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I feel the need to write about my twin flame experiences, in hopes that I will have a better understanding of what has occurred. I wish to have some replies and see if any of these things have happened for others with their TF :))

I met my TF in the Summer of 2011 and at first, I did find her attractive but I was kind of seeing someone at the time and didn't really want to pursue anyone else. We ended up meditating the first night we actually hung out and when we connected on a physical and energetic level, I have never felt anything like it before. We went to very high levels of vibration together, everything looked like it was glittery and everything was so bright. She had the same experience as I did and ever since then, our souls have felt very complete within each others presence. After that night, we spent almost every day together, meditating, adventuring, feeling like we were children. We experienced many different levels of "magic" together. If we pointed our pointer fingers towards each other, we would see a 100% visible energy line connecting us. Our sexual experiences went beyond the limits of the human body,allowing our souls to make love. We could read each others minds and know exactly what the other was feeling/thinking. We constantly would finish each others sentences and felt like we didn't even have to talk :) When she would hold me, I felt 100% complete and at home and I have NEVER had that before, truly. The summer was over and she moved up North to attend college. While up there, our ego's began to take over and began to make us question each other and our intentions. We began separating energetically and emotionally. After awhile, she had a spiritual emergency. She lost sense of reality for a moment and forgot what I was to her and what she was to the Earth. She came back down to San Diego for rehabilitation and to be close to her family. Her family banned me from seeing her, for I was "the beginning of it all". I was her first PHYSICAL experience of "spirituality" and magic. I didn't see her for 6 months but felt the worlds weight of the happening and my love for her only continued to grow. I told myself I needed to let go and I did. After awhile, we began talking again and decided to see each other for lunch. When we met up again, the feelings of being complete and full of love returned. Unfortunately for me, she met someone else and was pursuing them. Whenever she would leave my presence, I felt like I was in a dream and time would always speed up with her. It was painful on a soul level to leave her every time we would hang out. After awhile, we began to hang out more and more and my feelings for her grew stronger and stronger. On a soul level, I knew she had feelings for me as well, but was fearful of ever bringing it up. Recently, we began to be open with each other about our feelings, for we couldn't deny the feeling that something between us was brewing and growing. We knew that something big was about to happen. After Halloween, we both went through an experience together that allowed us to "kill" our egos and restored our faith in humanity and each other. We fully let go and let God and our faith in the divine was complete. We felt as though we crossed yet another bridge and had gotten closer to "that".. whatever THAT is. ONly more and more joy and unconditional love has been occurring between us, but still, she is with this man and I must always honor and respect someones union. I am patiently waiting to see what the Universe has been brewing and trusting that I will be/do/go/see what I need to. I just hope it all falls into place the way I see it happening, and so far, it has. 

Have anyone of you had this silly in-the-life, out-of-the-life "game" happen? what came of it? Also, now, we have been working for the divine, purely. We have been meditating constantly, charging our divine love and light and spreading it to as many people as possible. We use our relationship as our highest example and share this unconditional love with EVERYONE. With this new sense of pure love and light, our energies feel strong and divine together. We recently tried the finger thing again (pointing our pointer fingers towards each others fingers to see energy) and now when we do it, it's a pure golden streak of energy AND there are sparks that come off of our fingers that we BOTH see. What are these sparks? Has anyone else seen them?? It's beautiful, really. Life is omazing. Blows my mind every day and am INCREDIBLY and COMPLETELY grateful. Thank you for reading and I am excited to see replies. Namaste, brothers and sister <3