light an incense stick to get

rid of it.

A split second before I lit the match, I recognized the smell as gas.

I fell down realizing that I was just a moment away from lighting up

the whole house with me inside it. The gas stove had been left on all

day which is also weird. Since we don't use the stove for breakfast.

I know what gas smells like, but for some reason I wasn't able to

connect it until the very last second

I can't use a stove, microwave or oven without expecting it to explode.

These fears are getting in the way of normal tasks and I have no idea

how to resolve them. It's really not as simple as just thinking of love or

whatever, because my rational thought is lost and I'm operating on instinct.

I once had a premonition about 23 years ago ,i was sleeping in bed getting ready to get up and go to work when i heard an explosion or loud bang inside my ear not outside,but for some reason i decided to call out from work that day and im sure my boss was pissed off,but i called out and went back to sleep for a few hours and i woke up to the smell of gas so as i walked out to the kitchen , i see my brother and 2 sisters sitting there watching tv,they were watching the game show> the price is right< and they were completely unaware of the smell of gas and my one sister was a cigarrette smoker,so i turned off the gas and asked them why they didnt smell that gas but of course they were too busy watching the price is right.But the whole point is the negative can be avoided.

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Replies

Astralized November 14, 2010 at 10:51pm

I've been experiencing the same thing you have with the fear latley, and its started around 11/10, 11/11ish. I keep getting this fear that someones going to stab me, and ive been in a constant state of fear for no reason. Im assuming its just negative entities messing with me, especially since this started happening around the 11/11. Stay strong, keep pushing through - im not letting these entities stopping me from waking up.
Cedric November 13, 2010 at 11:04pm

This might sound strange but next time a plane flies over and you are scared...run outside and scream at it with al you have.
That is how i used to face some of my fears...and it works. Because all of a sudden after the screaming you are left in silence wondering what the fuzz was all about...
As for the noises from machinery i have the same problem i can not stand any of them, saws,landmowers,etc anything that makes a un-natural noise makes me edgy. And i will not even mention the drill at the dentist i always need a few hours to calm down from that one. Same with electric guitars... the sounds have to be more close to the beat of the heart.
CaptinSayzarzillion November 11, 2010 at 11:19pm

I once had a premonition about 23 years ago ,i was sleeping in bed getting ready to get up and go to work when i heard an explosion or loud bang inside my ear not outside,but for some reason i decided to call out from work that day and im sure my boss was pissed off,but i called out and went back to sleep for a few hours and i woke up to the smell of gas so as i walked out to the kitchen , i see my brother and 2 sisters sitting there watching tv,they were watching the game show> the price is right< and they were completely unaware of the smell of gas and my one sister was a cigarrette smoker,so i turned off the gas and asked them why they didnt smell that gas but of course they were too busy watching the price is right.But the whole point is the negative can be avoided.
CaptinSayzarzillion November 11, 2010 at 4:47pm

You can try using the violet flame or you can watch the new zoo review cause remember when you were 5 years old or younger you probably had no fears of anything.
- Amelia > CaptinSayzarzillion November 13, 2010 at 1:38am
  
  Despite how hokey I thought, or think, it is, this Violet Flame stuff pulling at my instincts...
Vagelis4VP November 11, 2010 at 12:02pm

..maybe its because u come from an advanced planet/environment..and u realize now how primitive these chunks of metals and wires are... metal dinosaurs...lol...
Merryn November 11, 2010 at 7:08am

Hi Eiskel,

I encourage you see a hypnotherapist. These are engrained patterns, which can be addressed by hypnotherapy. The plane one may have its roots in a past life experience, and this may be able to be identified via regression.

I am fully confident that with the right help you will be able to comfortably manage, if not fully overcome, both of these fears.

Good luck xx