Ego's tend to mess up the mind-muddle it along with the bombardment of atheistic/humanist nonsense and the constant abuse from the wicked spirits and bad demons from the shadow realms.  Everyone has experienced both sides but what do you resonate with? Ego control, for instance, forcing others to believe as you do by any means including the trans-humanistic plans on the horizon or do you trust in God/Creator's Divine Plan- for instance, allowing Mother Nature to take Her course?