Hello every body ! My name is Morgane , I am nearly eighteen .
DOES ANYONE FEEL LIKE ME ?! xD
I have already posted something like that before .
It is one year and a half now that I feel very strange ...
- Feeling out of my body : I feel like if my body was not really mine anymore . When I talk , I have the impression that it is not me sometimes . I do not recognize me sometimes and do not know who I am anymore . And that is very uncomfortable ... I have consulted a psychiatrist and my doctor because I thought that I was turning mad and they told that I was not mad at all !
- Having the impression that the world around us is not real anymore , impression of watching a drama , to not be really here anymore . Strange perceptions of sounds , like if you were in a bubble . It was horrible in the beginning , because I did not feel my relatives like before ... Like if I somewhere else ... God ! SO STRANGE SENSATION THAT IT WAS !
- I do not see " people " like I saw them before ... I saw souls . That is to say , I have the impression to watch little universes , lords , magnificient creatures , not simple human beings . I FEEL them .
- Identifying oneself to angels or creatures of light ... Maybe it could sound childish , but when i saw Arwen and elfs of the Lord of the rings for the first time , my reaction has been : " God , but that is how I am inside ! "
- I have difficulties to imagine the future ( first because it is difficult to imagine the future when you do not know who I am and why you are here xD ) , I feel that it is like something HUGE is going to happen ...
- A amazing NEED to give Love . To comfort . I feeel a fantastic tenderness to every being . I SEE them ...
Of course , maybe these impressions are due to stress , because in a year , a lot of things have changed in my life : my father had a cancer , problems in my couple , with my family , stress of 21st december 2012 ...
Love , Peace and Light my Friends :) <3 !
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Thanks Feather W :-) Nice video.
just cant go home cant go home cant never
Hehe, glad I'm not the only one. I have a huge reaction to the elves of LOTR and Hobbit, both book and film. It just takes me out of this world and I start getting faint feelings of other places, other feelings, ways of life, technology, music, art, ways of being/existing and so on... happens every single time like clockwork.
Always felt very detached, like being in two places at once for as long as I can remember - nothing unusual.
yes there is a possibility the feeling can be from something spiritual. but coming from more of a practical sense you should look into dissasociation disorder. the feeling of not being connected to yourself is called de-personalization and looking at others and your surrounding as not real or disconnected is called de-realization. this doesnt mean there is anything wrong with you at all. this sounds very similar to what i experienced for practically my entire life until i was diagnosed. im not saying this is what YOU have, but it sounds very similar to my experience and its worth at least mentioning and perhaps looking into as a possibility why you feel the way you do. you said maybe its from stress? you had a bad year? dissasociation can happen when tramatic things occur. your father having cancer can be traumatic..family stress... this is a way the mind learns how to cope with very difficult things that happen to us.
just thought i'd pass that along. good luck to you
love and light
. So we all can reach our potential as star people....<3
I think you should ground, become more your body.
Nice you are experiencing so much growth and light evolution, happy for you. It's tough sometimes but if you keep your heart open, you will be well rewarded with continuing insights and compassion. Good luck, god bless :-)
Thank you for your video Kelly. Very helpful.
Hi,
I feel the same way a lot of the time. It usually gives me a good feeling, but also a feeling that I am becoming a different person (or non-person actually) and at times this can still scare me a bit too.. This I think is the ego I'm dealing with.
I am 28 and my biggest issue concerning my own life has to do with relationships. Will they seize to exist? And if so... In what form? How can I relate to other human beings that are not spiritualy awakened or have no clue about this whole process they are going through (but obviously also feel stuff is happening).
I feel as if I am not really in the world anymore. Although I still am sort of I guess, but I feel as if I have more control as to in what sense I am in the world and what I can do. I see energies all the time and this feels comforting, but also still a little surreal sometimes. When I sleep I don't really feel I'm sleeping cause a lot of the time I am dreaming that I know I am dreaming so I can control it too. So I'm also trying to figure out what is the difference between being awake and being asleep now. It is a confusing time... For everyone... Also for me... But also very very very exciting, so just try to enjoy what you feel and experience. And Grow!
Love Jenn
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