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Hello@everybody! I could use some help with dealing with a very old personality which has clearly grown callous over the years simply because life does get harder as we age. We begin to loose our youth, cleaver wits, memory and work position which we might have held for many years. It can be said that some reach clear madness in their late years and working with senior citizens can be very difficult, especially when they should have retired(over 80 years and still working) many years ago. I must admit that when such a job position causes a person thoughts of suicide as the only possible means of getting away or ridding oneself of an unpleasent job position and the people involved, then maybe I am the one who really needs to seek mental health.
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Take a few steps back and look inside then project outside when it feels better.
Suicide as i see it is just the Ego pushing you to the limit, for in its own stupidity it things that by killing you it will win.
So center yourself again man.
I have had the same feeling lately like many others, and i had to get into searching for my inner child and my childhood to
understand and see and feel what i came here for.
I am far from ready with it but i can tell you that i have a fire burning inside right now i had not felt sinds my childhood.
Be childlike again like Jesus said one day, only childlike people will taste heaven.
Not childish but childlike, let others be childish in their ways for they do not understand that they never grew older than 12.
Being childlike is feeling conected,free,aware,young,loved,loving.
Being childish is totaly the oposite, not conected,jailed,un-aware,un-loved-un-loving,screaming,fighting etc etc is its way of being.
So get into it and live on in peace.