I've been trying to work out the karmic permutations of my situation and it is starting to concern me quite a bit. I have had for quite a while now an intuitive feeling that my mission was to write at least one book that would in some way help uplift, inspire and guide people. Anyway I've finished my first book, which I think could be quite helpful, but I am unable to get a publisher. Since I have only six months left to live now, I'm naturally pretty concerned about this. I've wondering what would happen to me if my book doesn't get published. Do I get punished for this I wonder and blocked from ascending? I mean if I have finished the book, done the work and tried as hard as I could to get it published, can I be blamed if it doesnt? Any ideas on this matter would be greatly appreciated!
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DEAR Child of God/Spark of God/ Extention of God,Divine being, Draco,
As there is really no right or wrong, it is impossible for ("God") to punish us. Our Gift as Sparks of (All that is)- (God) is FREE WILL, to experience all there is in a physical body, The good, the bad, or what we precieve as bad.
WE are the creators of our own lives, The gift of free will. Though we do come with agendas, missions, things to figure out or overcome,Lessons.
Coming here now, was a gift to ascend, to realize our Whole Soul/self in a physical body, to live and let go of all Karma, To raise the planet vibration from 3d to at least 5d, where there is no karma.
One way to do that was to realize what we really are, Extentions of "all that is""God".
and what that is is LOVE, to realize that we are LOVE and to LOVE ourselves unconditionally. To let go of anything that is not love. To realize that we are not these bodies, but a Divine Spark of God, with NO flaws, no mistakes, nothing that is not perfection.
The Game of 3d existance is almost over, all will one day realize the same thing, that all this trivial crap, if you will, is NOT real, and what is real is our existance as a Spiritual being/Divine being, extention of All that is.(God)
Though we want to think/feel we need to, help others, we can not really help anyone until we help ourselves.
The major gift we can give ourselves in this life is to LOVE ourselves unconditionally, to vibrate at a rate of unconditional LOVE, not only will that change us, but also that loving vibration will radiate out to those around us and help others. As we change/grow/love ourselves, so too do those around us.That is a major gift of BEING, just being. not really having to extend our energies anywhere but, in service to the self, the being/spark of God that we are.
This Life, this last game we play, is to release ALL Karma, never having to be on the wheel of karma ever again, UNLESS, that is our choice, to BELIEVE, we are no more than this physical body, and go somewhere else to play more of the karma game.
We punish ourselves more than any GOD could, with our self loathing,beating ourselves up over anything that we believe is bad, even to a pimple on our face, or a nose that is not perfect, and if we have these things it is to learn that we are not a pimple on society or ugly. for it is how WE feel, about ourselves that determines what comes next.
If we think we are ugly, then people in our existance will mirror that pain back to us over and over again.so we can self loathe and feel sorry for ourselves and believe that we are nothing more than a pimple or ugly.
The only thing you can do is release the book into the hands of, God, all that is, one of the reasons that something like this would happen is our own beliefs that our book for one reason or another would not be published, or a lesson in letting go of EXPECTATIONS, If it is YOUR belief that this book needs to be published and you've done as much as you can toward that end, why not release it into the hands of God or all that is. My will is your will thing. If it is a mission to publish, then let God find the way, give it to the Divine, and release it with greatfulness and thankfulness, If (God) it is your will that this book be published, I greatfully put it into your hands and let go of my own expectations.
We tend to hold on to things too tightly, not let them go, such as books, worries, things that are out of our control.
All we have to DO, is BE, here and now, to live in the present and LOVE ourselves. All else is Krapola, Loving yourself whole, and I am not talking about a physical body, is the greatest gift of all, to yourself and God and anyone else!!!
God Bless,God Bless, God Bless, in loving service, Valerie
You are welcome. Time to relax and let yourself be. Things are changing quickly in our favor. Very soon we will be pleasantly surprised, to put it mildly. :-)
Blessings,
Arienus
I know what you mean. I've had the inclination to write a book since I was about 7, and at 5 I had already created a world in my head that was half desert and half snow where there was a good me and an evil twin brother. I'm a Gemini. It seems my planet was more likely a depiction of my own brain through the medium of fantasy and imagination. Where do ideas come from? There is an article called how to build a universe that doesn't fall apart two days later, written by an author of many books, who is baffled because his fantasy novels have come true, and he has met actual characters from them. So the ideas we express from fantasy seem to tap into our collective oneness or overmind at some level, as is whatever you are called to express.
http://deoxy.org/pkd_how2build.htm
I too am wondering what will happen if I keep being lazy about this. He that is given much, much will be expected. I certainly don't want to be cast into the outer darkness for being an unprofitable servant. I doubt you would be blocked from ascending. In the ascension we are our ideal selves. It mostly means you will miss out on this opportunity to help others and will not gain any reward for doing so. Karma can be quite lethal. I had a past life where I was involved with someone, and somehow that didn't work out and I became involved with someone else, and the former woman later decided she wanted me back and killed herself because I was with someone else. In this life, my father killed himself and I was awake but couldn't stop it so I had to live with the guilt of feeling responsible for a suicide. Then later I met this person, and she was destined to betray me, and me to wallow in despair and sometimes it seems like karma wants me to kill myself too, but I'd rather focus on the projects I have been given to work on here.
Well you, putting a roof over my head and eating... avoid living in abject poverty would be nice. Not to mention the fact I want to avoid someone stealing my work and selling it... if I am a published author I actually have some kind of legal protection... and might actually be able to live some semblance of a comfortable life.
USER.... Why don't you go somewhere else to pick on vunerable people you sick, pathetic spineless coward? At least I have the guts to express my feelings here unlike you... who don't even have the balls to use their full photo... only a really suspicious picture of your nose and mouth... what are you hiding? Are you wanted for some sick perverted crime somewhere? Probably. I've been dealing with bullies like you all my life and your sick, evil, twisted minds and I'm not going to take it from you.... and then the best quote you can come up with is from someone who married his step daughter? If you want to pick a fight bully boy you've got one. why don't you just go back to where you belong?
Draco
If this man is spewing out venomous and vicious words, then the best thing you can do is IGNORE him. With people who are dysfunctional bullies, they get pleasure from throwing their arrows of venom to other's and seeing a reaction. They hate nothing more than to be ignored!
By their fruits you will know them' said the great Ascended Master and Teacher - Jesus/Sananda. So venomous words belong to a poisoned soul, even if that toxic individual claims spiritual aspects on a spiritual forum. One who hasn't learnt to love, will stay behind in order to learn the lessons of loving all people. They WON'T ascend.
There are trollers everywhere on internet forums. Perhaps this is why he only shows his nose and mouth?
That is a really good idea.
I've been out of town and just got back, very tired so I'll reply to you all tomorrow.
There is no punishment system...only the personality believing that you are deserving of it, and therefore creating it.
I self-published a small children's book some years back and though it didn't sell lots, I did feel towards the end of it that there was a sense of completion because I felt that whoever is attracted to it, they were meant to view it. I like the other suggestions about creating an E-book...this would work in the same way ie that whoever is meant to view it, will find their way to it.
If you believe you only have 6 months to live, you will....have you ever looked at Eckhardt Tolle's work? This idea about being totally present in this now moment is exactly what is needed to by-pass the destiny of death to the physical.
Lots of love and hugs Draco, thanks for the post
Chris
Hi Draco!
Remember that with the law of karma, there is also the law of grace, and that the only person blaming you, is you!
Light and love.