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    Captain A > Belinda November 14, 2009 at 10:12pm

    Hi Belinda,
    
    My earth body, the one I inherited on earth, was born of human parents yes, although my biological mother is a starseed. But we have also altered my earth body in various ways so that it can integrate with high-frequency energy for long periods of time.
    
    Of course I can go off-planet astrally, as many do. I have some differences because my Pleiadian form was merged with my human body on an energy level, which allows me to manifest a blended form physically when I am off-world. So I travel in energy form, then manifest a solid form at the other end, so to speak.
    
    My earth body is only taken physically aboard the ships if it needs repair work and healing due to life-threatening problems. Otherwise I heal it myself. I have had two attempts to destroy my earth body since I have been here, and both times required urgent healing that could not be obtained on earth.
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  Daraji November 14, 2009 at 3:54am

  As tinywing said: I couldn't express this better! I totally agree.
  unfornutately im one of those lonely beings, but full of joy at the same time.
  I m also discovering that here in peru the number of awaken beings is growing!! the change is being felt.Thank God!
  this came in the perfect moment. thank u captain A.
  and looking 4ward more enlightening messages!
  love to all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1and kizz and hugz!!!! :D
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  Dodi Suwardi November 14, 2009 at 3:32am

  My real home is a state of unbounded awareness in tremendous unity; this is the place from which I am estranged during my life on Earth...My homesickness is the pain of having lost this beautiful, open state being....
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  damay November 14, 2009 at 2:53am

  really appreciated this posting .. it seems representing my feeling so far.... I always been in NOT ‘resonated’ or ‘matched’ or ‘ ring a bell’ or ‘vibrated’ with anything and anyone on Earth since I was born...
  
  any of ‘worldly knowledge’ can not be stored in my mind and I always have difficulty in expressing myself
  
  I feel like .. it's been torturing condition all the time
  
  I am glad I found this site and forum ... again thank you
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  Michael charles david jay November 14, 2009 at 2:26am

  thats a very good way of putting our feelings in prospective i already use aspecs of this treatise
  to help a friend who has had diffilcuti coping with these changes but shes coping much better
  now which says a + for your good advice thank you capt. A love and blessings mike jay
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  Prezense November 14, 2009 at 12:50am

  Thank you for posting this, I was just feeling that way before I read it. I must have lead myself to it for a reason.
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  starseed November 14, 2009 at 12:28am

  This is very good advice, I have had to deal with many issues of depression. What works for me is humor, and finding outlets to express myself. I usually limit now how many functions I go to as well, liking the peace of my home. I am very empathic, it took me awhile to figure it out. I also have a miniture poodle as a pet, this has helped for a reason to go out and walk.
  I find singing helps too, especially if I go out, believe it or not, karaoke. It releases vibrations and clears me, through sound.
  I have been doing this for years, I find it helps alot. As well, you can have relationships with people in these places that do not necessarily follow you anywhere else. You can choose when you go and when you don't. That is actually where I headed right now, out to belt out some tunes.If I get this way during the day, I go for a ride and blare my radio for awhile. I think the most important thing is to try to find balance in how we feel, if
  I feel lonely, I seek out company, if I don't then I stay home. I work from home, and go out for meetings and sometimes travel. I hate repetitive work, it bores the crap out of me.
  My last issue was getting enough sleep, that is very important! If you have frustrations already, your body can run down faster if you are not sleeping properly, it effects your mood and energy levels, the same as cutting protein out of your diet.
  So I believe it is a balance in all things that helps.
  Love and Light,
  Starseed
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    Jennifer > starseed November 14, 2009 at 1:37am

    I too only want brief relationships with people. I don't like the commitment of having long time friends. It drains me. Most things drain me. I don't feel depressed because to me depression is lack of faith and focusing too much on myself.
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    Anna-karin swelaponia > starseed November 14, 2009 at 1:17am

    This koncerns me!
    I Thank you from the depths of my soul.
    When i was a child i had tremendous home sickness, i knew that ewerything was wrong, i asked several times after my mother - The One i Knew Loved me, i felt like i was a observer in our house already before 4 years old.My memories are strong feelings but they are hard to put into words, because they are hard to explain, Harmony, Justice, Balance, Respect, and that all surrounding Uncundictional Love that are something so intierly different than what" Love" stands fore here... I never understood Why the Adults where Lying!!?
    I remember how it Feels to Be Home, i Know that all the unrightfull acting and behaving Never could have happend at Home, then my hope came to be- when im grown up then ewerything around me will be set to Normal.... I thoughte that adult people would understand and abey that understanding wich we live by at Home. Ewerything is so Simple, and it all builds up on 100% Thruthfullness.
    When i reached my twenties and understood that Nothing was like at Home, i came into maijour crises and my heart nearly broke, i thoght that i allways would be Alone in this understanding of How it Should Be...
    I am at this day a mother of 4, and i feel so much Love for this life, this oppertunety to be abel to given birth to theise children, and have bein granted the trust to raise them up, i know that this experience is one of the reasons to why i came here, to enjoy giving them the best possible start for their missions, and to be that safe harbour to them and everyone ells who need thrue compassion, i came here of Love to experiencing motherhood and being a light house-beicon of safety inpersonated.
    I offer my convictions to the ones who wants them, moust often wery subtile, just enough to make them start their ovn questiounings, and search for their ovne thruths.
    I know that my family are watching me clouse nereby, i know that i have choosen this part out of Love, and Joy of the Rodeo thats included=-)
    Thank you again for thouse words, now i know that the longing tunes i my heart are others music allso!
    Rejoyce to You from me/ A-k
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  shirley frost November 13, 2009 at 10:05pm

  This so accurately describes my life as it had been for many years. Just very difficult. For a long time I had lots of friends and acquaintances who share my perspective and gave me positive feedback and support whenever I needed it. But after I relocated away from the metropolis to where life seems to be dominated by the minutae of day to day existence rather than those 'big' issues that I have been concerned with, I have found it hard to keep going, Consequently I often feel depressed, sad and lonely and totally unappreciated. So much so that I do have days when I feel like fading out but manage to keep myself going with various distractions. But they dont last; I want the real life we were designed to have and I want it now and I just wish that we can have the breakthrough needed to shift humanity's reality enough so that I can relax and enjoy the view.