The pattern of knowledge in this Vibration, along with my Stressfull problems~*

When we as people who seek the truth everywhere and anytime, find solutions and messages which often make sense, there are often the occasional view at the end which seems to 'spoil' and mix up the whole view in a way. I shall give you an example:Youtube videos, exposing the Illuminati and NWO, NAU, Vchip, etc. but at the end or somewhere throughout it, there is a warning about New age being a secret part of the illuminati as well. See where I am coming from?We just have to be careful about these kind of information. Very negative based, so much so that anything remotely positive can be involved with the target which is being pointed at, In the eyes of those who can't bare the true blissfull vibrations of Love.New Age is a wonderful thing, and is NOTHING to do with the Illuminati!!The name really speaks for itself, our new age for planet Earth, where we tune into the higher density in order to help mother earth progress.Another thing that is starting to worry me is how There is the given Year of 2012 in some supposed 'channelings', but it is JUST SOO CONFUSING for me now that i feel like crying lol.I know of my Galactic origin a little due to my heart feeling, and Im not sure that they would send us messages that it is a sort of deadline for spiritual growth, however I am not quite sure what to believe about 2012 anymore really since one place there is a MOVIE about it, another there is proof it is rubbish, and others there is proof it may happen, so confusing lol!We must be careful of what videos and websites we view, since there are such coarse vibrations there which can damage your aura, while confuse your ideology and trick you, beware of them!I am sorry everyone but while My spirit and heart is so full of Love I think there is a Dark entity tampering with my thoughts and feelings since I am almost locked away from being happy at the moment, it is horrible. However It is who I am and I shall overcome this through Love, and joy!So I come to another thing, This wonderful site is basically one of the main things to go to to talk to great people right now, I feel so very lonely, My only dream in my thoughts and heart is someday being reunited with my galactic family and friends, however it is nasty and insulting when TROLLS say that my family are 'demons' or a set up distracting us from true God. I think I have seen so many points of views that my head is about to explode! lolBut isnt that a key? I once said before that "Our life here is like a jigsaw puzzle, we need the right parts to fit the right places, then we shall get the whole picture."However despite all these problems, when everything goes wrong for me, it feels good, like it is what is meant to be and all that I have studied and figured out is actually happening. (I really apologise for this all to be about me but I feel spiritualy sick right now)It makes things worse since I can't even meditate and relax since I dont have the time due to schoolwork, and when I do have time someone will enter the room and think I have went nuts, I could leave school now but then I would have no good qualifications for a job so I would be stuck with some boring work with little pay and a small ambition of becoming a pro DJ but I couldnt even afford the technology for that so there is no chance, but then again I wouldnt want to become too famous since I would be put under control of the Illuminati, otherwise killed like my teacher Michael Jackson.TIME, TIME, TIME, TIME, MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, MEDIA, RELIGION, I have had enough of them all, building up stress with me and that isnt what I am. It hurts. We don't even have a government to look after us, It will be a one world one soon so thats that stuffed lol.This could be just a one-off kind of post I have produced since I feel really bad at the moment and in need of help, very difficult to describe. Alot of things I have just said may be a little unclear so I sincierly apologise to you, my typing is filled with panic since I have a test tomorrow and also homework to do right now.And yes I put this in Spirituality in general so that people would be able to read it easier and notice it, mY Mind is moving at soo much pace it is unbelieveable, could this be part of the link between my mind and heart combining? JUts releasing some of my inner feelings, I hope to feel better soon,This dark being shall leave soon, It is not part of who I am. I AM that i AM, it is not meant to be in me.i LOVE YOU ALL SOO MUCH ~*Namaste ~*Owen ~*

Owen I too today had alot of arguments with my higher self and others. As I find while I am at work trying to be grounded with my hands in the dirt. Yes I own a landscaping company, more like a one man army. Kinda pays the bills. But all day today just been frusterated with everything, all the relationships I have ruined, all the people I have hurt, my son being in a different state, having 9 days to come up with 900 bucks to pay the mortgage. Alot of stress, and constantly higher self and others saying just relax and keep the faith. I think i went nucking futz cause I told them if it was so easy for them to come down and try this 3d shiit. Sometimes I really wonder what it is worth. Than my higher self told me a little secret explaining alot. I am 25% reptoid my father was 50%. Explained alot the constant battle my whole life of good and bad on the inside. the black outs and dillusional tantrems where some1 is getting kicked out or a broken heart. Well than I remember whom I really want to be and that that is just bodily makeup and not spiritual, but man it affects it sometimes.than I remember , my son and know I have to keep going. If your going through hell keep going. Be well my brother soon you shall see the change you belive in so strong.

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Jennifer October 5, 2009 at 11:23pm

Have you tried to relax?
Saint Lucifer October 5, 2009 at 10:48pm

Owen I too today had alot of arguments with my higher self and others. As I find while I am at work trying to be grounded with my hands in the dirt. Yes I own a landscaping company, more like a one man army. Kinda pays the bills. But all day today just been frusterated with everything, all the relationships I have ruined, all the people I have hurt, my son being in a different state, having 9 days to come up with 900 bucks to pay the mortgage. Alot of stress, and constantly higher self and others saying just relax and keep the faith. I think i went nucking futz cause I told them if it was so easy for them to come down and try this 3d shiit. Sometimes I really wonder what it is worth. Than my higher self told me a little secret explaining alot. I am 25% reptoid my father was 50%. Explained alot the constant battle my whole life of good and bad on the inside. the black outs and dillusional tantrems where some1 is getting kicked out or a broken heart. Well than I remember whom I really want to be and that that is just bodily makeup and not spiritual, but man it affects it sometimes.than I remember , my son and know I have to keep going. If your going through hell keep going. Be well my brother soon you shall see the change you belive in so strong.
Oen Libertatum October 5, 2009 at 9:27pm

I am not normally like this I hope you understand, Just feel In need of some help and guidance from anyone who might relate to what I have said.

Love, Light, Joy and Peace ~*
- Marion > Oen Libertatum October 5, 2009 at 9:47pm
  
  Rainbow Rays to you Oen and Peace, have trust, all is as it should be...:)...:). Just live in the moment and be grateful for all the good things in your life, walk Your walk and keep reaching for the light! You are doing just fine. We all go through those dark nights of the soul and then we step back into the light, wiser....:)! Life is a journey!!
  
  Call on Archangel Michael to protect you...try it, I have found it helps when I feel freaked out and confused..
  
  Hugs!
  
  marion