Spiritual Forum

Hello everyone,

I am checking with you all to see if you all are doing ok.  And at the same time I am also checking to see if any of you are going through same thing as I am.  It have been most intense experiences for me and the waves of energy have been so intense since December 21th 2012.  

Truth be told, before December 21th 2012, I had no idea what was going to happen and there were so many people telling us what is going to happen.  In order to keep myself from going anxiety with this kind of date, I remind neutral and just flow through life as usually.  But one thing I noticed during December 20th was having very intense headache and dizzy so I had to lay down and rest.  During that date, I felt most uplifting day with energy, as if we were all being 'aligned' with very powerful energy.  Not everyone feel it and people who I knew all got mixed feeling.  The people who I knew well, who is tuned with energy or is very sensitive to energy (I am extremely sensitive to energy) was experiencing very uplifting day, especially very calmful, peaceful, and joyful day.  I also was experiencing the returns of my several past lives memories into me and I started to remember very interesting things I did not get to remember before.

I haven't ever felt this most uplifting and very happy naturally that I could even easily focus on what I desires in my heart for my life.  But then at December 22nd, I began went deep down, feeling the sad, depressing energy and I was having very difficult time focusing on what I desire as I roll through my days.  And suddenly it went up and down... up and down... I was hit with different symptoms like bad coughing, headache, dizzily  cold feeling, eye aching, and many other.  I checked with doctor after going through painful days from 22nd to 27th, Doctor said I got flu and gave me medicines for it.  I started to heal physically very slowly but the energy kept going so insanely wild, especially today.

Today is the day I felt so overwhelmed, for one moment I felt so highly uplifted then suddenly next moment I felt so negative, fearful.  It is like two huge energies is fighting so intensively inside me.  Even whole the hard work I spend so much cleaning and letting go of the old energy, these old energy is extremely persist and kept gripping on me, even I worked hard on releasing it away.  And at the same time, new energy, purely positive kept clashing with it, pushing it out of me.  That is why I have been having very difficult days lately and I just simply truly wished my day was just like 21th where all was peaceful, very calmful, purely uplifting and joyful... All I can do is to keep being gentle with myself and have faith that all is well.  

I am just sharing this with for these who is going through similar things as I am going through, just in case.  And if any of you are going through situations like this, please share them here and this will help each of us who is going through situation like this knowing that we are not only one who is experiencing it.  I know there are many other who is experiencing different things.  As I have said, not everyone is experiencing the same things as I do.  Some felt nothing, some feel little, some feel BIG effects since December 21th 2012.  I am just simply sharing what I have been experiencing since that time.