This was posted here a few weeks back by Ravinder i think http://www.jeshua.net/ 

I read it and it makes sense, in the way i have the urge to fix something i have wronged in the past.

It has been mentioned on other threads to, about not being able to use ouwer power because we fear

abusing it again. I relate to the stories told on these pages about the light workers. And yes i feel i have the urge to help myself forgive myself for what i did on this planet before

This is why helping others is not working as wel i thought it would, like they say we end up tired and depleted of ouwer energies. The human race is going through changes with or without ouwer help, we need to help ourselves .so we also can move on in ouwer journey.

I was completely in silence when i read all this and i feel a verry strong conection with the story told.

I just hope i am strong enough to undestand and make the change happen within me.

I remember thinking years ago how eazy humans can be manipulated. Now i know why i was thinking it.

I was part of the manipulation in other times. And i am here now to re-corect this wrong doing.

This amazes me, and also gives me peace of heart.

For manny eons i looked for the reazon of me being here, now i have a faint idea that i still have to absorbe, to be able to make the positive changes that are necesary to pardon myself and change the vibrations back to normal.

This is awesom...