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  Nesera November 5, 2009 at 5:35am

  A big thanks to everyone who's commented about this so far (and to those who may comment in the future).
  
  I appreciate everyone's advice even though I can't claim to resonate with 100% of everything that has been shared by everyone, I can say that there's several things that some of you have mentioned that I've found out myself at one point or another so I can see where everyone's coming from.
  
  Again, thank you everyone for replying & I'm looking forward to reading any future responses by others, as well !!!
  
  Namaste!
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  Being November 4, 2009 at 8:59pm

  Hi Nesera, the way i see it is that you have a lot of connection with deeper awareness understanding etc. but at this time you are having a hard time feeling it and knowing what it means and to a level that you are satisfied with.
  
  My best advice for you is very simple (yet easy to forget). Let it be. Surrender to the formlessness of each moment. You are existing. That is enough. What you are on this level according to societal things is irrelevant. Don't try to understand what you know... just let it be. What you know is only a small part of what you are and what you are is happening all the time despite what you know ;).
  
  Who are you? You are not your mind or your thoughts. You are not you societal statuses. You are not something that can be defined. You are simply being. As the universe is. Being able to describe what the universe does or is does not change it or make it any better. It simply is, and you simply are. That is enough. You are consciousness. The being-ness behind your thoughts, your body and the forms that are imposed on you. You are neither a leader or a follower. You are a flow of energy. There is no need to worry about the future or the past. All that is, was or will be, is meant to be. You are everlasting. You are inherent truth, life, love and wisdom and you need do nothing do access or achieve these qualities.
  
  Let your mind have its quandaries. The mental state and emotional feeling of being like "i don't know" is a sacred place to be in yourself, for the universe is truly indescribable. Allow your not knowing to flow over you and simply be. There is nothing more to know or to do. There is no challenge or need for achievement. You and the universe are fulfilled in each moment so don't let the mental hologram hold you back from this truth i am sure you already know.
  
  May the fulfillment of each precious moment grace us all ware ever we are, what ever we are doing.
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    Cedric > ☼Petar▲Truthseeker November 3, 2009 at 1:31am

    I agree with you Loreala.
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  eyesopen November 3, 2009 at 2:19am

  Hello nesera!
  
  Lets start here...If you haven't failed, you haven't tried. Failure is all how you look at it. If you learn to pull something good out of it, it's not a failure, it's a lesson. Recognizing this, is just one aspect of truly being a good leader. failing in front of the people your supposed to lead, is the biggest test a leader has to take, and taking the lesson learned from that experience, admitting you made a mistake, and continuing on is the passing grade. The second aspect of being a good leader is understanding that you now have dual roles, one as a teacher, and the other as a student. And sometimes, your teachers, are the ones you are leading.
  
  patience.....patience is the key. If you step back a second, take a breath, you will amaze yourself at the answers that are right in front of you.
  
  The best peice of leadership advice I have heard, and although it may not pertain here, i'm going to share it with you, because i feel it may help later on.
  " A good leader never walks by a mistake."----Norman Schwortzkoff.
  
  Good luck in your search, peace always..
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  Cedric November 3, 2009 at 1:29am

  Welcome to the club. The feeling of being a leader is wel known within me to,i have not done anything about it because i do not believe i am ready,and somehow i have a inner feeling i might be to mutch of a pusher in everything i do and want others to do(let's say that my inner knowledge and power scare me) not because i feel it is bad but because i think i wil not be able to control it and it might turn bad.even the horoscopes,and other teachers say i am a leader.and that i can not go against my destiny...it is just me who does not get it yet.