activation?

ok, where to start?i read anush's blog "activation" once more...because i find simple walking alone a little boring i decided to drive on my skateboard to get my heart rate up...when i was back i drank some water and layed on my bed...dont know why (i never seen that somewhere else before) i layed my left hand on my heart chakra the right hand on top of it connecting the thumbs(i felt the heartbeat in my thumbs very clearly) so i started to focus on it and also my breath like suggested...when my mind came to rest i closed my eyes and saw a constant bright light which where forming lots of shapes and moves but somehow rested in itself (sounds stupid i know) :Oso far so well..i started to see shapes of something that looked like a door,but it was quite far away...i felt the light i have seen was my eye(third eye?) and out of this light hands appearedi remembered that its just logic that the door would be far away,its still 13 steps down, so i tried to feel where i exactly am.it was a very dark room but i felt the walls right next to me, only seeing the shapes of my "body"(my hands and my eye were quite bright the rest was somehow there but i could only feel that)ok hands to the walls i tried to take a step...13...12...11... short stop (i like that number ;D )10...9...8... "is this real?"7... "or do i want to see this so bad that i do"?6... the door is bigger and i see a weak light shimmering through the bottom and top)5...4... "im a skateboarder i jumped more than 4 steps yet so this should be no problem for me" :Ojump...im there... (trying to touch and feel everything around me cause i still cant believe that its real)OOO Kaay... something with names and a symbol...i cant see anything...touching doesnt help neither...just relax you made it so far -i thought, still doubting that its really happening..just make sure you dont see anything because you want to see it...but how could i be sure?(line after line appearing on the door forming a sign) (first picture)...ok that looks a little similar to a pentagram or davids star?some people may say thats what the merkaba looks like?hmm ok you have seen something now try to see letters...slowly forming the O i saw it clearly,the second letter looked at first like a weird c with a hook on bottom... (i tried to remember "c" or something like that) ;Dthird was an I that was clearnow again such a weird letter looks like the second one but like the mirror imagean I again... good something i can identify...and the second letter again...shock...could it be?thoughts running again the door disappearsback in my body im writing down the letters (2nd picture)yeah... big WTF moment...i still dont believe it somehow because i dont see a sense why this should be one of my soulnames when its a name someone (or me?) used while incarnated???ok lets say its possible and im Osiris? or was?i thought its not logic cause I AM my soul and not my incarnations...why should i have this name as a soul?big conflict...now here i am not knowing what to believe anymore -.-i allways made fun of people who said "im the incarnation of RA" or "ISIS" or something like this...now i am as ridicolous as they are!?O:

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Anush May 5, 2011 at 1:17pm
Anush May 5, 2011 at 1:17pm

Lets see

Google the D'ni alphabet
Anush May 5, 2011 at 1:05pm

That is Osizis, and it is possible that you forfill that path at some time in a past life.

The symbol is Dragon rune combination.

Not go look at it again.

Well done, I knew you would find your way, to do it.

Have fun.

2 more times then I will give you the next step.

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