i have had very deep felt emotions for lots of fine girls/women throughout my life, i thought i loved every one of them.
Below is the result of many of them, below is what head concocted "love" quite often brings when it ends for some fine beings, it is a song i have always loved very much especially by Bett Midler.
It is a very emotional song.
There is a moral to why i have posted it in this section.
It will show you the state of emotion that can befall many and does befall many kind and loving Human beings, for there will always be one who feels more than the other in such a relationship.
This is not belittling anyone at all, if it is then it is myself.
Let me know your feelings when you have listened to it please.
Thank you.
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or in other words make me remember who i realy am.
There was never a single hesitation on anything we did together, from casual talks to intense cleansings and further. This also implied fixing the wrong idea implanted about sex and intimecy, it was a amazing experience that lasted for as long as was needed for al parties involved.
I was verry fortunate to have this help, because the normal way psycology works is not enough to go deeper into things, and it is not enough to just clean up 1 part of your being.
When it is properly done al levels are involved and the consciousness moves through al of them in synchronisity as to move more in balance towards a better being.
Like this you do not end up being a spiritual person with lets say sexual problems about spirituality etc etc, it becomes al One.
I went into this after reading books about Re-birthing and the way people cleaned themself this way of deep rooted baggage acumulated by the ego and the soul.
Maybe a smal note on the side. The woman who helped me was already conected to me from other lives. We recognised eachother emediately.
woman and also being able to let both of us experience other things like ocasional partners in bed,
mostely together and with eachothers consent on the person. So as to not lower the energy by choosing the wrong kind of persons that might bring dis-harmony in the relation, and more so for health reasons.
After a few years ouwer path seperated we both had other things to do.
And i am now in a marriage that gives me all of the above in 1 person.
also the unconditional love i feel for everybody does not translate to intimesy anymore like it used to,
it seems the focus is deeper than the flesh these days.
I have in the past gone through these so called pains out of relationschips, and now in my viewings and being
honest to myself i had these feelings only because i was afraid i would actualy die on the spot.
And i have realised that yes we die on the spot, at least the Ego is, that part of you who just lost its power over another Ego, because the real you has not lost anything because it is everything already by it-self.
Manny tears and screams and pain i have had in the past from these so called love things, untill i met real love
The love of letting go,the love of no attachement,the love of freedom, the moving forwards instead of staying put in stone.
The strongest love feelings i have are the ones i get when i let go, it is amazing what this letting go generates it is like that moment when you come while having sex where for a few seconds you are out of it.
It is out of your hands it is free it IS.
Brrr i get the shakes when i talk about it lol...
It makes it easier to let go of things i geuss.
I do not believe in love songs, they are a pain in my ears. To me they re-present control,manipulation mis-understandings and they have nothing to do with love.
Love is freedom of judgment and attachment it flows all the time and can not be detained in any way or form.
I do realise people need those songs especially if they are still ignorant of the truth.
Also most of those who sing these song are just ventilating their own miss-interpretation of real love.
I am missing you...i love you...i can not live without you...i...i...i...? That is not love it is a form of attachment a form of adiction to someone in particular.
I used to ask myself a question every time someone would tell me i could not live without something or someone.
When did i start to live with it/him/her? And how did i live without them before...and that was that...
I go back to the moment before the change hapened and i meditate on it...and everything would go back to normal.
So no love songs for me, i would rather hear a whale sing in the ocean or a bird sing his song than hear someone cry words that make you feel bad.
Is it not so that when you feel bad you go within and heal your-self?
So why do these people singing these songs throw al this garbage into the ether for others to hear?
It is like Madonna or Britney singing about their personal lives and changes al the time...What they are so out of balance that they need the whole world to give them power?
If the law of atracktion and the law of manifestation work with other things...why do people not realise it is the same with the stuff you sing?
I don't know why it is on this site, when one tries to post something under a particular post, it always jumps down to another person's post. Well, this is addressed to Cedric, as you can see.