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  Zachariah January 16, 2013 at 6:58pm

  Time will tell, I suppose.
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  Zachariah January 15, 2013 at 9:50pm

  Don't make as if they're only your friends. They visit me too. And I have the subconscious memory to prove it if anyone would care to take the time to regress me and extract it for the world to know. But who cares, right?
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  Marique January 15, 2013 at 7:26pm

  Thank you Kat.  Yes it was very traumatic indeed.  They say that we chose our life experiences before we enter the world as an infant  but I dont know if that is true but it makes sense from a soul aspect,  They say that everything that happens in our incarnation is chosen by us to experience for soul growth.  If that is true I am sure there is a lesson in these experiences that I chose to learn from....What to hell was I thinking????.....hahaha.....guess I have learned a lot though, because I do not hate them, so if nothing else I have learned compassion, I actually feel sorry for their species because they were just doing what they needed to to perpetuate their dying race,,,,I do believe that.  I guess my bone to pick is more with the humans who made an agreement with them that it was ok to take us to study.....THAT I have a problem with.  Guess that is why I do not trust humans overall to make decisions that can affect humanity when it comes to off planet species....I do not trust that humans are smart enough to figure out ulterior motives of non human species...I truly think that mankind as a whole can be easily led down a path that is not safe for humans....It has happened before and I worry it can happen again in this day and age where people tend to believe everything they read that sounds good or is in line with what they want to have happen.  I see it all the time how people are mislead by channelers and new age books and philosophies....I worry too much I guess because everyone has chosen their own fates and it is not up to me to keep saying be careful for what you wish for, and do not believe every flowery speech you hear that sounds good...Well thank you so much Kat for your compassion and understanding, it means a lot to me.
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  Marique January 15, 2013 at 7:10pm

  Haha Shama-an this clip really is something....I abhor violence but I have to say envisioning me having a machine gun like that and making my slimy smelly captors run like hell is such an appealing daydream.  Not that I condone violence because I don't but watching that video did make me laugh...take that you little suckers, haha......pow-pow-pow......

  I am sorry I went off on your post like I did.  It is obvious that I still have a lot of healing to do.  Sometimes things I read or hear triggers memories that I try so hard to suppress but then they bubble to the surface and I relive a lot of what I had been through....sorry for kind of raining on your post, it was inpolite of me and I apologise.  Now I can laugh after seeing that video....ahhh if I only had had a machine gun....but actually it would not have done any good, the first thing that happens when they around you is that you  lose all control of your limbs and arms ... would not have been able to blast those little  kidnappers   away anyway   ..but good  material for some new daydreams where I am able to protect myself, lol....
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  Marique January 15, 2013 at 1:14pm

  They may be friends of yours, lol, but for me they were my worse nightmare in the world. 

   

  Try being abducted repeatedly against your will by this species and tell me they are your friends, I think not.  It sucks being immobilized and taken to someplace against your will where you do not know where you are and being restrained in a cold dark place and not knowing what they are going to do to you, and coming at you in your paralysis with strange looking devices, and feeling great pain and terror and having those huge cold eyes stare at you.  When they stare into your eyes it feels like a snake crawling around into your head, it feels ghastly and makes you feel like vomiting but you can't..  They somehow travel along your optic nerve and into your brain and put a distorted voice or communication into your brain telling you that you cannot do anything to stop them and to just surrender, while mentally struggling in your brain to block them out, which is futile.  Try having a device or two pushed into your private parts against your will that causes excrusiating pain and you are paralyzed and cannot even scream.  Try having an alien/human embryo taken from you against your will when you are almost four months along, knowing that the child is part of your flesh and blood, and that you will probably never see your child again..and worrying about that childs fate, and then always wonder for the rest of your life what happened to your child, and try having this happen again and again.  Try to sleep at night knowing that at any time you could be taken again, because usually they came when it was dark and you are all alone and sleeping, and try knowing that people will not believe you and call you delusional and shun you and ridicule you.....then tell me they are still your friends....People think it is a big joke, I have heard all the anal probe jokes before, and even laughed because if you can't laugh in the face of horror you might as well just give up and die.  To be honest with you there were many times in my life when I seriously thought of killing myself and the only reason I did not is because I had children to try to care for that were not taken from me, and foster kids to mother....and my worse nightmare was that I was fearful that they could somehow steal my very soul, so I just endured all those years of terror and never feeling safe, and worrying that my own human children would be taken as well and I had to stick around to protect them if I could.  They say they wanted our souls because they did not have souls....that is why I was sorely afraid.  What would I do if they were to steal my soul, the very essence of what I am....then what???? 

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  Just to let you know that the fourth picture down looks the most like the ones that kept taking me, the others do not capture the essence of their appearance....but even that picture does not really look like the ones that took me, but close I guess.  Oh and I forgot to mention the smells involved with abduction...those creatures have a ghastly smell that one can never forget.  It smells like rotting eggs, gasoline fumes, something sicky sweet like rotten oranges, and bleach smell and it takes your breath away.  They excrete their wastes through the pores in their skin and it is just so obnoxious.  It is a smell that is associated with pain and fear and depression and terror whenever they come near you.  Their skin feels cold and clammy and to me felt like a cold elephant without wrinkles and has a sticky feel to it like petting a frog,and does not feel firm but kind of squishy a little and is something one never can forget.  Just so dam icky, for a lack of better way of saying it...

   

  If they are your friends then you can keep them, but don't tell them where I am please.  They stopped taking me for some time now thank God.  But the fear of being taken again will never really leave me, it is just pushed to the background of my mind.

   

   
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  1 darkstar January 15, 2013 at 2:29am

  Like you know these "people" personally?
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    Michael > 1 darkstar January 15, 2013 at 4:19am

    lol