as i sit here day in, day out, thinking of all the potential future realities, good, bad and neutral, i wonder to myself about many past occurances, the present moment where change happens and the possible futures that can be made. my main conclusion is that everything is worthless until consiousness gives it meaning, or forms a magnetic attachment so said reality fragment. it really depends on where your worths are and how much you choose to invest yourself into something. even the things i hold most dear and valuble i realise are ultimately worthless and have no meaning, and that i give them meaning as mental and physical survival mechanisms. its complex and simple at the same time. im seeking and enjoyable future for myself and all that i invest worth in, for me that equates to peace on earth, which can only happen when peace exists in the minds and hearts of it's inhabitants. for whats on the inside will create parralels in the world around it. bottom line is everything anyone think matters or has value has no true worth. i once had a vision while meditating where i was on the edge of the universe talking with beings who had no form but still existed. the communication was instantanious and without words, just feeling their expression. which was the eternal bliss you find when attachment ceases.
its a wonderful thing but something that should only be acsessed when your truly ready. i personaly have not experienced such a thing in my life yet except temporarily in my dreams, and while here in reality with requirements for survival and coexisting with life around you, its best to just follow your highest ideal for living. i honestly cant say what that is for others, but for me it would be to live your own life for yourself without treading on, or being treaded on by others, and ingeneral ideals of self suffinciency, emotionaly, mentaly and physicly. also to stray away from harmful unrealistic thinking as much as possible, though i do think some unrealistic thinking is ok, provided its not impacting others or causeing disfunction in one's own life.
i have nothing more to say at the moment other than that if you have a true desire, you will find it eventualy.
best wishes.
--hatrucian--
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