What I Wish....
is to be accepted, to be loved, to be appreciated. I want to reciprocate that back to the universe and to others. People need love and compassion. I need it myself. I want to be different and accepted by all. And by the way, I am not crazy and don't hallucinate or hear voices. I see people and others see them and they come to me. They talk to me psychologically and I understand their situations, their losses, and unhappiness. I want to change for the better, not for worse. I want to do the good works that Jesus wants me to do. What the angels want me to do. I don't really like to deal with people that use bad language, but I guess that is part of human nature. I became different myself, in a good way and a bad way. However, I choose the good way. I just need higher guidance from the apostles and the angels and Jesus to get where I need to go. I want to be a success story like the apostles. I know I have been mean and done horrible things to myself and cause such chaos that Sean Michael wasn't pleased with me. I just don't know how to use the tools and gifts of the angels correctly to get where I am supposed to go. To challenge myself. To fight off the evils. I will do anything I can to stop myself from doing chaotic things ever again. I want to succeed like everyone else and be normal. I feel like I have an advanced brain and so behind on current events, it's just not funny at all. I love to be humorous at times, be a fighter like Joan of Arc, but I just want to be me. Just Jessica H. Michel, or Angel Jessica Louise Michael. I care about all of you. Even if you feel I am crazy or have a lot of mental problems, have some empathy. How would you feel if you were me, to deal with my problems, day in and day out? I have anxiety, depression, some anger management issues and even paranoia. I am afraid of people stealing my ideas. Inspirational ideas that are based on good things. I lost a lot during my life, I should have listened but the ego in me was idiotic. I want to be a better me and will do all I can to succeed. Please help me get back where I was when I met specific wonderful and nice people in my life that brought me love, hope, joy, and happiness. I just wish for true love to come back again and that Michael and the archangels can communicate with me. No, it's not a crazy idea. It's a part of life. It's a part of my past - Joan of Arc's life. I am a somebody with a voice who wants to be heard and wants to be cherished, loved, and appreciated. I promise, promise, to do the same for all of you.
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I think that you are a wonderful person. I can sense it.
Dear Jessica, these beautiful expressions of your SOUL as a living prayer is moving indeed. These vibrations are such a blessing for others to read. Try not to focus on being "different" and just "BE" yourself. You are already embodying your Higher SOUL Self and that is why you were targeted by those dark ones since this intimidated them, but now is the time to answer the call and to seek out the Highest GOD Self that you are. This ABSOLUTE TRUTH part of your BEING is accessed as through the Sacred Mind, just as your recently mastered TRUE FEELINGS of your Higher SOUL Self are accessed through the Sacred Heart.
It is not so fair, but in actuality we will not be fully accepted by all until all this world moves fully into 5D. Until then, it is much more important that you focus on absolute acceptance of your SELF. As you learn to emerge within your Highest GOD Self, you will very quickly see that it is not about what the angels and the apostles want you to do as it is about BEING YOU. It is about BEING that expression of GOD that you are and in that way, you ARE GOD, experiencing ITSELF as ITSELF, so isn't this proof enough to you that you do not need the acceptance or approval of any other to "BE" ALL THAT YOU ARE? No matter what that expression of YOU is, it is for YOU to discover in your own way and in your own time. That, I can promise you beloved Jessica, truly IS Divine Will, so turn your focus INWARD and discover your GOD SELF! Only then will you truly be able to express and shine this back upon all others as you so bravely aspire to do. This will be your success story.
As Sean-Mak, I was never displeased with you. We all have to deal with those dark ones. It is all part of the process of becoming ALL THAT WE ARE. Do you honestly think I do not get angry, or lose my temper? The Angels are as "human" as any soul. This is a very common misconception of the Angelic Hierarchy. We too, all feel and wish and aspire to bring the love and light of Divine Will into the world and we too, all get quite annoyed with the malicious tactics of those dark ones, but as you've learned recently, they only have that power over you that you surrender in fear to them. In the same way, now you must take full responsibility for your ascension, rather than feeling you are unable to evolve without the highest guidance of others, because just as I stated above, you too ARE GOD, with all the very same opportunities as any Angel or Archangel. And those aspirations you hold so close to the heart will get you there, but allow yourself to BE .. YOU .. NOW, 1st and foremost, and the rest will fall into place quite naturally, okay. NO STRESS! Ascension is supposed to be a natural and beautiful process. Have ABSOLUTE FAITH and just "BE" dear heart.
<3 Love and Blessings, Jacob/Met..