I have set the intention that I want to leave France and go back tofrom whence I came, but because my financial situation is so so woefulI cannot leave here until I can save up enough money, yet there is nomoney coming to me, or shall I say no where near what I need.
So I am stuck in France with no money and no way out. I feel I am meantto leave France, I want to leave here, in fact beings from the Akashicrecords even said so, yet I do not get the support I need to leave. Ifeel that I can do a great service to this world if I could leave hereand get some more support from the universe, yet it refuses to do so. Idont know what else I can do. I have been thinking about suicide moreand more lately as I feel I have no way out.
Its such a waste because I am almost finished writing this book that Iwas told was going to be very successful and helps lots of people sowhy god, the universe and higher beings would not
want to support me is completely and utterly beyond all my comprehention. Im starting to
feel anger like you just wouldnt beleive. Its just horrible, Soon I will have no where to live either.
I cannot understand why this is so. I am very confused, angry anddistressed at the moment and would deeply appreciate any suggestions orideas someone might have. Thankyou.
DRACO
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I wish only the best for you as you deserve it!
DRACO
My thoughts are with him in love and light
Otherwise you could add a post that said you are greatful for the comments that offer you more sympthony for your situation.
Which do you prefer?
THe universe is waiting for you to take action.
It all begins in thought
I did notice a lot of "yeah but", "No but". There truth is hard to see, I know you think things would get better if "you had more money" of if "you lived somewhere else" but to tell you the truth wherever you go, you will find your self there. Your vibrations and your problems will follow. They may take other forms and present themselves in other ways, but the root cause will be the same.
There's an underlying lesson you need to find on your own. One cannot find the solution with the same mindset in witch the problem was created. I know it doesn't sound comforting. And I don't blame if you don't like this reply. If it was easy everyone would've done it, the difference is that you will be an ever stronger person with a different perspective than you have now.
I hope you find your truth.
I dont understand what I have done that is so terrible that I have deserved to suffer so much. I want to help this world but I cannot if the universe refuses to support me.
I have to dissagree that the universe delivers. It delivers yes but it is never nearly enough.
Wonder what will happen and you will do just that. Wonder what will happen. Worry about how you are going to pay the rent and you will do just that. Worry about how to pay the rent. I needen't say more.
Please check out the Abraham material. You may even be able to get it at the library or at a discount online from amazon or other places. You wil see. this is the greatest gift you could receive.
Blessings to your thoughts.
And there is no faster way to wake up and know yourself than being all alone to find yourself...:))
Wherever i go these days...like you say...i am there...lol...not the money not the people not the atractions not ,not,not...just plain me. So now the challenge is to find my true me without all the rest of the luggage i seem to travel around with...
and let us not forget that we and i am shure Draco to asked for change ....and we all know the univers always delivers , you just need to see how it delivers and also what you block out and do not see wich stops you from moving on.
Now is the time that we are being put in the spot light.
Everything we experience and feel is being observed.
All the things we think about,
all the hate we take and give,
all the love we give and receive.
This is the time of a blank canvas.
We are the artists writing how the world will be in our heads in the near future.
All odds are against us, and with us.
The true meaning of experience and judging lies within us at this point and time.
I believe this is part of the good and evil battle.
The world will either turn us into beings of light or beings of dark.
I feel as though it is easy to join the dark side and be evil in this world to achieve.
But then again thats the easy way out...
Every day I struggle for the light.
Peace be with you.
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