Excuse my candor, it's part of my deal that I speak openly and boldly about certain things.
I'm thoughtful right now. It's just about Summertime in the Atlantic North East. The mountains are lush and the bugs are just about getting annoying, but not so bad. Excellent time for hiking.
I crafted a walking stick last weekend and injured myself days later finding quick use for said walking stick.
A year ago....things were not so rosy. I was still chasing dragons and working for the devil, I guess you could say. It wasn't me, it was SURVIVAL. I tapped into some pretty ancient reserves. The kind of power you only read about until that life or death situation arises and all of a sudden you're king Kong and James Bond all rolled into one.
Now. I let that all go. I let the people go. the places. the things.
I adopted cliche's that all of a sudden were making sense to me. Things like "keep coming back" & "it works if you work it" all that jazz.
I mean...I'm clean now. I really am and it's like..I'm 6 months deep and feeling like I've got my body and this life back. The transformation is complete and I'm about ready to start again. (shine again)
I'm standing on the threshhold, fire and ruins of yesteryear at my back, shiny bright futures in my eyes. My heart is warm, proven, relatively satiated.
I know I have to get back into gear. That these last 6 months were sort of like vacation. It's soon time to get working on the cosmos again.
My only prayer is that I don't let it take me to places I really don't want to be. that I may still in some ways choose my own destiny. Let my path be true, let my rewards be great. Let my riches be real and full of love.
Om
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hey there,
good job my friend. even though my problems may not have been the same as yours i still feel the power of your message. take back your power!
sending you love and light,
curt
Hi there, mwsu - thanks for posting :)
First, you have my heartfelt congratulations for leaving all that stuff behind you. You don't need me to tell you how much better things can be without it.
Second, never EVER doubt that you are in control of your destiny. We shape our own realities; we are the co-creators of our own existence. The more love you send out into the world, the more love you will receive in return. You have an infinite number of paths laid out before you to choose from; the choice has always been, and will always be, yours.
Empowering, isn't it? ;)
Namaste